Baekhyun's Pov........

Though the dawn cracks in every day, I seem still in the dark. No one wants to tell me what happened and I was lost. The deep stitched mark that glided across my stomach was healing and others were almost not visible. Perhaps I was a monster back then. That why Chanyeol hated me and now I feel awful.

I stared at the sketched picture of that boy who seemed to hide behind my mind. The fairy tale like boy with big elf ears and almond shaped eyes. When ever I tried to remember him my head hurts and I feel dizzy.

"Who are you?" I whispered tracing the handsome face of the smiling boy.

"Baekhyun!!!!." Chanyeol's voice boomed and I covered the picture and jogged out into the hallway.

"Yeah?" I looked up to the giant man.

"Wanna go out?" Chanyeol asked hesitantly.

I nodded and walked with him with my paint brush.

"Keep those and grab only your phone. Lu, Kyungie and Tao will meet us at the park." He said and I did what I was told.

The ride soothed my mind a little, a gentle feeling of being relaxed.  A series of buildings came into view and I passed a familiar house. I didn't ponder for I was afraid I might black out. I wore black tights and black polo shirt with black high cut sneakers. I wasn't in the mood to dress like a diva but I never forgot my pretty maroon eyeliner. Kris once told me maroon matched my eyes and ever since he got them down for me. I missed my brothers and was often home sick. Its been a month already and Mrs Park hadn't still come back. I have begun to skip meals, cry in the phone telling my brothers to come get me. But they always brush the idea off. I looked at Chanyeol, driving the car with great concentration, Kyungsoo was a lucky guy to have this boy as his boyfriend.

"Stop staring at me." He frowned and I turned away but leaped forward when he tried to hit another car.

"AHHHHH!!!! MOM!!!" I screamed my head off, holding my beating heart as a foggy allusion flushed into my mind with silvery images and sounds of painful screaming.

"Baek. You're sweating. Yah!! Baekhyun are you okay?" Chanyeol shook me and I tried to opened the door. "No..Baekhyun." He shook me harder and I snapped out looking at him with tears flowing down my cheeks.

The rest of the ride I kept revising the memory but my head hurt and I held it tightly.

"They are at the ice cream mall. Go I'll park the car and be back." He said carefully and I nodded getting off.

"Wait. Ca...Can you co..come I'm afraid?" I pulled his sleeve and he pressed his lips into a thin line and nodded. After parking the car we went in search of our friends.

"Took you guys long enough. I already ate six ice creams and a donut." Tao stretched out lazily.

"What took you so long idiot." Luhan sighed.

"Traffic. Now shut up." Chanyeol snapped.

"Baekhyun. You look pale. Are you okay? Wanna go home?" Kyungsoo hugged me but I faked a smile at him and nodded.

We were running with a boomerang and playing, I know we weren't kids but we still can right? I was over the flashy memory thingy and felt a lot better.I couldn't stop myself from blushing when I caught Chanyeol intensely at me. I first thought it was Kyungsoo as he was behind me yet I found his silvery orbs follow my body. His silver hair shinning in the bright sunlight and he sat light a king on the grass. Gosh heart why are you jumping like a jelly bean?

"Baekhyun?" A shocked voice gasped and I turned to the voice that called my name.

My breath hitched, and I stared at a familiar person behind the tree. He was so familiar that I swear I had his name on the tip of my tongue but still couldn't word it out.

He walked closer and I walked back. Something silvery and vague filled my mind, Images of this certain boy, his smile his laughter, his bragging.

"Ahh...My head it hurts." I whispered pulling my hair In hope that It would ease the throbbing pain.

"Baekkie. No don't try to remember let it go." The voice warned me but my mind did not want to cooperate.

My vision started to blacken and I walked back, I stumbled and winced in pain.

"Baekhyun...What's happening?" I felt arms hold my waist and my head fell on a hard chest.

"My..Ahh my head." I knew it was Chanyeol, I felt him carrying me bridal style as his big arm slipped under my shoulder and the other under my knees.

"Gosh Chanyeol he's throwing up blood. Hurry." Luhan's voice screamed.

"Channie...Sit with Baek. I'll drive." Kyungsoo said and I could slightly see Tao crying and opening the car door.

"Baekhyun hold on." Chanyeol's voice said as I gripped his shirt.

"Baekkie...Please don't try to remember anything. Please." Tao cried and held my wriggling legs.
"Mnnghh....Ahhh...It hurts so much." I cried into Chanyeols chest and his grip on my waist tightened as I slowly blacked out.

Chanyeol's Pov.....

My heart snapped when I saw Baekhyun lying limp in my arms with bloody stains on his face. I wanted him gone but not suffer. Why am I feeling like I will die. His blood stained my shirt and my whole world stopped.

Luhan was calling Sehun and Kris, Tao was crying, Kyungsoo was driving as fast as he could.

"Please." I whispered not knowing what to tell. My throat was dry and a lump drew as I sat staring and the face that now I wasn't sure whether I hated it or not.

We reached the hospital and Baekhyun was immediately rushed to the emergency ward. I just hope he's alright. God why do I feel like crying? Why does my heart ache? Urghhh