As the next day dawned and the bright sunlight mingled with the golden brown locks of the beautiful boy who lay peacefully under clean bed sheets. Baekhyun rustled to the other side as he fluttered his pretty eyes open and stared at the empty side of the bed. A shrill wind of fear, saddness and regret flushing over him. He tried to wake up but his lower back hurt like he was stabbed with a million of daggers. He some how managed to shower and pull on a black turtle neck and black tights. He difficultly waddled down into an empty living room and saw a note.

Drink the pain killers. Please don't regret. Be back in an hour.

Baekhyun crumbled the papers and left the house. He walked with great difficultly into the school as his eyes searched for the owl eyed boy who he had broken.

"Baek, Are you okay?" Tao's voiced questioned him but he limped to the library where Kyungsoo spent most of his time in.

His tired eyes searched the boy and finally found him at the far corner of the enormous library.

"Kyu...Kyungsoo...I...I'm sorry.." Baekhyun fell on his knees to meet the height of the boy sitting on the floor.

"Hey Baekkie." Kyungsoo greated his friend like he always did and it tore Baekhyun.

"Sto...Stop pretending. I saw you...I'm sorry I...It just happened." Baekhyun collasped down. Kyungsoo looked at him. Pale and fragile with drowsy eyes and parched lips. A high temperature and fever running. Baekhyun could barely speak. Kyungsoo hugged him. Tightly. Letting his tears fall like the mansoon rain.

"Baekhyun....I'm not mad at you. I can never be. When I saw you guys having sex. It broke and shattered my heart. But both of you radiated so much of emotion that you were drowning and he was drunk. It's okay. Perhaps you guys were meant to be. There would come a day when someone makes me feel the way you make Chanyeol feel. I love you Baekhyun. Always did and always will." Kyungsoo whispered to the sick boy as Baekhyun faintly nodded and blacked out on his shoulder.

Kyungsoo took him to the infirmary and got him treated by the nurse. That's when Chanyeol barged in and he acted as if his heart had bursted.

"Chanyeol relax. You should have gone easy on him on a first time." Kyungsoo frown at Chanyeol and the giant groaned sitting down on the bed.

"I'm sorry Kyungsoo..I have cheated on you and I shouldn't have. But I cant stop my self being drawn to Baekhyun. I couldn't resist him anymore. He filled my heart and mind and you just faded. I know I'm a monster but I feel like....." Chanyeol gritted his teeth and rubbed his face with his palms.

"You feel like he's a part of your soul. Despite he was your bully?" Kyungsoo sat beside the giant. And Chanyeol nodded. "Channie. You love Baekhyun so much. More than you ever loved me. The way you stare at Baekhyun as if he were your world sums it all up. The way you mold against each other is pure destiny and beauty. Go to him. Find his past. Forgive him. I will always be your friend. But just before we break up would you kiss me one more time?" Kyungsoo sniffled and Chanyeol nodded kissing the heart shaped lips he once liked.

"Come. Let's go meet Jongin. He seems to know Baekhyun." The owl eyed boy grinned after the kiss and pulled Chanyeol away. "Relax. Baekhyun is yours. He'll be fine. I'll tell Lulu to check on him. Come." The boy smiled through tears and dragged the giant to the florists house.

"Kai!!!" Chanyeol gasped as he saw who Jongin was. Baekhyun's best friend.

"Woah...You still remember." Kai chuckled letting them inside as they settled down inside Kai's room.

"Tell me everything I need to know." Chanyeol frowned and Kai nodded as he started.

"Baekhyun was eighteen when he came to me one day biting his lips with a confused expression on his face. He had cried and the tear stains still shined on his face.

"Kai....I....I cant get him out of my head. I think I like him." He had covered his face in embarassment.

"What?? You like Chanyeol?" I had gasped at my leader and best friend.

"No. I love Park Chanyeol. So much it hurts everytime I hurt him. But I just dont know. I'm afraid he'd leave." He had cried and started smoking to ease the tension.

He loved you from a very young age Chanyeol but was afraid to confess. The day your father died, remember the Byun's met with an accident and died? Baekhyun was in the same car as well. He had cried and protested to go to the funeral so his brothers let him go and they came alone. But the Byuns car crashed and Baekhyun was thrown out of the car and the poor boy hit his head hard on a mile stone. The doctors saved him on the nich of time before dying. Just like you always wanted him to die. They said that he will never remember that he had permernant amnesia. Yet when he was discharged and brought home he began to draw a young Park Chanyeol and talk to it. And once he was found flat before your picture with blood seeping out of his mouth. Just like the other day at the park when he saw me. So Doctors said he might have a tiny chance of remembering so thats why his doctor was changed to your mom and sent to live with you so he might remember you. But the sad thing is that though he drew you every night yet he couldn't recognize you Chanyeol. He unconcious loves you madly. But still dorsnt know why, Go to him. Do something. Forhive him. Please." Kai unleashed the story and my breath hitched. I couldn't process it. He loved me all along. Still I never knew. Baekhyun was hurting all this while and I wanted him dead. I was a horrible monster. I was ashamed of myself.