Kyungsoo's Pov......

It was clearer than crystal that Chanyeol and Baekhyun shared something far more than friendship. It was devident that they had begun to love each other. The way Chanyeol stared at the brunette, the way Baekhyun's lips were always swollen, they way Baekhyuns smile ignited when Chanyeol cane around. It showed and It hurt.

They were uncontiously falling and I was fading in Chanyeol's story. The way Baekhyun cried as if a part of him had broken when he called me telling that Chanyeol had met with an accident. The way he was held lovingly by my boyfriend and touched with pure affection. My heart crumbled and I wanted to leave but the innocent look on my new best friend broke my heart even more.

Was he even aware of being in love with Chanyeol? He looked like a lost puppy. Hugging my waist as Mrs Park treated her son. Luhan and Tao were there. And they thought I was crying for I was sad for my boyfriend. But I was crying as I watching my first love drift away, slip off my palms.

"He's fine. Just a broken arm and a slight scratch on the head." Mrs Park informed invading my thoughts as Baekhyun ran into the room. We followed suit and watching Chanyeol sleeping. Tao and Luhan failed to notice the gentle and loving way Baekhyun held Chanyeols hand. I broke down and ran out as Luhan and Tao came after me.

"Kyungie you alright?" Luhan asked and I nodded a lie.

Tao just hugged me and I let him squeeze his warmth into me. But as time went they left and I drew myself closer to the room Chanyeol was in. I was afraid of what I'd see yet I peeked in.

Baekhyun was on his lap crying and Chanyeol had his other hand possessively around his waist. Baekhyun was cupping his face and crying.

"I should leave. I promise I will. So that when you come home you wont see my fac....." Chanyeol pulled him closer and kissed him on the lips no letting him complete his sentence.

And the kissed with so much love and affection that it radiated throughout the room. I gripped the door tightly and watched them with my whole body shaking.

"Don't you dare leave." Chanyeol growled and Baekhyun nodded kissing his forehead.

It was too much for me to take but I couldn't hate Baekhyun. I love my friend a bit too much. So I left them be.

After a week Chanyeol was back to school and I pretended to be unaware of what I had come to know. Yet the two idiots though they kissed seemed dense. More like Baekhyun was dense. I wanted to seperate them. Tare them apart. But I couldn't.

"Channie. How is your hand?" I asked him and he smiled.

"I can move my fingers now. Mom says I can remove this next week." He brightly said and I pulled him for a kiss watching Baekhyun shift like his heart was stabbed with a knife.

"Woah dumbass. Go get a room." Luhan kicked me and I let go of Chanyeol.

"Common they are boyfriends. Its natural." Tao said giggling.

"Ex....Excuse me." Baekhyun stuttered as he stumbled from his seat and ran of crying. Why did he look so broken? Now I feel guilty, Chanyeol seemed to be Baekhyuns and never mine.

Days passed and I noticed Baekhyun trying his best to avoid Chanyeol and It killed him. We went to Chanyeols mom to get his bandage removed. He was fine. But I could see his heart wasn't. Did he even love me?

Daehyung tried to force himself on Baekhyun one day again and Chanyeol half killed him for touching his Baekhyun. Yes. He emphasized it. It was clear that Chanyeol was head over heals for his so called bully who he said he hated.

That day when I went to his housr in search of Baekhyun I saw him on top of a naked Baekhyun when he slammed the closet door shut. But I didnt take it to heart. But I guess things were meant to happen.

I felt like dying. Chanyeol was my first love. My first kiss. And now I'm watching him kiss my favorite friend. They way he held Baekhyun, so gently and softly. It showed.

"Kyungsoo are you okay?" My childhood best friend Jongin shook me. He owned the biggest floral company in korea and he was my personal diary.

"No. I dont know. They love each other. So much but I'm obstructing them." I cried and he hugged me.

"Baekhyun....He always loved him Kyung. No one ever knew." Jongin whispered and I looked but shocked.

"You....You know Baekhyun?" I asked and he nodded.

"Bring Chanyeol over when you have taken your desision. And I'll tell you." Jongin whispered and he gave a knowing smile.

I ran to Chanyeol's house and dashed in knowing his code number by heart. But was stopped by the most hurtful scene I could ever imagine. I stood frozen to the core of my heart. As I watched my boyfriend and friend having sex. What was happening? They kept smiling at each other like the whole world around had stopped.

That was it. I had my first heart break and it was killing me. I left them be as I walked out too weak to run. I called Jongin and cried and he knew he had to come. The moment he did I hugged him tightly and cried louder.

"They...Why..It hurts so much." I sobbed into his chest and he carried me bridal style out of my Ex's house. Well yes. I made up my mind. It's over. Perhaps things happened according to only Gods will and Chanyeol and I werent meant for each other.

I dont wanna be a mean guy but yet love comes in the most unexpected ways in life. I wanted to be happy for them but I felt my heart and body crumble down to pieces. Shades of a broken soul that perhaps would never fall in love or can never be put together.

"Cry your heart out. I will always be there Kyung. I will always be there." Jongins soothing voice healed my heart a wee bit. Lets hope he'd always be there.