(This is a fluffy oneshot cuz only 2 people voted sooooo yeah, the poll is still open if u want other updates)

Tanaka × insecure! Reader

3rd person

You were looking in the mirror at your outfit, waiting for your boyfriend of 5 months to pick you up for your amusment park date! But there was one problem... you didnt like the way you looked... you had tried on multiple outfits, and this one was to tight, you didnt like it, not one bit. But before you got a chance to change again the doorbell rang,

"I'll get it sweetie" yelled your mum from downstairs, hearing the door click open, and hearing his handsome voice echo down the hall into your room, you hurriedly closed your door and locked it, back pressed against the door, breathing quickly, tears welling up in your eyes thinking only the worst, about how he wouldnt like the way you looked, or your outfit. You kept your sobs to a minimum when you heard him trying to unlock your door.

"Hey! Y/N! You in there?" You heard his voice from across the door. The constant words 'oh god oh god' replaying over and over in your mind, you heard the kitchen drawers opening and metal on metal from your door.

'Hes using a knife to open my door!! Oh nooo!!' You quickly hid in your ensuite, grabbing a jumper to throw over yourself, you were wearing normal jean shorts, but the shirt that was on was tight, and it made you feel sick to your stomach thinking bad about yourself. Then the bathroom door was slowly opening, you faced the mirror and washed your face, pretending like your getting ready.

"Found you baby! Why was your door locked?" He hugged you from behind as he asked this, ok time to play dumb

"Oh i must have left it locked while getting dressed and forgot.. heh whoops." You looked up to see Ryus face, looking very seriously down at yours. You gulped hard and tried to change the subject but before you got the chance he interupted you.

"Thats a lie." He simply said, turning you around and looking you dead in the eye.
"Your lying." He said, making a slightly irritated face. The tears came back but instead of sitting in your eyes, they flowed freely, making tanaka gasp at you.

"Oh my god.. was that me did i do that!? Oh my god im so sorry Y/N!!" He said in a panic, but you shushed him.

"Its not you.. it me" (UGG THAT FELT SO CRINGEY!) You said looking away from his now gentle gaze.

"Whats up.." he asked softly.. he looked you up and down, only making you more self concious..

"Im ugly... i dont know why you like me.. im not as skinny as other girls, my thighs touch and rub, and im just unattractive! Why do you love me!." You finally broke down into loud ugly sobs, tanaka couldnt believe what he was hearing. How could someone like you hate yourself for something like that? In his eyes..

"Your absoloutley gorgeous. I love you so so much. Nothing will change that for me. NOTHING." He said sternly lifting your face up with one hand, and stroking your hair with the other, it slowly making its way down your back, pulling you closer, making his lips meet yours in a passionate kiss. You slowly close your eyes, as you felt all of his love for you, through that one kiss.

"I love you." You both said simultaneously, short before laughing at it. While you kept on laughing he looked at you with the most absoloute love in his eyes. His tender gaze making you stop your laughing.

"What.." you asked blushing under his intense stare.

"You really are beautiful. Remeber that"

PHEW! Dont think ive ever written that much before, anyway, the moral of this is just to love who you are. Dont let others opinions change your own. I love you all!

Charlie~♡