chapter 17 ♣ A cold consolation
"haha you're funny you know that?"
"tell me something i don't know. " i say smirking playfully
"okay, you're amazing"
"i know that" i reply still smirking
"uh......you're beautiful"
"obviously not more than Evelyn" i sneered. wow. were did that come from?
"eve? eve my sister?"
"oh so she's your sister? i'm sorry. i didn't know she was your sister, i wouldn't have spoken about her that way" i say terribly blushing and really ashamed of myself
"no,no its okay. I'm used to girls insulting her and getting jealous of her. I think you're more beautiful than her though."
He probably thinks so because she's his sister, he's seen her everyday and gotten used to her, he probably doesn't see how beautiful she is and at that moment, I felt like shit. He said he used to girls getting jealous of her and I was one of them. I was supposed to be better than that. My mom taught me better than that. I'm supposed to be better than those girls that were jealous of her
"You probably think that way because she's your sister. You probably don't know how beautiful she is"
"Probably. I know she's beautiful but you're beautiful also so deal with it. A beautiful girl like you shouldn't have low esteem."
"Whatever you say dad" I mocked playfully and started laughing.
He joined me to laugh and when I turned my head to look at my fellow dancers, my eyes immediately caught sight of Wayne dancing with Evelyn. Figures. Though I wasn't Jealous this time. I told myself that I was better than that. They actually seemed to tolerate each other. They smiled at each other.
"Phillip, what's the deal between Wayne and Evelyn? Why does it feel like everyone hates Evelyn?"
"Well, Evelyn is Wayne's ex-girlfriend"
"Really?"
"Yea"
"So what happened? What broke them up?"
"Your husband should be telling you that not me"
"Phillip please?"
"Sorry cutie bear. I really can't"
*sigh* " its okay. At least you've told me something other than her name"
"Glad I could help" he says teasing
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The party was still on but it was officially time for Wayne and I to retire to our bedroom as newly wedded couples. We were supposed to retire earlier than others because people knew this was our wedding night so we probably wanted to indulge in hot, steamy passionate sex but none of those were going to be happening though.
We were going to totally ignore each other since I was still angry with him. Infact, I was going to sleep as soon as we got to our room.
When we got to the room, both not speaking to each other on the way, I quietly went into my closet and changed into a night gown and I came out. By the time I came out, I heard the shower running. Wayne was probably taking a shower and I decided it was long I'd heard from home so I texted my closest sister Vivienne.
Hey viv. What's up?
Hey sis! How was the wedding? Sorry we couldn't be there. Kinda busy with some issues at home. Besides daddy said it was best if we didn't come, that you may still be angry.
No. I can't stay angry with my family forever. I love you guys but you're all just a pain in my ass. Hope its nothing serious?
Its pretty serious but we've got it covered over here.
OK. Call me if you need any help. How's your husband?
Being amazing and awesome as he always is
Wish I could say the same thing for mine
Wow. What happened?
Made me angry. He's keeping too many secrets
Try to work it out. This is your wedding night and you guys are already fighting?
Not my fault. I'm not the one keeping secrets, its him. Go advice him instead, not me. Anyways, how's Dad?
As usual, better of without you
Tell him that I'm sorry for shouting at him. I was just freaked out.
Holy shit! What has Wayne done to you? You never Say sorry. Ever.
Don't get used to it. I'm stil the Kate y'all know. So what are you doing right now?
Deciding which of my lingeries to wear. Sean and I are doing it this night. You know....
eew. gross. You don't have to tell me when you want to have sex with your husband!
You asked. Duh. Infact you should be doing the exact same thing today but knowing my elder sister, I'm highly doubting that you're ready to spread your legs for Wayne
You definitely got that right sis. No one is opening anyone's leg.
So what are you doing yourself?
Lying down and trying to get some sleep
Well, alright. Good night.
Goodnight sis.
Wayne was still in the bathroom so I decided to get some sleep
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Minutes later, someone was tapping me and disturbing my beautiful sleep
"Wake up Kate" a familiar voice called out
"No, I don't wanna wake up" I whined childishly
"Come on Kate, wake up. We need to talk"
"Can't this wait till morning?"
"No"
"Fine" I grumpily sat up on the bed with sleep evidently still in my eyes. I didn't want to talk, I simply wanted to sleep. Was that too much to ask?
"What do you want Wayne?"
"Why're you angry with me?"
"Figure it out yourself" I snapped, angry that he woke me up because of this same topic
"Kate..."
"Wayne, I'm tired. Today has been a hectic day. I want to sleep"
"Not until you tell me why you're angry with me"
"Fine! Who's Evelyn?"
I saw him visibly tense up before he answered
"Someone from my past"
"And?"
"And what?"
"I want to know more about her. Why did you two break up? What happened?"
"It's a long story"
"And I'm listening"
"Kate, we're both tired. I'll tell you another time okay?"
"Okay" I sighed. If he didn't want to tell me about his past, I was not going to force him. If hr wanted to keep secrets, I could keep secrets too, no big deal.
"Still angry at me?"
"Does it matter?"
"It matters to me"
"Obviously not enough if not you wouldn't have made me angry in the first place" I muttered to myself
"I heard that" Wayne said smiling
He leaned forward and I wasn't a naive girl this time. I knew he wanted to kiss me.
"Don't you dare" I warned, narrowing my eyes menacingly
"Dare what?" He asked with an innocent look and a mischevious smile on his lips
"Dare kiss me! I'd cut off your lips!"
"I'd love to see you try" he immediately retorted still smiling and coming closer.
I was panicking now. I wanted to stay angry with Wayne but I knew that if he kissed me, all my reasons and resolutions to stay angry with Wayne were going to fly out of the window.
I knew that if he kissed me, I'd kiss him back
"Wayne I really don't want you to kiss me"
"We can fix that problem. All I need to do is place my lips on your and I bet you'd be kissing me back" he replied, still coming closer to me until my back was pressed firmly against the bed and I was entrapped between the bed and him.
"You do realize that you want to rape me right? You want to mouth-rape me. You know that I don't want to kisses you yet you want to make me to, you do...."
I was immediately cut off when Wayne placed his lips on mine and I immediately started missing him back. I practically forgot all my reasons to stay angry with him and I sunk my hands into his soft hair and drew him closer to me, as if se weren't close enough
By now, my breasts were pressing against His chest and my nipples were already beaded and taut. Wayne's mouth them left mine and started kissing my jaw, all the while, we were both moaning. He started trailing wet kisses down my neck until he got to my collar bone and he started nibbling softly on the tender flesh there.
"Wayne" I moaned. Something I promised myself I wasn't going to do. I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing that he could make me feel pleasure, that he could make me lust for him. That would only add to his already oversized ego but here I was, moaning his name, begging him to continue. I couldn't stop myself even if I wanted to
"So you like that don't you?" He said smirking against my neck.
He slowly started kissing His way downwards till he reached my chest and he used His hands to pull down my tiny strapped night gown down to my waist, exposing my white lacy bra that exposed more flesh than it covered and I saw Wayne's eyes widen in amazement and utter fascination as he stared down at my breast even though I was wearing a bra and I could see the raw feeling of desire cloud up his eyes but it was then my mind chose to remember Evelyn's body and I immediately started feeling self conscious
He'd probably seen an even better pair than this. I mean he's the freaking king of England and had probably seen even finer women than myself. I've never once felt this self-conscious about myself
I was always confident in my body, my looks and the way I carry myself but remembering Evelyn and her voluptuous curves and knowing the fact that Wayne might have slept with her gave me little or no confidence that he'd find my body amazing, considering he'd seen better.
As a girl, when I was 22 years old, I was envious that my three younger sisters were married and I wasn't. Even my Dad loved to brag about Yvonne, Vivienne and Winifred and my sisters usually told me about their various passionate experiences with their husbands. They talked about it like it was the nicest feeling in the world so one day, I got tired of hearing about it and decided that I wanted to experience it by myself. So I went to a night club and saw a very handsome guy. It was easy to seduce him since I knew that I was really beautiful and almost no man could resist my beauty. I was tired of being a virgin and wanted to experience what other people were experiencing so I took the man to a nearby motel and we started making out. He took off my clothes and we were both naked
But after the foreplay and when he told me he wanted to enter me, I immediately came back to my senses and slapped him. I quickly wore my clothes and called a cab to take me home. I was in no condition to drive.
I was extremely embarrassed with myself that I wanted to loose something this precious to someone who didn't even know my name. Someone who didn't give a fuck about me. My sisters all gave it to the right men. Men who were worthy enough to be called their husbands, there was absolutely no way that I was going to do anything less and I realized painfully that was what I was about to do right now also, with Wayne.
Wayne then chose that moment to draw one of my nipples into his mouth with my hand still in his hair and all over his back. True, he was my husband but did he deserve that title? How much did he know me? Infact he knew almost nothing about me. He didn't court me, he didn't ask for my hand in marriage kneeling down and offering me a ring. He practically bought me like one of his possessions through a contract. I didn't want to loose my virginity to that kind of guy and find myself regretting it when tomorrow morning comes
"Wayne stop! I'm so sorry but I can't do this"
And he immediately stopped
"Yea I'm sorry too. I knew you weren't ready but damn! That felt good and I was enjoying it so I didn't want it to stop"
"Its okay... I was enjoying it too" I murmured back with a light smile on my face
"Even a blind man could see that princess"
We just lay on the bed for some minutes in comfortable silence
"You do know that one day,you're going to have to tell me about Evelyn right?"
"Maybe... Maybe not" he said teasingly with just a hint of seriousness in his voice
He really didn't want to tell me about that part of his life so I wasn't going to prod any longer. Maybe someday, few years from now, he'd learn to trust me and tell me about her
With nothing left to do again, I started to shift to my own side of the bed but Wayne stopped me.
"Sleep in my arms tonight Kate"......
Okay lovelies!
Please tell me I wasn't the only one that thought that was steamy. That was definitely a Wayne and Kate moment. Please comment to tell me what you think. Do you think Kate has a right to be jealous and overprotective over Wayne when she wouldn't even give him the one thing he wants from her? Y'all tell me what you think.
Sneak peek: in the next chapter we're going to know more about Friedrich and Hazel. Though I'd still talk about Wayne, its going to be little and more on Fredrick's point of view. See you on T.K's next update
I've also decided to make this a regular thing. I won't just update anytime I feel like. As from now on, I'll start updating every Wednesday of every week by God's grace so every Wednesday, expect an update on T.K and the chapters are going to be considerably longer than they were before except something came up and for some reasons, I had to make it sort for that week in which I'd apologize and tell you guys my reason why. Please comment on whether you like this or not
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