27 | twenty seven

"you thought you could have a party without me." rin hissed through her teeth.

the fact that she hadn't been invited had been the last straw. she would take no more from them.

"its not that." chaewon quickly tried to reassure her. "we just didn't want to hurt your feelings by making you see us together."

"save your pity talk. i don't need it." rin spat out pure venom. she was seething with rage and jealousy. she had always been the prettier one, the favorite. and she hated seeing that now her sister was the one everyone loved. letting her sister know of her resentment, she continued, "you took everything from me."

"i didn't try to." chaewon defended herself.

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after these updates, i'm going to try to work out a little. 

ever since i started at my job, i don't work out at all. and i feel like if i haven't gained weight yet, i will eventually. i've always been a bit on the heavier side and super insecure abut my weight and appearance.

so its very important to me to start with this again. its honestly not to please anyone or impress a guy. its just to make myself feel good about my body.

-clary