" So bitch, tell us what happened!! " Jimin screamed jumping up and down. " Yeah...but the most important questions is, why are you wet? " Irene said, still munching on her crisps.

" Well, me and Taehyung went on a run, followed a different trail, and found this beautiful waterfall, we got in, and then....he confessed to me. And then we made out, and bitch here we are! " Jungkook, to all of his friends, who were sitting with their mouths wide open.

" Jimin? Get the pink book. " Jin said, trying to hold back a smile. " Already on it. " Jimin answered back, looking through his luggage for a few seconds before pulling out the pink sparkly book with the matching pen. " Oh you're fucked. " Irene plainly said.

" Yeah, I think I already guessed that. Okay then, go ahead. " Jungkook huffed, falling back on his bed.

Jin, put on his posh voice, and opened the book, scribbling down the date and location, before looking back at Jungkook, " So...the last time we were here, you denied everything you had for Taehyung, and now what? "

" Um....i guess I like him and he likes me back. "

Jimin narrowed his eyes, and went to Irene and whispered loudly, " they're going to get married in two weeks...I just feel the marriage aura coming. " Irene just nodded in agreement, still eating her crisps.

Jungkook rolled his eyes at his three crazy best friends. " Okay then Jungkook, and since the last time we talked about this situation what exactly has happened? ' Irene suddenly asked, not waiting for Jin to finish writing.

" I don't know... I guess we made out a couple times, and last night we like....I don't know how to put that. Is this really necessary? " Jungkook breathed out, flustered from trying to explain the things that happened with Taehyung.

" Yes. " All three of them said at the same time. Jungkook raised his hands up and huffed, " I give up on all of you guys. "

" Honey, none of us care if you give up on us, we're stuck to you like leeches now, and if you disagree, then tough luck bitch. " Jimin sassed.

" Anywho, " Jin said loudly, wanting to continue with ( what Jungkook called an interrogation ) the interview, so basically yeah, an interrogation, " how do you feel about all of this? "

" Normal I guess, I mean I do wonder about the future, and what's going to happen. But the thing I wonder most about is, is that Elle bitch a gold or a silver? " Jungkook finished off quickly.

His three friends shrugged, and just looked at him lost, " she's most likely a gold, but if she is, why in the whole wild world would she want to be seen with us? " Jin said, rubbing his chin.

Irene shrugged, " I don't know, the girl is fucking next level crazy. "

Jimin sighed, " I mean, why the fuck are we even talking about that octopus with snakes as tentacles? "

" PERIOD. " All four of them yelled before laughing loudly, and rolling around in bed from the image of Elle's face on an octopus.

Jin wiped a tear from his eye, " that shit actually made me crease all four of my fucking chins like oh my days. "

After the laughter had died down, Jimin had spoke up, " so what's going to happen then? "

" What do you mean? " Jungkook asked, biting his bottom lip. " With Taehyung? " Said Jin.

Jungkook shrugged, " I don't know to be honest. I was going to speak to him at the party tonight but I'm not sure of it. " Irene's eyes lit up. " That's perfect. All we need to do is get absolutely dazzling that Taehyung can mind feast on him, and then Taehyung will whisk him away for a little chat, and then the two of them will be boyfriends, and then get married, and then have kids-- oh wait. "

All three boys looked at Irene weirdly, to which she just shrugged and rolled her eyes.

" Okay.....as weird as that was, she's not wrong about the dazzling part. So let's make a start on that. " Jimin said, poking Irene's arm.

Jungkook looked at them with big doe eyes, " all of you guys are going to turn into a really big deal and give me a totally 'amazing' makeover where you do things at it looks like a really cool montage, like in the movies but in reality I look exactly the same....aren't you? " Jungkook asked quickly.

His three best friends all nodded very quickly and at the same time, which made them look really creepy to Jungkook. They all made a move to grab Jungkook and sit him upright, so that they could start their 'makeover'. Jungkook huffed.

" This is going to hurt. "

•••••••

An hour had passed, nearing to two, but the four still hadn't chosen an outfit for Jungkook. Jungkook groaned very loudly, " you guys, this is taking way too long. Why can't I just wear a t-shirt and some jeans? "

" Oh my days! That's it! " Jin ruffled through Jungkook's luggage and found a white crop top that Jungkook was supposed to wear to the lake, and some black denim shorts from Jimin. He then stole Irene's fishnet shorts. The other three just watched Jin rush around grabbing things and throwing it at Jungkook. He finally grabbed combat boots and put them on Jungkook's lap.

" And what is Jungkook supposed to do with these clothes? " Irene asked, picking up the boot and inspecting it.

" Listen guys, the best way for Jungkook to feel comfortable is for him to wear something that he's used to. Doesn't mean we can't liven it up a bit and add a pit off hoe into it. "

"......this actually might work. " Jimin added.

Twenty minutes later, Jungkook was sitting on the bed with Jimin curling his brown hair for him, said it was going to give him that "feminine" vibe. Jin was rubbing lotion on his legs because they were ashy, which Jungkook thought was very rude to say. And Irene was outlining his eye to make him look like a bad bitch.

In the end, Jungkook looked exactly the same.

That's a lie. He looked absolutely dazzling, and for the first time in his life, when he looked in the mirror, he saw what those girls saw in the movies. He saw himself. Nothing else, no negative thoughts. And he smiled, and looked back at his friends, " thank you guys. " He leaped on them, hugging them all tightly.

And so, the next few hours went by with the rest of them getting ready. Irene looking stunning in her black bodycon dress, with her matching black fur coat that she wore off the shoulders. Everyone helped her do her make-up and her hair, which was styled in a messy bun.

She twirled around when she was done, and Jimin was slapping her bum, while everyone else was hyping her up.

Jin was the next to get ready, and simply styled himself with ripped jeans and a black blouse, wearing what the others found out to be Namjoon's chain.

Everyone teased Jin. He started blushing, " if anyone says anything else, I will not hesitate to flick you guys back to Korea. Bitch. " To which everyone was immediately silenced. Jin smirked at the silence, and sat down satisfied.

Jimin then got up, " my turn bitches. "

The group had decided on Jimin to wear a large football shirt that literally went below his knees. And just like that, everyone knew that the shirt was Yoongi's. Jimin put a belt around the shirt to make his waist and bum more prominent in the really baggy shirt. Jimin was going to flat iron his hair but before he could even grab the straightener, Jungkook snatched it away. " You hair is literally dying. You don't need this. " Jimin sulked, " and to think....I let you use my favourite strawberry lipgloss. "

Jungkook just shrugged and put the straightener away.

By the time the four had left their bedroom, it was like six in the evening. And the four now had to wait for Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon and Taehyung.

Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok all came out except for Taehyung. Guests had already started to come, and Jungkook was getting impatient. While everyone else was going outside, Jungkook had decided to stay, and wait. Jungkook ended up getting too impatient, and leaving to go outside.

Jungkook saw a huge crowd dancing in the middle. Around the edges of the plain was tables and people were eating and drinking. Some people making out on the food. Which Jungkook now knew to stir clear away from.

Jungkook spotted Jimin drinking on his own, so he walked over to the blonde, grabbing his own drink. " Who knew that by 8pm this party would be raving? " He said, talking a big gulp of his drink. " Um...everyone. " Jimin said, his eyes cast downwards.

" What's up Jimin? " Jungkook said, finishing his drink. " Yoongi got whisked away by this girl you know. Apparently was some lifelong friend. And now they're sitting on the grass really close together. "

Jungkook sighed, " here's your first test as a couple, " Jungkook handed Jimin two cups, " if you overcome you drunken anger.....then you know. Go on. " Jungkook pushed Jimin towards Yoongi and the girl. Jungkook watched Jimin handed a cup to Yoongi, and the other to the girl, who smiled, taking it happily. Jimin let out a soft smile as they exchanged words, and he sat down, and the three slowly started to talk, the conversation flowing, and Jimin laughing every so often, the same with Yoongi and the girl.

Jungkook was on his second cup of beer, when he looked around, his eyes scanning the area. And then he spotted Taehyung. Brooding in the corner, leaning against a tree, drinking heavily.

The doe eyed boy contemplated on whether to walk up to Taehyung or not. He decided he would. Jungkook walked over, and stood in front of Taehyung. " When did you come out? "

Taehyung grunted, like he didn't even want to see Jungkook. Jungkook gulped, it was so dark in this corner that Jungkook could only see half of Taehyung's face. " I waited for you. " Jungkook picked at his nails. Taehyung didn't answer, so Jungkook just continued, " but I didn't see you..so I left. "

Taehyung scoffed, " cuz that's what everyone does. Fucking leave. " Taehyung gritted. It was clear that he was in a bad mood, but Jungkook had done nothing wrong and he shouldn't have taken it out on Jungkook.

Jungkook frowned when Taehyung threw his cup to the side, and nudged past him. Jungkook grabbed Taehyung's arm. " Hey taehy- "

Taehyung pulled himself away from Jungkook's hold, " listen Jungkook. I really don't need to hear from you. " He harshly said, before walking off, leaving Jungkook with watery eyes, and a hurt heart.

Something in that moment made Jungkook angry, and right now, alcohol seemed like the best thing in the world. So while he drank, he silently seethed.

After what seemed like four hours of non stop drinking, but was just six minutes, Jungkook finally had a buzz. He was about to go and sit down, since he was feeling a bit too tipsy, but someone unknown had grabbed him and pulled him to the dance floor.

The loud beat of don't you worry child was playing. And Jungkook could physically feel the loud thumping in his brain. He could feel his heartbeat match with the beat. Jungkook stood still in the dancing crowd, and all he could see what the blurry lights and faded bodies of people dancing.

And then it hit him, his body started moving along with the beat, and his hips swivelled, his body completely out of his control. At that moment Jungkook felt so free. All on his mind was a buzz. And he wished that the buzz could stay forever.

Jungkook didn't even realize that the song had finished, he was just having fun. But then he looked up. And the buzz had disappeared completely.

••••••

don't you worry, don't you worry child, heavens got a plan for you

Double update to apologize for not uploading in like two months. Oops.
Guys, recently, I reunited with my childhood bestie ( one of them ) and it's exactly like it was a few years ago.
Sorry for the crappy chapter, I guess they're the easiest to write.

me trying not to give up on life: