Hey child,
Im so sorry i couldnt have helped you,
If you think it will help you to stop talking to me than thats fine, it would be selfish to try and keep you talking to me, i love you so much, its like if you have a pet dog and you keep him in an apartment, a small one, it isnt his place, he needs big feilds to run around in, but to keep him in that apartment because you 'love' him alot, is selfish. What im saying is that it would be selfish for me to try to force you to be with me and talk to me. I hope you know i love you alot and its gonna be hard not being able to text you whenever, its gonna be hard not getting that text as soon as i wake up, but if that helps you then ill gladly not interfere. I love you alot and will always. I love you addi stay healthy  and strong for me okay? ♡♡♡