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I had a flashback. Such a great first impression. I also ignored him in the beginning. He probably thinks I'm so rude. I'm so stupid. Well, I better finish packing so I can hide in my closet for the rest of the day.

I pull out a box full of my oldest drawings. I walk to my closet and open the door. Above my head is a shelf. I stand on my tiptoes. No luck. I'm to dam short.

I walk out and smile at my roommate. Then I point to my room and sign.

'Can you help me?' He nods and follows me to my room.

I give him the box and he puts it on the shelf. Then he turns to me and smiles.

"I'm making pasketti-i mean spaghetti for dinner! Would you like any?" He asks.

'No' I sign. He shrugs and walks off.

I sigh and lay on the small wooden framed bed. I look around at the pale grey walls and white furniture. I lay there for a good five minutes before walking to my desk and pulling out my dollar store sketch pad and cheep one-hundred-for-a-dollar pencil.

I start with a single stroke and it grows. I watch as Alexander Hamilton emerges from the pages. His perfect hair, eyes. Gorgeous. I slap myself. My gay is showing.

I fall asleep at my desk. This is a huge accomplishment because normally I can't fall asleep in bed at five in the morning. Tomorrow, I have my first art class.