Hamilton

As I walk down the hallway I hear something that sounds like Eliza. I turn the corner and see her making out with Laurens. (I DONT SHIP THIS TRASH 🤮)
Laurens turns and looks at me with a sad look and Eliza smirks at me.

I wake up heaving and sweating. I get up and see that I'm almost late for school. I quickly get dressed and rush downstairs. I see the empty spot where Laurens used to wait for me by the stairs and I feel a pang if sadness in my chest.

I walk out the door and get into my car. I all of a sudden get tense and slam on the brakes. "Fucking dumbass!" I curse at myself.

I drive to school and grab a tardy slip and make my way to first period. I turn the corner and see everyone going to their classes.

Then I hear Eliza crying down the hallway. I see her crying on Laurens shoulder and I turn and run down the hallway. Laurens turns the corner and looks back but I don't look back at him.

I go to the bathroom and get the sink running and splash some water on my face. Then I remember I have pills in my pocket. I take them out- twelve sleeping pills. I swallow five and just as I'm about to take the rest, Laurens comes in the bathroom and slaps the rest of the pills out of my hand. "What the hell Alexander?!" he yells at me, his face red with anger.

I look away from him.

"Were you trying to kill yourself? I cannot believe you Hamilton! Why would you do this? Do you even care?"

I shrug and he pulls me in for a hug. I hug him back tightly. "I miss you," I mutter.

He rubs my hair. "I know, love."

"If you really love me, then why were you hugging my girlfriend?"

"I was being a good friend and giving her support. She's in a tough spot right now. I thought you knew."

"No, she never tells me anything."

He nods and kisses my cheek. "We shouldn't tell Francis and Eliza about this should we?"

"Yeah, you can say that again." I get a really sharp pain in my temples. "Ow! Son of a bitch!"

"Hey!"

"What? My head hurts."

"Yeah because your dumbass almost overdosed."

I sigh. "You're right. I guess."

"I am right. No go be with your girlfriend."

He pushes me out the bathroom and I go to Eliza. "Hey Betsy. Are you alright?"

She looks at me with tears streaming down her face and pushes her face into my chest. "N-no.."

"What's the matter?" I say and kiss her forehead.

"Angelica g-got a scholarship to a college in London."

"Oh. I'm sorry baby." I hold her tightly in my arms. Do you want to go home?"

She nods and wipes her eyes. I walk her to her car and open the door for her.

"Stay here."

"You sure?"

"Yeah," she says and closes the door.

I walk back to the school and go to my next class.

"You sure she's okay, mon ami?" Lafayette says as we go to baseball practice.

"I'm sure. She just needs to rest and calm down."

I take out my glove and a grab a ball. Lafayette goes to throw with Herc. I see John taking out his glove in the dugout.

"Hey John," I say as he comes onto the field. "Wanna throw with me?"

He puts his glove on his hand. "Sure."

I see a bruise on his wrist. "Francis hasn't been hurting you has he?"

"What? No of course not!"

"Mhm."