Not accepting yourself

Hey guys today I brought a story well better say a lesson which we all should learn

Zehan is a high school boy but different from the crowd,he is not nerd but good in studies. He doesn't have many friends. His school fellow classmates always tease him because of his appearance. His school is against ragging,so no bullying goes in his school but action speaks more than words. Word phase goes totally opposite. He believes in words. words are one that make a deep impact in your life.

And this what happens sure his school don't have bullying environment but he can hear that in his day-to-day life how people mock him the way he walk,the way he do work or the way he talk, they just take its like zehan don't have ears because he never react in first place,he always ignore there comments, only he knows the tears he sheds at night, bleaming his appearance,his looks he also a human he also feel hurt but he can't express his emotions cause our so called society says men don't cry.  Poor boy doesn't even have freedom to express his brief; he cries in silence because he doesn't want his parents to bother. 

Zehan reach his school, and wave his hand to his only best friend pavandeep. he have from begging, the only thing he is grateful for,he walks towards pavan and as usual the school mate's Started whispering behind his back he felt hurt but ignore and both besties went too class do to some emergency pavandeep have to go half day before lunch break zehan often miss school in absence of pavandeep because he don't have anyone with him,this time zehan skip his meal he hasn't had his  lunch today zehan found it's must easy way to lose the Weight even though he not fat a proper term should be called as healthy but he already fed of his words he hear everyday.

Soon zehan started missing his meal in school, even though pavandeep always force to eat a lunch a little bit soon his wrong decision started showings effects do to continuously not getting proper nutrition he requires as teenagers body he started developing many illness and always on sick lives this impact also happens to fall on his education he grads started getting low and teachers complaints as he board students, and his performance is very low in everything, zehan parents Started shouting at him for not taking care of his health and his studies that he end up a failure in life to add his sorrow to his life more,he having fight with pavandeep and there friendship is verge of breaking. Zehan started hating himself, now he hates that he such a bad son,bad friend, and bad person, he always have a negative words for himself he don't realize that he started getting in deppration 

One fine morning it seems he finally found rays of hope. He was jogging we're he feels lacks of suffocation he stand to breathe, he cursed himself even if he tried so hard he doesn't make a single Change in himself were a hand forward water bottle 

You seems like you need H2o along with oxygen 

Zehan turns his head towards the voice direction, where he saw a beautiful girl who is much older than him smiling at him he was speechless by her beauty 

Will you can simply say that he needs water, rather than using your science knowledge here. There comes another girl who rolls her eyes. At her friend comments 

She turns towards zehan with smile,I am sorry she always like this, the girl smile 

Zehan took his water bottle and thanked both of them. They had a small chit-chat and Zehan left home to get ready for school, a place he now called living hell on earth. The day as usual Same for him while he was returning home he saw same two girls,the same girls who helped him in the morning,he runs towards the girls

Zehan:- hello di 

Girl:- ohh hey you are the same boy who lacks oxygen right. 

Zehan giggles 

Girl 2:- jiya with whom you are taking 

Jiya:- ohh this a boy I am telling you in the morning.

Girl 2:- hey you are probably the boy who is jogging in morning right always carry a water bottle when you go anywhere it's should be must by the way I am Yasmine 

Zehan:- I am zehan di!

Girl 4:- were you lost,ohh you are 

Zehan:- yes di it's me nice to meet you again myself zehan 

Girl 4:- ohh such a cute name me is niharika and she is parvati.

Parvati:- hello young boy wanna join our work we are taking care of this little kids as nanne 

Yasmine:- will you stop putting your work on others, di and he is a schoolboy he needs to go.

After that day zehan will always meet this four siblings who are not actually siblings but best friend,he was shocked to know they are actually best friend not sister this desire him to have friendship like them he always visit them near park after school and hangout with them an unknown beautiful bond was formed between them which is unnamed. But one day his this happiness also snatch, when the girl group left without inform just living a letter 

Zehan was broken again he was healing, because of his soul sister who left him with any notice any goodbye at night he decided to read letter

Letter by parvati

Hey zehan you must have so many things inside going in your head why we left all of sudden by using this typical old letter form it's just we got an emergency and we don't have your context to connect you,so we use this letter thing, zehan always remember you are more than you worth don't let anyone opinion or insult decide your destination, what's happen if score low Marks in exam or even fail it's not end, don't blame yourself for its yes if don't even try and then you deserve failure but when you tried your best and still if you fail then it's prove you did gav your best but something is wrong in your preparation, remember failure are never loser but one who gives up is just don't burden yourself with bad results instead take its is as a challenge to beat yourself and only you!!! Hope next time we meet you will be a person whom fear, fear 

Your sister
parvati

From jiya 

Hey zehan okk not going to waste much time saying why we left, others may have mentioned it and besides I am lazy hehe. So zehan boy I am ordering you that from now on you will not be the boy who listens from one ear and throws it from other no!!! You will take Stand when someone is wrong and you know it's you know why this society judged us because we have right to by our silence you know who you are you know how you look and you are comfortable with your appearance no one has right to say it's to you you don't need to starve they are one who needs SAVAGE reply from you you are your own saver and you always save you ok don't use non-violence being too motivated by my words only reply them with my savage skills I teach you 

From your savage di
jiya

From Yasmine

Oyee lacks of oxygen I know you are confused soul why we left why without meeting you without any notice just vanish, huh well first stop asking why me,why I am not worth, why everyone left me, because everything is destined you already wrote your fate before being born zehan it's just you should adjust accordingly to sudden new changes. Maybe we don't understand it's right at that time but one day we will we just need to be calm and trust timing, time is biggest healer, now you said your friendship with your bestfriend is verge of breaking right was it's broken no right, because you keep calm and never give up!!! You tried to save your friendship and about us we don't live. We are always with you being your guardian angels. Well I know I am prettiest haha. You know confidence is something which plays a Very important role. Even if you fake it in bigging it eventually becomes real. 

Your prettiest dii
Yasmine

From niharika

Heyy zehan hopes you are all well sorry we have leave without any notice because it's emergency and we don't have your context so zehan I just want to tell you, that this pain is you going through now its temporary, actually it's important the stage you going right now naa will show true colours of real people and it's will save you the only thing you need to do is love yourself!!!

The biggest mistake we do that because of this so called judgement society standard we started questioning yourself, you know you will find your purpose of extisence, every person have goal set here,just some are in different from crowd, people will leave you, maybe your bestfriend is no more be your friend,but remember you have person will never live you. See the mirror and love the person,with all your chest and passion 

Because self love=true love 

Your leader sister
niharika 

After reading the letter zehan have a beautiful smile and tears in his eyes he look at mirror and whisper 

Thankyou for teaching me to accept myself.

Thankyou for reading! Then next time in teen fix in next update

Credits : peacful_writter