Hello dear audience,

We are back with another tale as another brand new week kick starts! Mondays are boring, but Tuesday's are for getting habitual to work.

Here we are with an update on an interesting topic by Sakshidevi712

Comparison, in most of our teenagers life has this portion for sure. That might be marks comparison, body comparison, mind set comparison anything. Let's see the diary entry of a girl whose day turned upside down because of this.

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Dear Diary,
                 Guess what? I am finally satisfied with the drawings today. I feel I've come a long way. But they say happiness doesn't stay for a long time so it happens in my case too.
                 I was folding clothes and my aunt called up to my granny which ended up me having to talk to her. Usually she's sweet, she's good undoubtedly, after all she was my favorite with whom I spent my childhood with and have a lot of blissful memories with.
                 I should have expected that this was going to come amidst our talks, but unfortunately I didn't. Being a science student who just completed her twelfth, whenever people call us it's only to inquire how much we have prepared and how much their son's / somebody whom they know have prepared and the so-called comparison. I didn't expect it from my aunt.
                  The first question she asked me was how's preparation. Okay! Fine, I thought she was worried for me having known my mental condition and all the things I went through the past six months. I just fake smiled at her, there you go she started it too. Some so and so Saketh is solving mock papers and getting a score of 200+. I was shocked would be an understatement, I just didn't know how to respond to her, I just hummed in response.
                 She started with it, tears were flowing down my eyes with every word she spoke. I ended up having a mental breakdown as soon as she ended the call. To many this may seem simple just the comparison talks, but the person going through it will only understand the problem.
                 Why? Why do I have to hear all such things? It makes me feel so bad. Sometimes I doubt myself or blame myself for everything that is happening. That's all for today dear diary! Good night!

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                   We feel miserable, worthless and any adjective that could describe us. It's okay to give motivation but this is not just done. Okay so let's imagine, the girl works hard day and night and tries her best to reach that so-called Saketh, in this process she might eat more or eat less, or sleep more or sleep less. Yet again another comparison that starts then is that you are fat, thin, dark circles blah, blah and blah.

Why do we love comparing two different individuals with their own strengths and weaknesses? What works for you may not work for me and vice versa. Please stop doing that!

That's all for today!