Insecurities😏
"You didn't even tell me about that wet scene...and how do you expect me to react?" Sivaangi throwed her bag on the couch and crossed her arms under her bosoms. "If that's your problem come... let's get wet together... " he winked. "I'm f*cking serious, Dude!" she glared.
"Sivaangi, Please! Don't over react... This is nothing... Aasai song will be extremely worse than this...plus you just watched the promo" Ashwin stood up. "It's not about the scene! It's all about WHY. DIDN'T. YOU. INFORM. ME. EARLIER." she averted her gaze. "You are exaggerating. I can't ask your permission for everything Sivaangi" he held her hand. "But earlier you did! When you are acting in some romance scenes in your movie or album songs... you'll ask me whether I'm okay with it or not! You don't need to ask permission... just share it with me... "she wiped her tears.
"You can't be jealous or whatever because this is my profession, Sivaangi!" he raised his voice. "Same to you too! Do you remember how you reacted when I picked a romantic song to sing with Sam? Looking at him while singing is my way of singing! I do that with everyone! Every Singers!" She shouted. "Ok, I'm sorry... please... But it's nothing Sivaangi... it's... it's just a scene" he cupped her face.
"En problem... ella padatha pathiyum share pandre neenge... like literally each and every scene that you are involved in ... neenge ente solvinge... but why didn't you tell me about it... thaan en kelvi! I don't have a problem with the scene... I know I'm making it difficult... . But why didn't you tell me when you expected me to share everything with you? Why this difference?" she asked.
"What is your problem Sivaangi?" he held her hand. "You! When you know What I need... but not bothering about it... it hurts. It hurts to see you doing something with other women which I wanted to do with you... even it's just an on-screen romance... " tears were wetting her cheeks. "Sivaangi we are not married yet! And you are still young... I can't spoil you with those things when I want you to achieve your goals... " he wiped her tears. "Seriously? All I wanted was just a basic romance. We have been in a relationship for nearly 10 months and we haven't had a first kiss either... You've never touched me in the way I wanted..." she pushed him.
"Sivaangi... I'm done! I'm tired. I don't want to argue with you... " he turned away. He just added fuel to the fire. "Look at this! Your damn attitude! I know this is not a big matter... but respect my feelings too Ashwin" she yelled. "Ennathan un prechana" he's annoyed.
"Sometimes... seeing you with other actresses just makes me overthink. I'm thinking that I'm not good enough for you... pakrathukku avange maari naan illayo... Nu thonuthu.. Athaanalathan.. Neenge...you know!? Do I really deserve you? A big no! You are handsome, tall, fit and mature. Look at me, not perfect... I'm scared... scared of losing you... " she bursted out. "Oh my goodness! Sivaangi, why are you overthinking? I love you! No one can be compared to you! You are beautiful in your own way! Nee padathule makeup podamaye nadinu nu sonna koode nadippa... but avanga naale athe panna kooda mudiyathu. Oru few seconds koode camera minnuke they can't even stand without painting their face. Do you know how hard it is for me to control myself from doing something to you whenever you are too close with me... you will never understand" he hugged her.
"Yes! I'm sorry for not informing you... when I told you about the concept... unakku athule romance laam irukkum nu theriyum nu thaan sollale... " he wiped her tears. She looked into his teary eyes. "I hate you!" she hit him. "I love you too..." he kissed her knuckles. "I said I hate you... " she pulled her hand back from him. "I know the meaning of your HATE. You hate me because you can't stay angry with me for a long time even if you want and you can't stop yourself from loving me unconditionally... am i right?" he kissed her forehead.
She bit her lower lips preventing her from laughing and looked at him. Losing control, she smiled at him. "I'm sorry... My insecurities took over me... that's all... rombe pesiten... time acchu...I need to leave... " she hugged him. "please don't... stay with me... please... I'll talk to your mom...please Sivaangi...let's fix everything back... let me do what you wanted..." a lone tear escaped his eyes. "I'll stay..." she kissed his eyes.
On that night, they slept peacefully in each other's embrace after having their unforgettable, lovely first kiss.
***End***
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Author's Note:
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