March (Those Days)

Who would've ever thought
Love is such a beautiful route?
Who would have ever thought,
That this feeling was not so rough?

I grew up dreaming
Of princes and magic,
Thinking that life
Was this perfect fairytale.

Then I grew up,
Fell in love with a boy.
He hurt me so much
I thought I'd never love again.

A few years passed,
I was still hurt.
So much pain
Was still in my heart
It was hard to look straight
Especially in the dark.

Life works in special ways,
It led me here to you.
I thought you'd break my heart,
That was the routine,
The only thing I knew.

I thought of all the ways
I would fuck up our friendship.
Then you found out how I felt,
And I knew that I blew it.

But you wanted me to stay,
I still don't get why.
I tried my best to get away.
Though my plan just failed.

For so many nights,
We started to get close.
We shared so many secrets,
We shared so many goals.
At the moment I didn't know,
Though maybe I should've seen.

Last night we talked,
I was getting annoyed.
I hated you were nice,
I wished I had broke.

But your kind heart won't let you,
That's what you told me yourself.
You said you were falling,
I'm confused as to why,
But God, I'm so happy
I've never been so high.

I hope you don't think it's weird,
Though you never think it is.
I just wanted to tell you
How much you mean to me.

I'm not a girl of words,
They don't come out so easily.
Just know that I'm trying,
Even though good this may not be.