March - Before

Break my heart.
I beg you, do it now.
I can't take it anymore.

Your kindness is too much,
This pain is getting old.
I don't even feel,
Tears don't fall.
Yet I want to fall down and cry.

I don't know what's happening,
I wish I was hurt,
I wish you'd break my heart.

Why don't you?
Why can't you be mean?
Why can't you be like him?
Why can't you hurt me,
And run along with someone else?
Why was I cursed
With such a beautiful friendship?

Of all the people in the world,
Of all the boys I could've loved,
I fell in love with the one who cares the most,
The one who loves the most
Even when he's convinced it doesn't exist.

I'm so in love with you,
But why?
Just hurt me.
Stab me.
Hit me.
Kill me.
Anything but be you.

The you I love,
Is killing me, you know?
I fall asleep and think of you.
I wake up and think of you.

Do you know how much it hurts,
To think of someone
And knowing that they're hurting
for someone else?
Just break my heart,
Do it now.
If you care, break me.
Please, I beg you.

If you care, do as I say.
You know me well,
You know my weaknesses.
Use them against me.
Poison me with my venom.
Please, I beg you.
You know just how,
I know you do.

Don't feel hurt about it,
It won't matter in the end.
You wouldn't be the first
And I'm sure not the last.
Stab me in the heart,
I beg you, do it now.

I know that you get
What I'm feeling right now.
So trust me on this,
It's the best choice.

Kill me now.
For so long I was afraid
Of what death might bring.
But now I will embrace it.
This world is cruel,
I no longer belong.
I've been here too long.

My own poison drowns me,
All you have to do
Is give the final push.
You can do it,
I know you can.

Please, if you care
About me, do it.
In the end it won't hurt you.
It'll only hurt me.

Break my heart,
Break it right now.
One last favor
Before I go.
Don't cry when I leave,
Or I won't want to go.
But do it fast,
It'll be over soon.

I promise it'll pass.
It'll all be okay
Once I am gone.
So please go on,
And kill me right now.