February - Before

It's the time of the year

That everyone wants to hear.

When the kids all stutter

And the stomachs will flutter.

It's time for the loved ones

To come out in the light.

Everyone shall see

How happy they all are.

They share these weak poems,

They give out these roses.

But do they not know

They end up bulldozed?

I think it's all bullcrap,

This big holiday.

We waste all this money

To throw it all away.

Love is a delusion

That fills us with confusion.

All of these love birds

Who chirp loudly all day,

Are under a spell

So hard I might stray.

What is the point

In all of this trying

When in the end

We'll just end up crying?

She'll never love you,

He never even did.

I'm sorry I said it,

To me it's just truth.

Valentine's is not for youth.

We're young and we're stupid.

We don't even feel.

I wish it would all

Would go away for real.

The pain this day brings

Is too much to me.

My heart is broken

In a million little pieces.

Love isn't real,

But I wish that it were.

Maybe I just need

Some time to heal.

But that still won't stop

The pain that I feel.

This day is for suckers,

The one's who still hope.

For me that's all gone;

A thought that was wrong.