UEA

"Hey!!! Sleepy head,wake up...we reached".. King's affectionate voice woke me up..

We were on the way of our apartment when I dozed off.

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Now a days its generally King's duty to drive both of us to office and back, He officially took this job infront of Mr.Khun, before also he use to drived us to office but that's for once in a blue moon besides that back that time if King drived us to office than he use to drop me one stop before of our destination so that no one can see us traveling together as per our agreement.

But just few days back one fine morning that day also he drove me to the office ard unboard me just a stop before our office,my ex-boyfriend P'Pok appeared infornt of me and threaten me too to get back to him otherwise it'll be not good for me..I told him that I'm no-more interested in the relationship with him even lied to him that now I have a boyfriend..But he was stubborn and barely gave any attention to my words he even try to force him on me..

Luckily Mr.khun was passing by and noticed me becouse of him and his bodyguard Mr.Pete's interference I was saved otherwise I can't imagine what he will do with me...

After that Mr.khun took me upstairs and make me sit in his cabin, started checking if I got hurt somewhere and in the main while he trying his best to convinced me for police complain,But honesty being a peace loving person I don't want to drag this matter to police/ judiciary...

I refuse to do police complain and told him I don't want to drag this matter he understand me but he really care for me and love me so he offers me if his or P'Kinn help as am their lil one..

Scince my childhood my own family never recognize my identity,they make me believed that lil Uea is an unwanted trash and he only be recognized when he drive some utility or benefits to them..And on the way of growing up that lil Uea still think he is that trash only..and if someone showing concern to this trash that mean there must be some agenda..And that is a reason I always gave a hicks toword people..I know Mr.Khun love me like his own son even Mr.kinn and Mr.Porshe also considered me as their lil one still I hesitate to be claimed as their lil one..Really Destiny played hard on me..

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Mr.Khun and Mr.King can't tolerate each other more than 5 minutes,and Mr.Khun can't tolerate King around me more than 2 mins,Am afraid if any day he find out about us then either am gonna locked in his house or that day gonna be the last day for King on this earth..He is really strict when it comes on my life...He never allowed King around me which make King annoyed sometimes, They always fight like Tom And Jerry...

While we are discussing about all this he entered in the cabin with a bang,He barely maintained any office-ethicate.

Mr.Khun doesn't pay any attention to him.He continued his checking to findout any sine of wound,he keep on looking holding my hands then my neck ignoring King but it's make King suspicious, I can see King's eyes,is it jealousy or he misunderstood something??

"What's going on here???" King asked, actually roar making a chill run though my bone.

From past few months as we started our journey and started spending more of our time together I started knowing him more... I know King is like those kids who don't like to shear his toy with his friends or even siblings also,and if any one take or touched his toy he will rady to involve in fighting with that person or destroy that person, but currently I start feeling a bit of heaviness in my heart by thinking,

Is he misunderstood this situation??and my and Mr.khun relationship too?? he doesn't know about my and Mr.Khun relationship that he is like my Phi a guardian figure for me..I know how possessive King is with his stuff...What, If he misunderstood and leave without giving me a chance to explain...This thought started rising but by his next question this thought was dissappear..

"Uea!! Did you got hurt,but how I just...???" By realizing thired party's present in the room and what he going to say besides that what was our conditions are he stopped in-between, his eyes were full of concern, he lil rush toword me and bump with Mr.Khun making him annoyed...

You all know King,He is a ferocious alpha who easily lost him temperament and get into fight,But I don't want him to get into any trouble, suddenly I don't know why I want to protect him from any trouble,if he got to know about P'Pok he will involved in fight with him and it could be troublesome..so I decided to lie and about to say "I fall down" but before I speak Mr.khun alrady started

"This is because of his ex-boyfriend"..he explain everything to King,he listened every thing calmly, only his facial expression changed in cold to colder..

I was surprised that king doesn't argue over my decision not doing police complain..he calmly listen every thing then told me to shift into his condo,but when I refuse he told me to shift for few weeks which I agree because four days in week alrady stay together two three more day for two week not a big deal..Beside that he said from now on he is gonna drive me to work and back home,and he don't want any argument on it..this time his said it with too much determination and his voice really have something which I don't understand but can't ignored,so I agree...But Am surprised that Mr.Khun also doesn't protest against King Decision, I know after today's incident Mr.Khun also not letting me stay alone but he give a reminder to King that if he try to act over smart than he will not gonna consider him as their family friend and show him the worst side of of him and P'kinn..

From that day King never allowed me to travel alone...But today he was too much over burden with work as we got a new project so I told him I will go first by myself, first he doesn't agree even he told me that he will speak with Mr.khun for drop me but I assured him nothing will happened becouse it's almost two months that my ex-boyfriend doesn't shown up his face even he doesn't call or text me...

Finally, after a discussions of one hour he doesn't fully convinced but agree to let me go by myself...

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But King was right, that a**h**l just waiting for this movement as he show me alone he grabbed this opportunity and through him upon me and I was unable to save myself,everything was so sudden I could not help myself..I was so helpless, until I saw King who furiously attacked P'Pok, pull him off from me and punch him hard...

It was almost 15 to 20 minutes I was struggling with that man,he was almost about to rape me,and each passing min only one thing is running on my mind that is "King !! Where are you??!!".....

I don't know from where this feeling came from but I have feelings that when ever there is darkness all around me, King is the only one who brings the light for me...

King is a player, I know he not someone whom I can trust, one day he is going to get bored and leave this FWB relationship and go back to his business. I don't wanna be dependent on him,I don't want myself to believe on King or someone again,but I can't help as the thought of King is continuously running on my head..

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I can feel some gentle crassed on my cheek accompanied with a soft affectionate voice of King calling me

"Uea!! Get up we are home"..

I open my eyes and turn my right,I saw King he caressing my cheek calling me and smiling softly..

"I..fell asleep ".. then I look out the window,I was surprised see we are at my condo, I was anxious but at this point of time is not because of today's incident I was almost forgot about P'Pok incident,currently the only thought occupied my mind is King.

Is King going to leave me here alone, after today's incident is he alrady decided to move on and I'm not worth his time,Is P'Pok is right like everyone he also doesn't care about me,he save me today just as his last favour to me, or because of he is a nice person and want to leave with a nice gesture towards me..But my all thoughts was vanished by his next few words

"What's going on in this pretty little head haa?".. I looked at him

"If you thinking, you will go out of my sight again,then don't even think about about it, I will not allow that again"..his words loosen the knot on my chest now I feel relaxed..

"I thought we are going to your place today".. I asked

" Yaa we can,but I thought you might be more comfortable in your space after what happened today,but don't think am leaving you ,I'm going to staying with you, after today I don't allowed letting you go 5 radius mile away from my site, I simply can't afford it".. his last stance makes me chuckle...he hold my hand and assured me he is not leaving...

"Hurry up, it time for you to go to bed you must be tired after all, let get inside"..he said and we headed to towards room

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After taking a bath I come out I saw King standing in the middle of my living room and watching the sky and drown into some thoughts..I never saw him thinking like this..

Don't know why but it's really hurt me to see him like this quiet and lost..Latly I observe many changes into him,I never seen him that much calm, his playfull attitude changing a lot, though when we are alone and he get chance to teasing me he do, but with others his behavior changed a lot, now he work really hard in the office, with his interns also he soften his attitude, now he become like a elder brother to them, time to time he gave them advice too which are quite impressive.. Now he stop bulling Jade also even few days back he help Jade and Mai to fixed their problems also,I never expect that things form him,quite surprising.. Sometimes he brings coffee and food not only for me for Jade also,he also quit smoking on my request..

" Ohh!! King Manithikhun can think also"... I chuckle and sign him to come inside,he just smiled and followed me to bedroom..

"Come let's sleep am tired " I sat on the bed and about to sleep,but he stopped me

" Uea your hair is dripping water,you will catch cold "...

"I am too tired to dry it".. as I said he took the towel..

" OK,you lay down I will do that"..

I lay down on my stomach,he started drying my hair with towel then blow dry it..Then he went out and came back with two glasses of hot milk, I refuse to drink but he is stubborn and rarely I win against his stubbornness,Today clearly not my day so he make me drink the full glass then only allow me to go to sleep.. I was in drowsy situation I feel some cold feeling on my skin and a faint medicine smell hit my nose I know it is a bruise cream,he applied it on my wound...

**************************************That night was long and dark really really dark, I can feel the gaze on me, those eyes full of lust they are touching me every where, someone hold me too tight that hurting a lot,someone throw himself on me it's too heavy making me chocked,am not able to breathe..want to get rid off it I want to run away, am scarching for help but there is no one.. suddenly I realized some one calling me

"Uea!!Uea!!"...

I try to looking for him,but am not able to find him,he is telling me to open my eyes,I'm trying really hard to find him..It's hurting a lot but I still trying to open my eyes, finally when open my eyes I saw him, King, I hug him tight,he pull me in his embrace..I can feel his heart beat it's sounds like a music to me..

"Uea!!you having a bad dream,you are safe Uea,you are with me,see am King, we are in home,noone can touch you".. I want to response him but am not able to talk or move,my body just giving up..

I don't know how long that episode goes.How long I was in his embrace I feel very tired my whole body was crying in pain,am sweating badly, still I feel few warm water drop on my bare back..

"Ai King!! Are you crying "... I noticed his red teary-eyes as he was making me sleep and adjusting the blanket around our body,he stealing his gaze from me...

He is crying,but why, he is some one who never care for any one, still today he is crying seeing me,am I that much pity but am wrong he is crying because he was scard for me..

" Am scared Uea, you know am calling you for long and you are not responding not opening your eyes,you were severing and swatting badly, and breathing heavily. I was scared,Uea, I was really scared.." he confaced and then stopped by realizing his voice started trembling and it will broke if he continue talking,so keep adjusting my blanket...

Seeing him crying I feel more suffocating, I can't see King like this, That man is alway playfull,happy and close to life, my presence in his life making him sad..Just like My mom dad,I becoming a cursed for him too...I feel guilty..

But I can't deny at the sametime it given me a unknown pleasure to my heart, because first time I saw someone crying for me, for Uea,the unwanted unworthy Uea, whom people consider as their toy, just an object to play,or a trash. Who's own mother abandoned him by saying Uea is a cursed...

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Yes my feelings are changing...

King's presence make the air light which make me breathe properly,every day I see his face its removed the darkness around me lighten up my environment, his playfull nature some time make me forget about my hard living. Since I was kid, when ever I saw my friends ran into their parents embrace I always wonder how it's feel being huged by someone,now I know how it's feel,when ever I got called from my mom after that King always pull me in a hug it feels so warm, it's make me feel worthy, my parents my brother never hug me..I also feel embarrassed infront of him because,my own mom doesn't want me..but he never ask about my family issues he just there after end of each and every phone call..None of my ex-boyfriend done that for me,they don't even have any idea about it, and here King who is just my S*x patner he providing me that comfort which my heart always want, what an irony..

With his hold on me I started sleeping lil better beside that those day my sleep get interaped I woke up anxious always find him beside me sleeping holding me tight.

His eyes, his dangerous eyes capturing my heart more and more,I start feeling safe with him, when ever there is darkness, whenever I feel scared, anxious I just want to fly in his embrace when I saw him crying for me I can't believe really someone can cry for me..

I don't want to fall into love,I am quite unlikely with love after my previous two relationships I decided I will never fall in love,that was the main reason for saying yes to King's FWB offers,I was quite sure I will never fall in love with someone like King..But my heart choose to Betray me it's start getting melting towards him..I am scared now..I know King is not someone who will stay with me for forever,oneday he will definitely going to finished our contract and leave me behind..

There is also some rumors too... according to Jade King's mom is scarching for his match and planning blind dates for him and King does not able to reject it so sooner or later he will go back to his life..

But what should I do, my feelings are growing each day,though am scared but not able to stopped my heart to go towards him,each passing day he capturing my heart more and more.. I'm alrady edge of giving up,I alrady fall in LOVE with him but am scared it will hurt me, loving King is dangerous,So I want to make my heart stop but I give up there is no way to return back, I want to stop everything but not able to control myself continuing everything...

I LOVE Him and I know this love is going to hurt me..I am not his lover,am just a alternative option till he got his main purpose,just toy to play date with for him, The very first day King clear it with me it's just about bed game mean S*x, he don't love me,I don't love him, there will be no heart involved...That day I was agree with him but after we started my heart lost his way he Fell In LOVE With KING..

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I want to get it back but it's too late
Because I love more each day
Can I stop our game here
If I have to complete with you in this game,I have to give up
It's unfair to keep going because now I love you with all my heart
If you want to keep going
I beg you to stop it