Uea..

Shitt !!! What did I do,I was angry hell angry of myself just because of my unstable mental situation due to a traumatic childhood and worst drinking habits I ended up in this situation.After this many years also I can't get over it,why I always have hope oneday every thing will be changed,my mom will going to love me take me in her embrace,accepte me.But no,when I saw her text cursing me I realized noth changed,I broke again and fallen apart, my childhood memories keep coming up making me suffocating..

But now it's doesn't matter, the reality is a person like me who never want date someone from office for non being confident of my S*x**lity end up with a one night stand with my colleague,that too with a person like King,whom I hate the most, a Casanova, an a**hole, who always use people around him,after this I should die, otherwise I really doubt this King will make my life hell,I start hating my life even more now... I just hurrily put on my clothes grabbed my bag and phone and leave that place....

King..

I was expecting the warm of my co-worker by my side but when I turn my body in sleep I only found my cold bed which makes me wild awake. where is he, I found bed side lamp is still on but there is no signe of the person for whom I kept it on..I called him by his name no response,I get up from bed,put on my pant which was lying on the floor and checked every corner of my house from bathroom to the kitchen to living room,no,he is no where, he is gone..I try to connect his number four five times,damm he is not picking up my calls..an unknown fear started eating me,I start feeling restless, I have countless one night stands with men and women but I never felt this way right now am feeling,Even having ONS with woman also I never worried for them,never feel any concern about them.. but don't know why I feel urgency to know about Uea,is he ok or not,my heart is racing on thousands horses power,but am helpless as he is not responding my call,so there is only one place where I can find him where he can't ran away from me..so I get rady and left for the office..

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Uea

I was dwain in my thoughts when I saw my phone ringing ,four to five time King trying to calling me,now what he want,is he trying to dominate me?? Is last night is not enough for him to make me embarrassed??make me feel inferior, the more I saw his call the more I start hating my self more I want to die, tears start making its way..in my whole year of living I never hate myself that much,currently am doing.

King

I rush to the office,generally I always came late but today It's too early as I make my way to my seat every one looked at me like I am an alien,
I saw Gun and asked him about Uea,he said may be Uea not arrived yet,what's the hell is going on other days he arrived before time today it 9:30 alrady but still he doesn't arrived, then I ask about Jade hoping may be Jade also not arrived and this two besti will be together,if so then might be I can call Jade and indirectly can asked him about Uea..but Gun says Jade alrady arrived and Mai take him to cafeteria..ohh I forgot now Jade have Mai,oohh I feeling helpless..I was thinking what to do, in the main time our Mannager Phi'Bass arrived and he took me with him by saying I save his day as there is so many bugs on the website which creating him trouble to work on website..

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Uea

After fighting with my inner battle I thought to convince myself as all of this were just a bad dream then gathered some currage and make my way to office, hopping King will not make any trouble for me...

As I reached office and went to cafeteria to where I found Jade he ordered one bubble tea and two coffee, the moment he show me his face fill with concern which makes my heart trembling, automatically the thought come to my mind does King alrady told Jade about our last night...

No,he doesn't...I was pull out from my thought When I realized Jade touch my forehead and asking me do I have fever because I'm looking pale and my eyes are red...what a relief,that mean King doesn't told this to anyone yet..

I assure Jade,That I don't have fever it's just I not able to sleep well last night..he give me the coffee and pull me by saying "let go, King's meeting may be over now,he came too early in morning so may be he need coffee "

I become frozen by hearing King's name, what King is alrady here.. generally he never come this early,and today he is too early as his regular arrival time is not yet come,what going on with this man,what ever it is,I don't care for now it's very clear I don't want to meet him now..

See me not following him Jade turn back to see if something wrong,I told him I need to do some calls so he can move forward and hand over him the coffee to give it to King...

And I decided to stay back in cafeteria to avoid my unwilling encounter with King,and think what should I do,should I quite this job and find a new one

My thoughts were break by sudden sound of my phone notification..
Again my mom texted me for money...
I signed and close my eyes not knowing what exactly God planned for me

King

As soon as the meeting got over, again I strat looking for Uea,on the way I crashed with Jade he is entering with bubble tea and coffee, he going to say something but with out giving him that opportunity I lash out on him then I ask him did he see Uea? Is he arrived?

As soon as Jade told me he is in cafeteria, suddenly I feel like a huge stone was removed from my chest I feel lighter.

A rushed toword the cafeteria the elevator was full so I took the steps, but all went in vain as Uea is not there, again I came up to cheek his seat,no there is no signe of Uea.. one by one I search everywhere in conference room washroom even store room..then again go back to our seat I see Jade almost lain down on table and look at his computer screen for something seriously.. so I ran to ask him again about Uea but he seems too much into work which make me irritated, I knowing press some key on his keyboard to make his screen disappear, he is going to complain and about to hit me, but I hit him on his head and ask where is Uea.. he told me he is in printing room...I rush to printing room leaving a mad Jade behind shouting on me using abusing languages for spoiling his work..

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King

Finally I found the man,he is standing in front of me whom am searching for since the morning..unknownly a smile appered on my face..I make my way towards him after locking the door of the printing room.I can feel my heart beat getting normal,now I can breathe properly..

"Uea!!"...I was going to say something but the other party stopped me from saying any thing ..

"Look King ,I know what happened last night, I remember all and truly regret about it,but that was happened because we were drunk and not able to think properly ,I was not in conscious,and unconsciously that just a mistake we committed,so it will be better if we forget About it and not talk about that anymore and totally erase that night from our memories and life "... he said,and that is what it should be but I don't know what else I was expecting but I feel like something in stamping into my chest,I was stunned by his words,he don't even want to remembered that night, want to erase that completely from his life,he is regreting for that night and named it a mistake,why becouse its me,King.. why he hate me that much..

"Uea!! What are u actually thinking,did you think it's just a mistake under the influence of alcohol"..I asked him,and try to hide my actual expression as much as I can..

"Other than that what it can be??..he replied..

"Last night did you see your condition, did you know how much you need help, and I am just provided you that which you calling a mistake,I just try to help you because..." I stopped between I don't know what to say

"KING!! Stop fooling me. Don't pretend like you care about me,because I know you.you are a player,you never care about any anyone.." yaa he is right am a player,I never care about anyone and I should not care about him too but it's Uea who affects me doesn't matter how much I try to ignored..

"Uea!!"..But again he stopped me...

"OK,look what ever happened,I really have regret for that and am sorry for it"... Uea said with a hollowness in his voice, he don't even allowing me to make any move..its looking like he is fighting a battle without knowing there is no war started yet..

"Sorry!!!But,What if I say it's not a mistake,I don't regret it"...Finally I give my argument..

"KING!! what you mean,did you really think am going to fall in your trap,no never King,I very well known you never care for any one, you alway use people so as I said don't try to pretend you care for me,don't you dare to act like my well wisher.its just mistake,and and don't you dare to take any advantage from it or dare to create any trouble for me , I am warning you,just forget it,there is nothing happened between us" .... without waiting for my answer Uea left furiously leaving me totally mum at the same time my tears also choose to betray me,it makes its way,without knowing why..

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Uea

Its almost one week,Science the incident took placed I was having very bad days,my work load increased three times I was continuously doing OT,my car broke down,and lately I was not feeling well,I had mild fever and today I throwup in the morning,but I can't take leave as there is only one day left to meet the dateline...there is only one good thing that, from that day after the printing room incident took placed King doesn't bother me he doesn't do anything stupid,lately I noticed he became lil quite this days..

It's lunch time when four of us King,Jade,Mai and and me seating in the nearby restaurant,noticing me not order anything for lunch Mai ask me am I planning to become ghost by dying in starvation.but instead of me Jade gave him the ans he told I was not feeling well from past two days I had fever and today I throwup up for twice so better not to force me to eat..

Hearing this King lifted his face from his phone to looked at me, and our gaze meet,is his face showing concern, I never saw this expression on his face or its just something I misunderstood, am just started thinking when my phone rang an unknown number flashed I picked up the phone,the party on other side informed me my mom had an accident and she is in hospital..Hearing this I rush to hospital and told Jade to inform in office that I'm leaving and I can't do OT today..

I was waiting in bus stand for taxi,but its not easy to get taxi at this time more over the traffic is too much,just then I found King with his car he told me to get in,am about to refused but he told me this time getting a taxi here is impossible and weasting more time here for a taxi is not a wise idea in this situation,he is right so I got into his car..

It was already evening when we reached,when I get in I found my mom is sitting in the reception with a bandage in her hand,seeing me her first reaction was disgusted,she lash out on me in front of everyone who were sitting over the reception,and start complaining why I'm this much late,I am wired,I don't care for my mother,if I am home then this accident doesn't happend with her and all.. in the main time I saw King also made his way to us as soon as she noticed King she hold my arms very harshly take me lil far from King,started asking me about King, is he my new husband or not?, He is rich or not?,which make me embarrassed. I just stand quietly keeping my head down,her hold on my arms so harsh it's start hurting me,but I can't say any thing if I say any thing I know she will hurt me more,hearing King's voice she loosen her grip on my hand I got a bit of relief in physical term, as he approached us he greet my mom and introduced him self as my colleague and told her my car broke down so he gave me lift..

Look like his answer satisfied her and she keep talking with him basically she insulting me by saying how bad and irresponsible son I am, I can see how embarrassed King is looking in the conversations, In the main while she order me to pay the bill,after paying the bill I told her I will drop her home, she then and there refused me and told give to give her money she will go by herself,I saw there is only 500 bugs left I gave it to her,but again she started that this is Bangkok it's very expensive to rent a taxi over here and this much money is not enough so I told her to wait I was going to withdraw from ATM,but King stopped me..and give money to her..I try to stopped him.but he said it's ok..then she started leaving after giving King her blessing, off course blessing as king's money makes her happy, and again remaind me to come home as my father keep asking about me and told me if though am not coming I should not forget my duties toword them..

As she left,I look at King

"Did you heard everything?"I asked

"Hmm" he answered with a faint smile..

"I am sorry"...I replied...

"For what?".. he said...

" sorry for everything that I was rude at first place,and now this,that day I was just angry with myself, and thank you for helping me today".. I told him...

"Today,ohh that's not even your fault Uea and If you're angry that day then it's better you should lash out on me,or you can scold me too,but not supposed to keep it with self na, now come,lets go it alrady late,you must be tired"..he replied with a small smile

How easily he alter those words with a smile,without making me conscious about my family situation..yes he knows, King knows what to say what not to say,no doubt why men and women both fall for him and goes mad behind him..

"Uea!! Come".... he call me again,I start following him back,and unknown feeling start growing inside me.

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We are in his car on our way of returning home suddenly his question stunned me..

"Uea!! Let's take a blood test".. he said

I was thinking about taking a blood test,but not expecting him to said that to me..

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A/N
Ok,guys this shot is lil more big so I split it into two,this is part one and next will be part two,hopefully you guys like it,plz let me know in command sec..

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