Ch.1

Lily Hans, Lily Hans, Lily Hans... I kept repeating to myself. Who is Lily Hans? I mean obviously she's ME, but what's my personality, what's my life going to do in this stupid world? Well ... I suppose ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! You see I'm as average as you can get... I want to be in a relationship, obsessed with romantic-comedy's, and obviously has a secret crush, who in this case is... Nathan Krsipy. Look there's no real reason why I like him, does anyone? Ya he can be cute, smart,charming,loyal,kind,and... Well ya you get the point😊, but what am I thinking?!! I'm only in 10th grade... No way my best friend and I are going to date😪😪... Maybe 11th grade will be different. I mean even my mom is telling me to get out into the world and explore! But what is there to explore if your only 16? There's only 1 month of summer left and so far I have done nothing except visit a National Park in California with my family, but if that is what you call living... I don't know what life is, luckily there is one thing I did to help my 11th Grade Hopefully become different. All summer not counting 8 days of EXXTREMMEE torture I've been skyping Nathan!! That's probably the crush started. Hopefully in junior year we'll go somewhere a little farther than the FRIENDZONE, honestly it's mindblowing how fast you can get friend zoned. You know I've friend zoned so many guys, and by many I mean Adam my younger brother. 😫 Quirky!!! Rather than him I've never really friend zoned anyone, but being friend zoned is the least of my issues... Katie Heart I whisper under my breath. The most popular girl in 10th grade, since the "incident"( a car crash) people couldn't stop laying there sinful little eyes on that wretched girl! And sadly enough including Nathan's...I MUSt CHANGE HIS MIND I thought to myself! I SWARE! I fell asleep that night shortly after dinner from all the anger, tears, and thoughts of that glorious day I rip that crown of Katie's head and my all my thoughts became clear. I loved Nathan... no matter what I slowly said to myself. It was a Thursday afternoon I quietly got out of bed and told myself I needed to get out of the house. I left a note on the fridge saying " Hey mom ,dad I left the house for a bit I'll be back around 2:30 ok love you both ~Lily" and hanged it up with a volcano shaped magnet with the words Hawii one of the nicest places you could be! I chuckled not unless the volcano erupts. I turned away from the kitchen and went towards the keys, I grabbed my keys with the option of my silver convertible or my mint green scooter and just this once I chose the scooter. I walked over to it opening the garage door at the same time. I rubbed my hand around its shiny texture and made my way to the seat and sat down gripping the handles tight I put the keys in the designated place and backed out of house looking on the almost perfect street " just a few cracks" I said and went on my way.