i'm at a surprise birthday party for my friend heather and like. i just had a smallish sensory overload during therapy and i'm fine now but i'm sorta exhausted so we'll see how this goes djksfj

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i'm sanxious (soft-anxious)

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ishimondo 🤝 sakuraoi
deserved better

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im full of uwu for my friend

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i feel sick oh no

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i'm godawful at lying like i can Not do it to any effect i couldn't lie for so long it was a delay

but i instinctually do it a lot??????? like i brought soda and heather doesn't drink soda and they told me that and instead of admitting that i didn't know i immediately said "oh i know i was bringing it for other people" without even thinking??? like???????? that wasn't necessary

and i feel bad i don't Like lying and i don't like the fact i do it on instinct a bro doesn't know what that says about her- like i don't lie about anything that matters but little shit and i'm not even convincing so like djskjd

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i feel like a really bad person and idfk what to do

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ok bye rawr uwu