~Your POV~

He needs help.

I've been here for close to a week and hes barely ate, and I stopped eating all together. I stay in the room that dark and mark gave me and just lay in bed so I won't get in the way.

Someone nocked on the door and said "(F/n)?" It was mark

I didn't answer, I just hid under the blanket like a child. I a 23 year old man/woman! I shouldn't be hiding, but here I am.

The door creaked open he walked in.

"Go away." I said weakly

"(Y/n) what's wrong?" Mark asked

"I don't know how to help you." I said quality trying to hide the shakeieness in my voice

"You don't need to help me (Y/n), I can help myself." He said

I sat up and looked at him with rage in my eyes "You can't help yourself! Just look at you, you've lost weight and you've stoped your videos!" I shouted

"I-I know..." he said sadly

"Then why?" I asked calming down

"BECAUSE MY MOM DIED!" He shouted makeing me jump back (I am evil.)

"First my dad and now my mom, why? What did I do to deserve this?!?" He asked

"I don't know mark! But this isn't how you handle this!" I shouldn't "You have millions of fans that love you!" I continued

"you think you're the only one that lost there parents?" I asked and he shook his head 'no'

"Then why mark?" I asked getting quiter

"I don't know." He said with tears falling from his beautiful brown eyes

He pulled me into a hug and I huged him back, mark started to cry on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. I started to sing a little song I like

How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it's almost too much for my soul alone
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell
I don't want them to know the secrets
I don't want them to know the way I loved you
I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell
Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war
Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can't escape
I turn it over, I turn it over
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell

(If you know this song leave a comment! Don't use any lyric matching app/site.)

As the song came to an end I had tears in my eyes, and so did mark.

"I love you mark." I said quietly

"I love you (Y/n)."