ReWritten: 8:31.
11-03-16

Beep! Beep! Beep!

What was that damn awful sound that shook my from my slumber phase? Well, that was the alarm. Signally to get the fuck out of bed and head to the hell hole called a school. School wasn't hell, actually. It was shit hell hole. If I could, I would skip it in a heartbeat, but I can't. Not that I don't know why I can't, but i just feel the plain need to be there. Liu, my brother, says it's because of a girl, he could be right, but I'm too crazy to even know. I can't even remember shit from 17 down. I only know I I have a brighter named Liu, are parents are dead, I'm a senior in high school, there is a girl named Jane who I tend to take notice of and that I have friends that I can't remember meeting or what they look like.

Nothing special or normal at the matter.

Not that I want to be normal. Normal is boring and shitty. Hell, do normal boys have blood short eyes, no eye lids and a carved smile on there face 24/7? No? Yea, I thought so. I can't even remember how I got like this. Don't think I want to either, but whatever. I'm fin how I am and I scare people. That's even better. They don't want to mess with me since they think I'm going to stab them or murder them. Probably would if I got the chance. That's just me though.

Finally hopping out of bed, I grabbed a random white boxers, black t-shirt, black jeans, black converse and my white hoodie. I hurried to the bathroom, and started the shower. I caught a glimpse of my face and smiled to myself. I was beautiful, with my dark bags, carved smile, semi-clean teeth, pale as hell skin and mess of black mop on my head. I personally didn't care who judged, as I was beautiful.

Don't think so? Fuck you.

Stripping and hopping into the shower, I sighed. It was at the right temperature. Cold. Yes cold. It woke me up faster then some of those shitty ass energy drink Liu drinks. I hate that shit. They all have the same fucking taste, the only thing that changes is the name or brand. Fucking original isn't it? Why I rather have cold showers. Besides, the cold air was sweet. My opinion was rather hypocritical I believe as I wore a white hoodie over all my shirts 24/7. So, call my what you want but that's me.

Finally, hopping out the shower I changed and dried off, slipping my close on. I messed my hair to way I wanted it to dry, and headed to my room. I really wanted to just lay around until Liu yelled at me to come and eat and we left for school. I still don't know how but I am able to eat. Even with the huge slashes across my cheeks. That's what scared people so I would always cut them back open when they began to heal. That was very very rare though. So, didn't have to bloody my self much. Uncles some kid wanted to fight, but that was rare too. So whatever I guess for school. At least my bed was comfy, that's what was most important right now. The comfy bed.

I must off spaced out big time listening to music, because the next thing I know Liu is barging into my room and yelling at me to come down at eat. I sigh heavily, glaring at him as he goes around and collects my school things, mumbling to himself that he and I need to clean the house again. Like hell I'm cleaning. Does he even know me. He sent me glare, so I must off accidentally murmured it aloud. I just laughed, snatching my phone and school bag from him and heading down stairs to the dining room.

Upon entering, the smell of eggs and toast hit my like a truck. I sat down and began eating lime the pig I can be when I want to be. Liu huffed as he saw me, but say and ate as well. While he was, I examined his featured like I do every morning. His still had a scar with stitches across his nose and under his eyes with the same type of scar at the left side of his cheek. His brown hair was a mess like mine, but his lime green eyes showed he was deep in though which were opposite of my light blue ones which you could barely read anything from them. Other then the fact I was highly insane and should be locked up.

Liu would never explain his scars when I asked, as if it hurt him. It just made me question it more, but he would snap at me when I asked him about it. So I stopped after the 13th time I asked. He can be pretty - at least I assume he can be. I'm insane though so I'm not scared, I just don't want to be dead yet. I have things ahead of me, well that's what Liu always tells me. So whatever I guess. Once we both finished our breakfast, Liu put the plates in the sink and looked for his car keys. I was too occupied to help by one of my mysterious friends texting me through kik.

EyelessJackless: So, what do you plan to do anyway,

JeffIsInsaneAF: I don't fucking know. School is shit, but I feel a need to stay.

EyelessJackless: Then stay. It could be as your brother says, and because of that girl, what's her name?

JeffIsInsaneAF; Jane shit head Arkenshaw.

EyelessJackless: Well that's mean.

JeffIsInsaneAF: what do you expect, jackass.

EyelessJackless: ~-~ fucking serious?

JeffIsInsaneAF: Bye Douche.

Liu jingled his keys in front of me as I slipped my phone in my pocket. Standing, I grabbed my back pack, causing the chair to fall backwards into the ground. Liu only rolled his eyes and heads to his truck. I followed, hopping in and off we went.