50-Scared




Hey (: I hope you enjoy this part, pic to the side is Dawson, Aspen, Taylor and Bryan.

Please vote and comment, I will be finishing this book and starting the third one still but I'd like to know people are still around <3 Thank you

----------------------------------- (20 votes and 5 comments before next update )

TAYLOR'S P.O.V

Rolling over, I smiled when I saw Dawson lightly snoring. His arm was above his head and he was laying on his back. I cuddled more into his side and he shuffled. "Morning baby". He whispered and I lifted my head up. "Good morning". I whispered back, kissing his cheek. I wished he got more sleep. I didn't like when he was tired and as nice as it was, I hated when he would stay awake just because I was.

"Did you wanna go back to sleep? I could cook something before we have to go". I said. It wasn't even six in the morning. I wish we could stay in bed together forever. "You could be my breakfast". He whispered low making my face feel fuzzy. I could feel his eyes on me. Just burning into my soul. I turned to face him slowly and he was on his side, resting his head on his hand.

I sucked in a breath when I felt his fingers trail up my side. I was in nothing but one of his shirts. Dawson lingered on my hip bone then went higher, I shivered and turned onto my back ad he went to raise my shirt up. I helped him get it off and he rolled on top of me. He just stared at me.

And stared..

My face was starting to heat up, I reached up to touch my face thinking something was on it. "I think you're beautiful". He whispered. "All mine". He added, kissing my forehead. I was definitely blushing. I looked away but he just put his fingers under my chin and made me look at him.

I melted when he pressed his lips against me. I could already feel him poking my leg. I leaned on my elbows and deepened the kiss, he was making me feel so warm. "Dawson..". I whispered. He hummed as he planted kisses on my neck. Oh that place drove me wild, I could already feel my arousal.

His lips were down my shoulder blade and ended up at my nipple, I sucked in a breath and groaned. This was heaven. This was bliss. He spread my legs and got in between them, I arched slightly when his hand was right between my member and thigh. He started rubbing slowly and I whimpered. "Mine". He whispered, licking the shell of my ear again.

I shuddered again , he slid lower and I rested my head back on the pillow.

My elbows were going weak. I gasped when I felt him lick me, it was long and slow. He had my cheeks spread wide. "Mmm". I moaned , I slightly arched my back , feeling my legs start to shake. His tongue slipped in and closed my eyes. I felt so helpless whenever he did this, where were my hands supposed to go?

His hair.

My fingers inched towards his scalp and I let out another gasp when he added a finger. Sex with him was amazing, anything with him was amazing, I felt amazing right now. He always took his time and made sure I was okay, he was like a mind reader, he knew when to be rough and he knew when to take things nice and slow.

Like now, My stomach was getting so fuzzy and spazzing because it felt so good, he added another finger and that's when my toes curled. His tongue was deep inside of me and I was now a throbbing mess, his hand went to massage my balls and I threw my head back, He lifted my legs up and tightened his grip as I tried to wiggle away.

"You're not going anywhere". He said before going back down. I shivered and opened my eyes, he was looking right at me. He twirled his tongue and my fingers grabbed his sheets.

"Please..". I begged, my member twitched and a pool or precum leaked out, he didn't break eye contact for a second. He entwined our hands together and I held on tightly . What I wanted right now was him in me. My mouth opened wide, a knot was in stomach. He flicked his tongue back and fourth and I tried my best to close my shaking thighs but he just pressed my legs closer to my chest.

"Dawson p-please..please". I whined,bucking my hips as he circled my hole. He chuckled and licked my inner thigh. I started to shake when his finger darted in and out of me faster, he was knuckle deep and added a second finger.

I almost flew off the bed when he hit that spot another drop of precum dripped down. "Y-you're t-teasing me". I whispered, rocking my hips upward. I felt him nod and give my ass a slap.

My hands went to my chest and I dug my nails into it, I was shaking all over. I couldn't help it. He licked me even more, even going as far as rubbing his face. He planted kisses back up and on the back of my thigh. I was already out of breath and defeated. I put a hand over my chest and closed my eyes tight when I felt him press into me. He was so thick. "Hmmm". I whimpered, opening my mouth wide as he started pushing in.

I let out a muffled groan when his finger ran over my teeth. I sucked on it getting it wet before he start tracing hearts around my nipples. My back arched as he filled me. He was starting to make me twitch and turn. He pulled me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck. Our lips met and I kissed him like my life depended on it, My fingers tangled in his hair as I tried to get even closer, he was thrusting into me and I was losing my mind.

He let out a low moan in my ear and it made even harder. His hands landed on my waist and he held a tight grip. "I love you. He whispered, burying his head in my neck. My stomach was full of butterflies, I wanted to cry. The sound of our skin clapping was loud, I was losing my mind. It felt so good. I curled my toes and let out a cry. "I love you too, I love you". I kissed his sweaty shoulder and licked up his neck. He held me down as he slid in deep.

Oh God, it felt like he was in my guts.

All too soon he had me on my stomach, face down as up, my arms were stretched above me resting on the pillow. He hovered above and slid back in with ease. I settled right into the bed, feeling my stomach do cartwheels. He put his hands over mine and held my hand again.

"Oh my God". I gasped, I arched my back when he started pushing his hips against me repeatedly. "I-".

I couldn't even talk. I was seeing stars, I bit the pillow and started to cry. He was hitting all the right places and his moaning in my ear was making me so hot. "You feel so good baby". He groaned in a deep voice. I quivered and lifted my head up slightly, the pillow still in my mouth. He was so deep, I was aching all over for him. It was getting to be unbearable.

His hands tightened around my , digging further into the bed, I could feel his sweaty stomach on my back. I was going to pass out. I pushed back against him and he rolled us over so I was on top of him. I turned and my hands went to his chest so I could balance myself. He was glistening all over, panting. I lifted myself up and dropped myself back down on him.

My legs were shaking so much, I couldn't do anything. "Shh". He whispered and I put a hand over my mouth to keep quiet. I looked down at him as I worked my hips and grinded against him. Dawson gritted his teeth and moaned, fueling me to keep on going.

my knees were already tired.

His hands touched all over my chest and all over my thighs. My hands went into my head and I lightly pulled my hair. I didn't know what to do with myself. I was so close. I plopped back down on him again and he rolled us over, hovering above me.

He buried his face in my neck again and started sucking on it roughly, I convulsed and cried out but he held a hand over my mouth. "It's not just us here, Taylor". He warned. I nodded and held my legs wide open. "C-cumming I-". I moaned, He stuck his tongue out and I eagerly sucked on it . I started to violently shake as I started to release. My cries were muffled by his tongue in my mouth.

Shortly after, I felt that blissful feeling of him releasing in me. He gripped me tightly and shoved into me roughly. "Mmm! Mmm!". I moaned, taking it all. He froze and landed on top of me. My arms quickly wrapped around him , I was still shaking, he had me on cloud nine. I looked over to see that it was five thirty already.

He lifted himself back up and kissed all over my face. "Are you okay?". He asked, kissing my forehead. "Mmmhmm". I whimpered. I was spent. I felt like jello and my legs still wouldn't stop shaking.

"You make me feel so good, I feel so good right now". I whispered, feeling the tears fall down my face. I don't know why I was crying, my eyes watered more and I put a hand over my mouth as I started to sob. Dawson pulled me up and wrapped his arms around me tightly, He cradled the back of my head and I felt him start to cry too. It only made me cry more, I didn't want him to cry.

Why couldn't I stop crying.

"I'm gonna miss you". He whispered, I almost didn't hear him, he had said it so low. I held him even tighter, the tears couldn't be stopped. "But I'm so proud of you". He added, his hand was now buried in my hair. He didn't want me to see his face. I already knew he was crying also, he couldn't hide it. I pulled away and put both my hands on the side of his face.

A big fat tear rolled down his cheek and I kissed it away. "You're everything to me". He whispered and I wiped another tear away with my thumb. "I love you so much". I gently kissed him feeling more tears fall down his face.

Fuck, why did he make me feel this way. I was terrified. Dawson had me wrapped around his finger, he set the tone. My mood. When he was happy, I was happy. "I might not be there all the time but I'll follow you anywhere, everyday, always". He said, looking right into my soul.

"Always, always Dawson". I said, putting a hand on his wrist which was cupping my cheek. "I fucking love you, kitten". He whispered again making my heart start to beat fast.

"Stop". I cried, burying my face in his chest. I felt him shake his head no.

"Never, I'll never stop, home is whenever i'm with you". He kissed my hand gently and rested against it.

"What did I do to deserve you". I sniffled, wiping my eyes. I probably looked so ugly right now. I could barely see out of my eyes, they were so puffy. I can't believe we were both crying this hard. I've never seen him cry this hard.

"Are you sure I can go. I don't want to leave you ?". I cried, I didn't want to leave him. I couldn't "You're not leaving me, you're chasing your dream and I'll be there along the way". He said, nodding his head with me.

He knew all the right words to say, it pained me to see him cry. "Dawson you make me so happy and I get this stupid fuzzy feeling whenever I'm with you and it's just you and I can't I-". He brought me into another kiss and I relaxed against him.

I was back on my back and and groaning as he moved inside me. He stopped and just hovered above me kissing me. Right now being late, school, moving. None of it was on my mind, just him.

Lord have mercy , I'm boutta bust.

I turned my head to the side and bit my bottom lip, he continued to suck on my neck and I shook under him. He was moving so slow, my toes were tingling and I was gasping for air. I moved a hand over my mouth and his grip tightened against my waist.

I loved feeling him inside of me.

-

"Welcome back loverboy". I said to Aspen, he looked away and rolled his eyes. "Shut up Taylor, it was amazing". He whispered, slightly frowning. I gripped my canvas tote and frowned with him. "So wh-". He shook his head stopping me I groaned.

"Okay Aspen". I said, walking towards out group of friends. It really did used to be just us and now we had this amazing group of friends and my brother and wow. We really did grow up in the last two years.

"Okay..okay, I'm drinking it now. No I'm not gonna facetime you..ah oh no the connection is bad bye". Daniel said, hanging up the phone. He rolled his eyes, daring us to say anything. August laughed.

"We literally graduate in two days". I said, eyes wide.

"I just feel like you should all drop what you're doing, submit to me and move to France with us". I added, holding my finger up. Tyler gave me a dull look. "I literally just got here". He said, resting his arms on both August and Hunter.

"Yeah Taylor, he just got here". Hunter joked back. I rolled my eyes and headed to my next class. All we did was sit in there and talk. I'd much rather be with Dawson. After our little moment, we took a shower together and I made him French toast, packed him a hefty lunch then sent him off to work.

I bit the nail on my thumb and sighed. I know people say not to pick a career over a man and don't get me wrong I thought about it but I wasn't going to. I just knew I'd miss him so much. I was just grateful We had the potential funds to fly back and fourth, plus with my dads flight discount. My eyes wandered to Aspen who was looking panicked.

"What's wrong?". I asked him, his head shot up and shook his head, he stuffed his phone back in his pocket and looked around. "Nothing". He whispered.

I was so over school. I wanted to have fun now. Thankfully the teacher released us early. "Aspen, I love you okay". I said, out of the blue. He stopped by the window and turned to me. He looked like he was about to cry. "I love you too, thank you. I really needed that". I pulled him into a tight hug.

"Cap and gowns are in". August said, walking towards us. We rushed to the cafeteria and groaned at how long the line was.

"Honestly, I'd should pop up on the stage in just a dress". I said, putting my hand on my hips. "I dare you". Hunter said, slipping near us. "Wow, so you're skipping lines". August said.

"More like you saved us a spot". Tyler said, popping us as well. "Don't turn around, I can feel the glares from other students". I whispered, looking forward.

-

"I'm pooped". I whined, throwing my body on the couch. I pulled Eric on top of me and smiled, he was getting so big and so was pickles, the dog sat in front of the couch and turned his head to the side. Oh boy, I really did owe my life to a dog who saved mine. "You're getting another tooth". I told Eric, who settled on top of me.

Aspen smiled at him and looked back down at his paperwork.

"You boys hungry?". My mom asked, bringing in a tray of fruit. Aspen sat up and nodded, he reached for an apple slice. Staring at him felt so nostalgic. He had grown so much and I pretty much got to grow with him.

I waited for my mom to go back into the kitchen before sliding down onto the floor with Eric. "I'll say this, whatever you're going through , I'm here for you. I see how difficult this decision is for you but I believe no matter what is going on you and Bryan are meant to be together. I promise you both are". I said and with that I took a bite of kiwi and turned my attention back to Eric.

It was almost five and my man would be over soon, I really liked the sound of that.

My man.

Oh wow, Dawson was really my man. I smiled to myself , feeling my face start to heat up. "I better get out of here, I promised Austin I'd him out to eat". Aspen said, standing up. I waved at him as he excused himself.

"How are you feeling right now?". My mom asked, sitting on the couch.

"I don't even know, happy I guess". I said.

"You should be, I'm proud of you. I'm gonna miss you though". She smiled. I frowned. "We're not leaving for another month, mom". I said, biting my lip to stop my eyes from watering. I thought I was gonna be much more excited but I just couldn't stop worrying about the people I was leaving behind.

"Taylor, stop". She said, opening her arms. I got on the couch and laid in her lap, her hands went to my hair as she ran her fingers through my scalp. "I cannot wait to watch you and your brother walk across the stage and I can't wait for you to go follow your dreams, it's okay to miss us but this isn't anything sad, this is something we should celebrate ". She said, I already felt the tear roll down my cheek.

"You're gonna be here alone!". I said, dad was leaving for base right my graduation.

"I'll have your brothers here and Emily.. your grandma too". She said, I relaxed into her lap more. "Bryan is sad". I whispered.

"I know but if it's meant to be, it will be". She said, hugging me tightly. "It's gonna be scary but you'll regret it if you don't go" She added. My head was starting to hurt. "You'll always be my baby, from the minute I first met you until you're an old man". My mom said, there goes another tear.

"I'm sorry I bit you". I said, she chuckled and the room fell silent.

I woke up on the couch confused, a blanket draped over me. I sat up and looked around the room it was nine at night, my stomach growled and I walked into the kitchen. "H-hi". I said to Dawson who was sitting at the table. He looked up and smiled.

"Hey sleepy head, I was just doing some homework". I walked towards him and sat in his lap. "How was your day?". He asked, kissing my shoulder.

"It was alright, I got my cap and gown and talked with my mom". I said.

"You literally graduate day after tomorrow, Taylor, you did it". He said, pulling me into a hug.

I was not going to cry again. My eyes were probably ugly and puffy and not to mention I just woke up.

I was such a cry baby.

"I brought you some pasta and bread sticks". He said and my stomach growled. I got up and watched him go in the fridge and pull out . The smallest things he did made my heart feel so warm. Like when he shampooed my hair or when he rubbed my feet, when he made sure I ate..He constantly put myself before him.

He returned back from the table and set a juice box and the container down. "Dawson..". I whispered, feeling more tears fall down my face.

"Taylor". He gave me a look of concern and got up from his chair. I jumped up into his arms and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. "Thank you, thank you for loving me, thank you for supporting me, thank you for putting up with my bull shit , thank you for being here". I said. I pressed my lips against his.

His hands gripped my shirt, his lips were so soft, his lips felt amazing. I rested my forehead against his. "Thank you for letting me, I need you to eat". He said, I nodded and dug into my food. We had a light conversation, making sure to keep quiet.

Once I was finished, I set everything back into the bag and threw it in the bag. "Dawson.." I whispered again, looking at the tile.

I could feel him staring at me before he said. "Tell me what you want".

"You". I said and I heard the chair creak as he stood up, He reached for my hand and we headed upstairs to my room.

I wasn't getting any sleep tonight.

------------------


._. We almost done, I could cry. Vote comment <3 I love you all.

Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top