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TAYLORS P.O.V

God I hate Sundays . It meant school was tomorrow. I reached over and grabbed a granola bar unwrapping it and shoving half of it in my mouth. "Come in!". I yelled when there was a knock on the door. I turned back over to see August who has a smile on his face "Good morning fellow Canadian ". He said bowing.

"Don't even". I said, sitting up and finishing my other half "Uhm so today.. Tyler offered to come with me to the hospital to see my mom later on today". He said, I raised an eyebrow.

"Like a date?". I asked. He shrugged "I don't know we're going to eat first". He said. I laid back on my bed and groaned "At least I'll have Aspen to chill with". I said, August made a sound.

"Ooo him and Bryan are having dinner with at Aspens house". I sat up again and pointed my hand at him. "Really, don't tell me mom has something planned it's Sunday!". I spat biting my bottom lip.

"She's goin-". I held my hand up "Fine i'll just masturbate downstairs, the sound of a guy being penetrated on speaker adds to the whole effect". I said sarcastically getting up and shoving a pair of pants on. "I'm kidding, i'm kidding". I said, when he gave me the weirdest look.

On God I wasn't.

"Right, How about I make breakfast, I learned a thing or two working at Cherrys". He said, pulling me out the room we walked into the kitchen . "Finally moving out?". I asked Aspen who was holding his duffel bag. "Yeah It's time I spend time with my family haha ". He said, setting aside the biscuits he made. Bryan frowned and held Aspen.

"You're always welcome back, I'm going to practice and as soon as it's over i'm coming over with chinese takeout ". Bryan said . I turned to August who was pulling out pancake mix and chocolate chips. "Oh sweet jesus yes". I whispered.

"What are you two doing?". Aspen asked reaching for his car keys "Probably chill around the house I should catch up on The Fosters". I said.

"Or.. we can go to Angry Cafe?". August asked, waving a buy one get one free coupon in my face. "I'm tired of eating out. I want a real meal, Aspen..". I whined looking at him "Sorry champ , I have to go besides August looks like he cooks just as good as I do, ask him". He said, hurrying out the door Bryan right behind him.

"I can make you pasta.. if you want". I nodded quickly and started to help him make pancakes.

"Oh, I have to take Emily to get a trim and we're both getting out nails done. I should be back around one, Eric is going to Grandmas". My mom said walking in the room. Even my mom and soon to be eight years old sister had an active social life.

"Alright, Bryan already left for practice and Tyler is at his lesson ". I said. I gave her a hug and kiss goodbye and walked back into the kitchen. "These are coming out great". I said biting into one "Mhmm, and you thought I wasn't good". He said, swinging the spatula .

"So you literally aren't crushing on anyone ?". August asked, I shrugged "No, I don't see anyone ". I said, not that I could have anyways. I sighed and put two pancakes on my plate walking to the island.

"Okay just me and you, how do you really feel ?". August asked sitting beside me. I looked in his eyes and frowned "What do you mean?". I asked.

"How do you feel? ". He asked again. I sighed.

"Like..I can't do anything right..I can't have what I want". I said.

August finished his pancakes and finished his orange juice before replying.

"You can have it, go get him" He started.

"You never know unless you try". He finished, winking and getting up from his seat. "I'm gonna go shower and get dressed. I suggest you do the same". He said hurrying upstairs. I scoffed I'll shower when I want to i'm the one with the vehicle..well my dads vehicle.

I walked upstairs and into my room undressing. I turned the shower on and weighed myself

112.3

I was content with that. I got in the shower and started washing off letting the water run over my head, I curled my toes and turned the shower on hotter.

What did I do wrong. I thought Daniel liked me. Why couldn't I get to my goal weight?

God i'm such an idiot . I wiped my hair out of my face and ran a hand over my collarbones. I shut the water off and got out wiping myself dry. I picked out a red flannel and some joggers. I looked in my draw for a white undershirt and put it on, tying the flannel around my waist after I put pants on. I grabbed my white converse and put them on reaching for my make up bag. I put on some foundation and a small amount of mascara.

"You just about ready?". August asked poking his head in. I nodded and grabbed my bag putting on chapstick, I had to keep these lips hydrated.

"I should go get my nails done too". I said, looking at how brittle they were. I usually coat them with clear to not draw attention but today I didn't mind a plain black color nothing too bright I didn't want to be  out there. "That would look nice, is that all the makeup you put on?". August asked, I nodded.

"Just foundation to cover up blemishes and mascara to bring out my eyes, very rarely any eyeliner". I said. My makeup bag had nothing but numerous amounts of the three things. "Thats nice, I put a little bit of foundation on myself". He said, waving the bottle around.

"This is why I have trust issues". I mocked, walking out the door. I ran to my moms room and grabbed my dads car keys. "Dude i'm dying to try that new winter peppermint bark". August said getting in the passenger seat he was wearing one of his new tops from when we went shopping.

It was vans shirt that had mickey mouse on it, paired with some shorts and TOMS. "I'm dying for this week to already be over with". I said, driving out the neighborhood. "Uhm, I actually wanted to re pay you for helping me out..". August said, handing me an envelope. I shook my head no.

"I don't want any money, at all August". I said, He held the envelope firmly "It isn't money , just something to thank you for everything you've done..it's not much but..". I reached for it and set it beside me driving until I made it to the cafe.

I wasted no time ripping open the envelope and pulling out two tickets to a drumming class, my lip trembled and I looked at August. "Are you saying i'm a bad drummer that needs lessons?". I asked.

August eyes widened and he shook his head no "God no i'm so sor-".

"I'm just kidding, I love them thank you so much this means everything". I said pulling him into a hug. The class was next month and I planned on taking August . "I'm glad you like them". He said getting out of the car. I followed him inside and we waited in line to order.

Bloody Fucking Hell.

I sneered as I watched the snake laughing at the table she dyed her hair light brown and had contacts in. I glared as she didn't notice I was here and continued laughing and stirring her drink.

"Time to order". August whispered , I turned and order a Frappe with extra whip cream and shaved white chocolate chips. August ordered his and we went to the other side waiting for our order to be done. "Are you okay?". He asked, making me ball my fist up.

I grabbed our order and walked to a booth "We don't have to sit here.. we can just leave look around the flats". He said pointing at the door. I shook my head no "Its fine, you see that girl with that brown hair, laughing with a group of girls..that's Jane". I muttered, feeling my heart start to race. August gave me a confused look and I took a deep breath and started to explain everything that ever happened between her. Aspen and I.

August leaned back in his chair and huffed "Oh Boy she seems like a real piece of work". He said, I nodded and forked my salad which I bought during my telling of the story. "So this is how we spend our day in a cafe with a scum sucking snake". August said adding quotations. I smiled and finished the last of my drink.

"Just tell me about yourself". I said, I didn't know much just enough to know he needed a friend and well.. I couldn't always depend on Aspen. "I grew up here, never moved out that house actually. It was nicer.. I think but I've always been given what I wanted..if we could afford it and my mom just started getting sick my dad a few years after th-".

"Excuse me..hi!". A voice said cutting August off.

I held onto the plastic fork so hard it snapped into , half of it dropping in my salad. I looked up at Jane and glared.

"Yas bitch?". I said, giving her a fake smile.

"Aww TayTay, i've missed you! Youve lost weight how ya been hows Aspen..Bryan..Dawson?".

I gave her a disgusted look "Why don't you ask them..oh wait they fucking hate you". I said calmly . Jane shrugged "I don't see why, If it were not for me they wouldn't even be together, I feel like I deserve a thank you". She cooed, flipping her hair. I caught a glimpse of the extensions and chuckled. "You're right let me thank you by referring you to my hair dresser". I said sweetly, making August choke on his drink from laughing.

"I've always loved how funny you were, Dawson did too but I guess not for long, tell me how is he with his new boo and all?". She asked pursing her red matte lips. I licked my lips and August spoke up.

"Fine now how about you leave please, i'm sure you're friends miss you". August said .

"You're so right, they like love me". She said, giving me a huge smile.

She ducked down to my level "Just remember Taylor, I made you and just like you've been broken before I can do it again, told you Dawson didn't really like it he messes around like a bunny in heat. You could also lose a few more pounds don't wanna end up looking like a hippo". She whispered before walking off.

I gritted my teeth and stared at the table.

She was right.

"Don't pay her any mind, shes so not cool". August said scoffing. "Lets just go". I said grabbing my bag and hurrying out the cafe. I got in the car and shoved the key in the ignition not even waiting for August to fully close the door before driving off.

"Taylor calm down!". He yelled as I almost hit a sigh. I ignored him and stopped at a red light. "Don't believe her, come on shes just trying to get to you". He said placing a hand on my arm. I let out a deep breath and nodded "Sorry, i'm fine sorry wanna go mess around at Target or something?". I asked, he smirked and nodded.

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"Its like you come in for two things and come out with thirty things". I said, setting my bags by the kitchen. August nodded his mouth stuffed with a pretzel. "I'm starving now gosh". I said putting away kitchen stuff, "I can make you that pasta now?". August asked, I gave him a thumbs up and reached for a clif bar to snack on.

"Let me see your nails". I said, walking into my moms room she showed me her hands and feet and I smirked "Who you gettin funky with while dad is away?". I asked sarcastically. Emily started laughing and I gave her ugly look "Whats so funny?". I asked. "I got my nails done for my boyfriend too". She said, showing me her light pink nails.

I'll be nice for once.

"Those are impressive". I said shaking my head, I looked back at my mom who started rocking Eric. It was already four I walked back in the front room "Shouldn't Tyler be back by now?". I asked August who was stirring sauce "Oh! he texted me he was on his way..maybe I should go get ready?". He asked. I gave him a dumb look "That would be a great idea". I said.

"Just stir the sauce in two minutes poor the noodles in please than add the sausage and stir it all wait ten minutes then turn it on low". He said, I nodded and he hurried upstairs.

Pfft I knew how to cook.

When the time came I did everything he told me to do and dished myself a plate I walked to the table and started eating.

The alarm sounded and Tyler walked in setting it off "Pretty soon my English better than yours ". He said, snatching my fork and shoving pasta in his mouth. I shoved his forehead back and he let out a laugh "This is great, who made this?". He asked walking to the stove and getting himself a small amount.

"I did." I grumbled, shoving a spoonful in my mouth.

"Guess i'll just watch a movie with My mom and sister ". I said as August walked down blushing.

"Better than being with that fuck face". Tyler said casually bringing August into a hug he sighed and I raised an eyebrow "Is everybody getting in a relationship but me GOSH!". I yelled throwing my hands up . August shrugged and rubbed my shoulder "You can always become a hoe.. or try match.com". He whispered. I shoved him and he landed on Tyler.

"Stop being such a debby downer and go get what you want which is obviously dick". Tyler said.

I debated on calling Sebastian.

"I mean.. I could call my ex the very first one". I said, maybe I broke it off too soon maybe we could work it out. August raised an eyebrow "Probably not what he meant.. but okay we're off". He said pulling Tyler out the room and out the door.

Oh whatever.

I got another plate of pasta and scrolled through my phone. I took a picture of my food and posted it on instagram. When I was finished I did the dishes and wiped the counters clean grabbing my bag and heading to the frontroom. I lined the shoes up by the door and took mine off by the carpet.

Grabbing the remote I quickly turned it to The Fosters and groaned , I did not like the new Jesus Hell yea he was sexy and i'd ride his face until he had to grow gills to breath... I was so attatched to Jake T Austin I hated change.

I shoved a granola bar in my mouth and took my flannel off jumping on the couch I laid down and rested my head on the arm rest and zoned out.

About an hour or two later My mom walked in holding Eric "Gosh, I forgot to get your Grandma her meds. I have to go run it to her I'll be back, Emily you wanna stay here?". My mom asked, making me sit up. "No I don't wanna stay with that applehead". She said crossing her arms and giving me attitude.

It'd be a shame if her bratz dolls head went missing.

"I don't want you here anyways ". I said, smiling at her and she smiled at me. "Alright I should be back soon, i'll even pick up olive garden". She said calling Cvs to make sure they were still open. I watched her leave and smiled setting the alarm. Guess I can watch porn after all.

Text me before you get here locking the top lock don't want any creepers.

I read before sending it to my mom. I'd rather her not walk in on me.

I walked into the kitchen making a bowl of cereal and grabbing the box of brownies might as well pig out. I opened the box and shoved a brownie in my mouth changing the source to youtube. I scrolled the videos and clicked on a music video to Beyonce.

To my best abilities I attempted dancing along with her in the video.

Hours went by.

I landed on the couch breathing heavy I had those moments where I felt like I could do anything Run a mile, clean the whole house , feed world hunger.. adopt eighty three kids. Take over the world.

I drank from my water bottle crushing it as I finished it and set it back on the coffee table.

"First thangs first i'm the realist , drop this and make the whole world feel it!". I said standing up , I tripped and landed on the coffee table "Lets get drunk at the mini bar". I said lowly getting up and rubbing my face.

The video froze buffering and I could hear it was raining.

Oh hell Naw.

I was not about to be a victim to murder. I pulled out my phone and called my mom.

"Where are you? I don't wanna die Mommy have you not seen scream!?". I yelled curling into the couch.

"Taylor calm down, it's flooded over here, I promise nothing will happen to me I'll be back as soon as I can, wanna stay on the phone?". She asked, I could hear Eric crying in the back ground. I sighed.

"It's fine..just call me when you're on your way". I said.

"Okay, I love you call me if you need anything okay?". She said and I felt myself relax.

"Love you too mom and okay". I hung up the phone and sat back down going back to the search bar.

Fumbling around I landed on Hulu and decided to put it on a random show to pass the time. Geez everybody was odd doing their own thing.

I set the remote down and looked through my phone, I laid my head back and remembered what August was saying.

You never know unless you try.

I rolled my eyes and turned to watch the T.v show. It's not as easy as it looks , nor was it easy hiding my feelings but it was doable.

     A loud thunder sounded and I screamed sitting up as the alarm went off, Dawson stepped in soaking wet and I glared at him "What the hell is wrong with you?!". I asked holding my chest, he rolled his eyes .

"I left my fuckin shoes and charger here". He said running up the steps, I scoffed and sat back down.

Pretty soon he came back downstairs holding his Jordans and a blue iphone charger. "Bryans not coming back tonight..he's with Aspen at his house". I said turning the T.v down.

"Yeah I gathered that..thanks". He said, turning to walk out the door. "Why are you such an asshole?". I asked balling my fist up.

"Taylor why the hell do you care?". He asked turning to face me. I gave him a what the hell look. "Are you kidding me? I've done nothing wrong". I said feeling my eyes water.

Nothing wrong.

He scoffed "Taylor Not now..please just call Daniel if you feel like venting i'm not feeling it anymore". He said turning back around. It literally felt like my heart broke. I grabbed the shoe on the floor and threw it as hard as I could at him ,it hit his back.

I knew he never cared about me.

Grabbing another shoe , I threw it at him and let out a loud cry.

"I can't take it anymore!". I screamed at the top of my lungs , raking a hand through my hair.

"I love you and I can't stand it". I whispered, putting a hand over my mouth to keep from sobbing. I backed into the wall trying to quiet my sobs.

He said nothing as he walked out the frontdoor closing it behind him.

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