I was lying on Zeke's stomach while he was resting against the couch, smoking to get the guilt off their chest. He liked to be called Zeke rather than his government, he reasoned it was too formal and didn't go well with casual occasions—like hookups and make-outs.

"So. . . Do you play around gay or this was your first time? Was I your first time?" I asked, searching his eyes so I could if he would be saying what I was expected to hear.

Napangisi naman ito. I'm sure he had more responses other than that, pero kung gabi-gabi ito ang magiging kayakap ko, I wouldn't mind. I would say Zeke's in the level of men I usually hooked up with. Maganda at makinis ang katawan. Malaman ang muscle at may katambukan ang pwet. Masarap din pisil-pisilin ang braso niya. Pwede niya ako i-headlock whenever he wanted.

"Would it surprise you if I told you that I liked hooking up with men than women?" Napakunot ang noo ko sa pag-amin niya. Hindi ko naman inaasahan na maririnig sa kanya 'yon. It seemed like Zeke would hit men and women at the same time, but what he said, I got a wrong gist of his personality. 

"Really? As in you just hooked up with men from now on?" I queried.

He nodded, confirming my question, and filled my curiosity. But I liked it more when he was filling me with his precious milk. "Yeah. I kind of find men more interesting than women." My face lit up when he said that. Now it made so much sense when he put so much passion into what we do. "I started playing around with men in my early twenties. I was bored and thought it could spice up my sex life if I treated men as women. It was fucking good. I've received great blowjobs, handjobs, and anal sex from men. I'm not sure if you have tried it with women before, but it was so different. Men knew what they could do, especially to your cock."

"Oh, Zeke. Imagining it made me a little hard." Hagikgik ko pa. Natawa rin naman siya at inilapag na nito ang sigarilyo sa may ashtray sa side table. I never thought of putting an ashtray there before until the men I hooked up with liked smoking after sex. "What's more? Would you still be hooked up with women?"

He shrugged off. "I don't close my doors. Of course, I would. No one knew how I spent my time fucking around men and women. You were the first one I've told you about it."

"Does it mean this would be the last time we'll fuck?" I questioned, and he gave me a questionable look. "Because you know. . . Some people often confess their deepest and darkest secret to a stranger because they won't be able to meet each other again."

"Who said so?" Napakibit balikat naman ako. "Nah. This won't be the last time, Mitchel. I loved every bit of you. We'll do it next time. . . I just don't know when, but we'll keep in touch."

"I'm going to take note of that." I giggled.

Later on, I found Zeke fishing out something under him and when he pulled it out, I saw the CK boxer briefs that I stole from Hayden's hamper. Napatitig na lamang ako ro'n dahil hindi ko alam kung paano ko ipaliliwanag sa kanya 'yon. I thought I could lie to him and say that it was mine, but how would he buy that I was just placing my underwear in any corner of my house? I don't think so.

He scrunched his face as he examined the underwear he was holding. "This isn't mine. Mine's Hilfiger. . . Is this your Calvin's?"

Napangiwi naman ako at umamin ako sa dahan-dahan na pag-iling. I don't think I could lie to him when I told him earlier that most of the underwear I wore were jockstraps and that was far from being one. I thought I could lie to him, but his eyes were telling me to say the truth or he will wreck my holes again.

"Okay, I would be honest with you, but please don't judge me whatsoever, please?" I pleaded. Napangisi naman ito at saka tumango. I knew in the back of his mind, I did something naught and I wasn't ready to confess what I did. It hadn't been twenty-four hours since it had happened. "That Calvin's not mine. It was Hayden—" His eyes widened when I mentioned his friend's name, and I knew this would come. "But, he didn't come over leaving his underwear here. I stole it when I used their bedroom's bathroom earlier. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it. I just found it there and I didn't know what to do. I took it and put it in my pocket. Please, don't tell him what I did?"

I pleaded for it. His face was so serious that until then he broke it off with a laugh. Hindi ko alam kung dapat pa akong huminga nang maluwag o mag-alala pa ng husto dahil sa reaksyon niya. 

"Are you going to tell him about it?"

He chuckled, shaking his head. "Come over here. . ." he said, and I went next to his side then he put his arms over my shoulder, pulling me closer to him. "I won't tell him about it, but it was funny to think how you did it. Why would do it though?"

"I won't lie. I found him so hot and gorgeous. When the first time I laid my eyes on him, I thought I could do dirty things with him, but then I found he had a ring on his finger and introduced me to his wife. For me, the thought of it made him look hotter in my eyes. Don't blame me for it. I knew a lot would say the same thing. My friends do!"

"I know, I know. I agree with you, many people would always come after Hayden. Women, and even men, would try to hit up on him. I wouldn't blame his charisma and sex appeal for that. I think he was natural in showing off that. And what are you gonna do with his underwear, huh? Sniff on it and jerk your cock off?"

Napangiwi ako. Iyon lang naman ang naiisip kong gagawin ko. Ang sunod na ginawa niya ay ikinagulat ko naman nang inamoy niya rin ang underwear ni Hayden. Napapikit pa ako ng mata ng ilang beses just to make sure what I saw was right. Natawa na lang din ito nang inilayo ang underwear sa mukha nito.

"Wow, he still smelled so nice," he commented. Napalunok naman ako ng laway dahil sa tingin ko, that was hot. I didn't know Zeke would do that, especially with his friends. "How many times have you smelled this underwear?"

"Just before you come in, that's the only time. . ." sagot ko. "I'm sorry. . . Nagulat lang ako. I didn't expect you would do that and smell Hayden's underwear. I just didn't imagine you would do that, especially sa kaibigan mo. It seemed like you have done something like this before, haven't you?"

A naughty smile formed on his lips and I knew that he was hiding something from me. "I did a lot of bad things back then, especially with Hayden. I knew his secrets, but he didn't know mine. Well, I kept my secrets well. Do you want to know something about Hayden that I guess a lot of people don't have any idea of?"

Umayos ako nang pagkakaupo. Just when things got interesting, I knew I would have to listen to every word he would tell me about Hayden. Kaibigan niya 'to, and he could spill a hundred secrets about him, and the thought of that made me feel so excited. I don't care if he would tell me some lies or the truth, I just thought it was hot and that would make my night. I've been dreaming of Hayden fucking me in my dreams so I think this would satisfy me enough.

"Just promise me not to tell Hayden I told you about this, alright?" he ordered and I nodded wilfully. "He would murder me if he found out about it. I was the only one who knew about this side of him. . ."

"What side of him?" My horny self couldn't help but ask it right away.

He let out a subtle laugh before he could say a thing about it. Maybe remembering those moments brought so many memories to him. Kahit hindi pa niya sinasabi 'yong mga iyon, I feel like I'm already wet.

"I've been friends with him for a very long time. I have known him since college and since then, we've been hanging out together and meeting girls at the bar and club every night. But you know what happened when we go out, he thought I was there to fuck women, but whenever I left him alone at the table with some other girls, I pulled some random guy in the men's room, locked ourselves in one of the cubicles, and let them drop on their knees. Sometimes, I was the one who gave the act when I found the guy good-looking even though I was a few inches bigger than him."

"Fuck that was hot. How he didn't know notice that?"

He shrugged off. "I guess, he just didn't care? We were in our early twenties, got out of college, and struggled to find a job so at the end of the day, we both went to bars and clubs so we can fucking rest and forget about all of those things. One night, he got drunk so hard that I had to take him home early. That was past midnight and I just crashed to his place. What surprised me was at that time, we would be sucking each other's cock. Surprised?"

I swallowed, nodding my head. Napakagat na lamang ako ng labi ko.

"I was his first experience when it comes to mean and sucking cocks," natatawa pa ito habang ikinukwento sa akin ang naging experience nila. "He didn't mind it that time. He was intoxicated with alcohol so I guess he didn't remember that moment. . . But you know what, it didn't stop there. When I crashed in his place, we would jerk off together and then suck each other's cock. We don't swallow each other cums as we set a boundary for that. Hayden thought that was gay. We do it more often than anyone would think, but when I also found out that he started fucking men in some club's bathroom stalls, I knew he wasn't playing around anymore. He fucked men and women. He didn't mind what you were, as long as it fulfilled the pleasure he was looking for, he would do it. I stopped doing it with him and let him do it by himself. I didn't stop him. It was his life. When I found out he was married, I'm not sure if he stopped fooling around with men, but I guess so. . . But I didn't. I'm not married. I hate commitment. I just love fucking and having sex. That's all."

I tried processing it all at once, but the information he told me was overwhelming already. When he announced he won't be staying for the night and that he needed to go, he got off the couch picked his clothes up, and wore them. He tossed me his underwear so he said I could jerk off to it as well and collect these underwear like a trophy. I never thought of that before, but probably a good thing to start doing.

Sinamahan ko naman siyang tumungo sa front door and before I could open the door for him, he reminded me not to tell a thing about what he told me to a single soul. I promised to him and I wouldn't do that to him. We exchanged numbers and then he kissed me torridly before I watched him leave the front door and sneak to his car parked a few feet away from my house so no one would notice it was him, especially the Cummings.

When he left and as I walked back to the living room, I couldn't stop thinking about all the things he told me about Hayden. I got hard at the thought of it. I took their used underwear with me to the bedroom only to find out that the open window next door had much better entertainment for me. Hayden's naked and his wife was on her knees, holding and sucking his length and I knew this would be a long night for me. 

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