Every morning, I woke up hoping I would catch Hayden flaunt his naked body through the window and I wasn't disappointed whenever I caught him. It seemed like it became a routine for me when this new couple moved in next door and brought so much life into me. It made me stay in my house rather than go out. Just to catch him topless could make my day already.

Updated din ako sa ganap nila dahil madalas sila magtanong sa akin at manghiram ng mga gamit. I didn't mind kung si Hayden ang parating bubungad sa akin sa tuwing bubuksan ko ang pinto. If Renee was the one who came to my doorstep, wala namang problema. She was lovely, kind, and nice, but I couldn't help whenever I look at her, I imagined her sucking her husband's cock.

In the past few days, there are also people coming in and out of their houses. Some workers called to fix something. Kapag nagkataon naman nila na nakikitang may taong bumibisita sa akin ay mga lalaki. I feel like they knew the purpose of their visit, especially Hayden who accidentally met one of my hook ups. Mabuti na nga lang ay hindi siya nagtanong pa dahil kung magtanong siya ay pagyaya ko sa kanya ang kasunod.

He wouldn't be able to resist my invitation I believe.

I invited my friends over to my house as I thought of cooking something for them. This morning, I went to the grocery and picked up all the ingredients I would need. My friends think that I rarely make them come over to my house and they would always say that if it was cute guys, bibigay na kaagad ako. Sino bang gusto ng kepyas? Not me.

"I just know your Lasagna was one of a kind," Patty said. Suminghot-singhot pa ito at umikot ang mata. "Smelling that alone I know that is already good. . ."

"Come on, taste my red sauce. . . I think once you got a taste of it, I can top over the Lasagna from one of your favorite pizza places."

Patty giggled. "Well, let's see!" I took a spoonful of red sauce from the pan and let her have a taste of it. As she finally got a taste of it, her eyes widened, and started punching me on my arm showing her physical reaction to it. "Fuck, Mitch! Nakuha mo nga. That was so good. Alam mo, kapag birthday ko, ikaw na paglulutuin ko ng handa ko."

"Ay, gago. Ginawa mo pa akong cook. Bahala ka sa buhay mo."

"Ito naman!" Nguso pa ni Patty. "Anyway, I would call Cole. He needs to taste your lasagna and I'm sure he would love it as well."

"Call him! Nasaan na ba siya? I will just prepare all of this to a tray and it will be done."

"I'm not sure where he is, pero tatawagan ko lang. . ." ani Patty at lumabas ng kusina para tawagan ang boyfriend niya.

"So, anong pinagkakaabaalahan mo lately, girl?" tanong ni Bailey sa akin.

Kumunot naman ang noo ko sa tanong niya. "Ano naman 'yon? Wala naman akong ibang pinagkakaabalahan. I'm not selling feet pics gaya ng sabi niyo sa akin. Pero alam mo, siguro yayaman din talaga ko if I would do that, 'no?"

"Ayaw mo kasi gawin! I know this is a bad advice, pero have you heard naman those online subscription that they will pay you for your nudes?"

Tumango naman ako. "Yup, I heard about it. Pero sa tingin mo ba may gagastos na mag-subscribe tapos paa ko lang makikita nila?"

Natawa naman si Bailey. "Pwede! Alam mo naman may mga taong fetish ang paa. Pero what I was thinking, if you would record yourself with the people you hooked up with and sell it like. . . 100 USD?"

"Ang mahal."

"Dapat lang," anito. "Know your worth girl! Pero joke lang, don't do it. You've got a professional life out there. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na masisira ang buhay mo, but having a peaceful life should be your priority. . ."

"Okay! What did I miss out?" tanong ni Patty pagkabalik nito.

Napangisi naman ako. "Well, itong babaitang ito ay nag-suggest na gumawa ako ng porn subscription."

"Ay, why not?" sagot ni Patty.

Natawa na lang si Bailey. "'Di ba?"

"Yeah, I think there's nothing wrong naman with it. If that's how you want to live your life, walang problema. You just have to be careful with anything you do. . . Lalo na if you're just going to have sex with people you don't know. Hindi mo alam kung nagsasabi ba sila ng totoo o hindi. I would suggest, safe sex is better than waiting for a cure."

"Alam niyo, don't mind about it. I don't think I would do it. You know, having sex with the guys I like is just me having fun around. I wouldn't want to make it weird for them."

"But question lang. . ." Bailey said. "Did one of your hook ups before recorded the act?"

Tumango ako. "Some of them they said gusto nila ng video para lang may mapanood sila. I'm trusting them naman na hindi nila ikakalat 'yon."

"Oh, well. Let's hope not. . ." Patty said, crossing her fingers.

"Anyway, pupunta ba 'yang boyfriend mo?" tanong ko pa.

Tumango naman ito. "Yup, I just called him and he said was heading back to my house, pero sabi ko nandito pa ako sa bahay mo so I told him to come over dahil may niluluto ka rin for us."

"Alright. . . I'll just set this all up and bake this until your boyfriend arrives. . ."

I prepared everything I needed for the lasagna and while I was getting the oven ready, someone came knocking on the door, and Patty excitedly shouted that it must be her boyfriend who arrived. But then Patty started calling my name. The next thing I knew, Patty rushed to the kitchen with wide eyes opened as if she had seen a ghost in person.

Hinihingal naman akong hinarap ni Patty.

"Girl, ano 'yon?! Magsalita ka!" Paghawak ko sa balikat niya sabay yugyog. "May pa-surprise ba boyfriend mo?"

Mabilis naman siyang umiling sa akin. "No! Hindi si Cole 'yon! It was your sexy married neighbor!" pabulong pa ang mga huli nitong salita dahil tiyak na maririnig siya kung isigaw man niya ito. "And he's looking for you! Of course 'yon naman ang dahilan kung bakit siya nasa pinto mo ngayon. Why don't you just go there and talk to him? Dali!"

"Wait?! Sinabi ba sa 'yo kung anong meron?"

Umiling naman si Patty sa akin. "Hindi, e. Basta, sabi na lang niya kung nandito ka raw ba and if you are, kausapin ka raw niya. I think he would ask to. . . Have sex with you?" Hagikgik pa nito.

"Loka ka!" Mahina kong sinapol siya sa noo. "May asawa 'yong tao. Hindi niya 'yon gagawin 'no. Maiwan ko muna kayong dalawa. Bantayan niyo muna 'yong oven, baka tumakbo."

"Huh?" sabay nilang usal at kusot ng mukha.

Iniwan ko muna sa silang dalawa sa kusina saka ako tumungo sa front door kung saan nakita ko ang naka-posturang si Hayden. Napangiti naman kaagad ako, kaya naman nang nilingon niya ako at lumapad din ang ngiti sa labi niya ay kulang na lang ay magkaroon ako ng kepyas at pumalakpak 'to.

"Hey, Hayden! What's up?" panimula ko.

"Hi Chel, it's me again," anito at humagikgik pa. "I'm sorry if I keep showing up on your front door. You must be so annoyed of me already, so I apologize if we kept bothering you." Napakamot ito sa likod ng kanyang ulo at hindi ko naman maiwasang mapatingin sa kanyang braso at ang buhok sa kilikili na tumatakas mula sa manggas ng kanyang shirt.

I quickly put my eyes back to his eyes. I think he was just seducing me, pero hindi dapat ako bumigay. Dapat strong lang ako today. Walang mafa-fall.

"Uy, hindi naman. Don't be sorry. Wala namang problema sa akin 'yon."

He chuckled. "Okay. . . Thank you. . ." Ibiniba niya ang kamay at ipinasok naman sa kanyang bulsa. "Well, so that you know, me and my wife were already done fixing and decorating our house. I think we've done all the things that needed to be done. It was kind of expensive, I must say, because there were still a lot of broken things we had to get fixed, but all good now."

"Congratulations! I wonder what it looks like now!"

"Now, that's why I came here to see you," he said, smiling at me. Feeling special na ba ako? I think so. "We are inviting our friends and family to join us tonight. It would be lovely to have you there with us since you've been helping us since we moved in here. Should we expect to see you there?"

Ngumiti naman ako at saka tumango. "Absolutely! I would love to go."

"Perfect! Renee and I are expecting you to be there. You don't have to bring anything or whatever, just be there and we'll be the ones who will take care of our guests. But. . ." Huminga ito nang malalim na para bang may hinahabol na amoy. "Whatever you were cooking in your kitchen smells delicious."

Hindi ko naman mapigilang mapahagikgik. To be complimented by Hayden, I think this is one of the things I would always look forward to. "I'm with my friends kasi. I told them na ipagluluto ko sila ng lasagna as they've been requesting for it for a long time na."

"Lutuan mo rin ako," pabiro pa nitong sabi. "Hindi, I'm just kidding!"

"Do you really want to? Mabilis naman akong kausap. I would cook for you and your wife. . . Though hindi ko siya magagawa now dahil alam kong magsha-sharon itong mga kaibigan ko. I'll cook for you guys next time."

"No worries! I was just kidding, but it smells so good. Nakakagutom. And oh, why don't you go with your friends tonight? I don't mind."

I knew getting them along with me wouldn't be a great idea kaya napailing ako. "Unfortunately, hindi 'yan sila makakapunta. They've got something else to do. Dapat din mamayang gabi pa 'yan sila pupunta, but may kanya-kanyang lakad din naman sila."

"Wala ka namang lakad tonight, right?" Umiling ako at saka ngumiti and that made him smile as well."Perfect! We're expecting to see you there, alright? I won't keep you here too long. Basta, see you later, alright?"

"Alright! Thank you, Hayden. . . See you. . ."

Tango na lang din naman ang isinagot nito sa akin at saka siya umalis ng front door ko at tumungo pabalik sa bahay nila. Saglit lang din naman nang dumating na ang sasakyan ni Cole. Tinawag ko naman si Patty at kumaripas din naman siya ng takbo palabas habang bumalik naman ako papunta sa kusina kung saan inaabangan ko na lang na matapos ang pagluto ng lasagna sa oven.

"So, anong pinagusapan niyo ni hot neighbor?" tanong ni Bailey na may halong nakakalokong ngiti.

"Ano ka ba! Maka-hot ka talaga, e, 'no?"

"E, hindi ba? Obvious na obvious naman! So, ano nga? Niyaya ka ba niya?"

Tumango naman ako. "Yup, he invited me. . . Pero hindi for hook up, 'wag kang madumi ang utak diyan, Bai. They invited na pumunta sa bahay nila mamaya dahil may mini celebration ata sila with their friends and family and sabi pa nito, they were expecting me to show up. Syempre, palaban ako, pupunta talaga ko!"

"Ay, kabog ang sisteret! Pwede ba kaming pumunta?"

Umiling naman ako. "Wala. Hindi naman kayo kasama sa invitation, e. It was me who he invited. Next time na lang kayo."

Sagit lang ay tumunog na ang alarm ng oven at dumating naman si Patty at Cole kusina. Pinaghanda ko na rin naman sa kanila ang lamesa saka ko sinerve ang mainit-init pang lagsana fresh from the oven. When we all started eating, I couldn't help, but to think how I could make this lasagna extra special for Hayden. Well, I could do it for another day while tonight, I'm excited to get closer to him.

I feel like I'm one step closer to getting him, but still far away from tasting him. Well, it's already a loss for me that he's married so I'm just gonna enjoy my view every morning.

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