Since the night it happened, para akong palaging nawawala sa isip. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I couldn't stop dreaming about it. All I could wish was to make it happen again. 

Ang sarap ni Hayden.

Sa tuwing naalalako iyon, binabalikan ko rin ang video na nakuhanan ko no'n sa kanilang dalawa ni Renee. It didn't come into my senses that I would be blowing Hayden's cock and swallowed his cum. I thought I was dreaming about it, but it happened. It was real. It was a moment I won't forget.

Well, hopefully, I could suck him for a second time.

So far, hindi pa naman ako sinusugod ni Renee still had no idea what happened to me and her husband. I hope she won't ever figure it out. Wala naman akong balak sabihin sa kanya because I knew she would kill me. She was lucky to have him, but I guess his man couldn't just be satisfied by what she gave him. Ako na ang nagpunan at kung may chance pa, I would do it willingly, down on my knees.

But. . . My fantasizing for him doesn't stop there.

Every day, not just in the morning, I would catch Hayden naked in their bedroom, as usual, he could be jerking off or probably having sex with his wife. And there I was, always going to look through the window and watch him finish himself off. The pleasure and the satisfaction he showed were enough to turn me on. 

Kung hindi man mabuo ni Hayden ang araw ko, Zeke would call me. He can't come into my house so often dahil mahahalata nila Hayden at Renee na ang Zeke na kaibigan ko ay ang kilala nilang kaibigan. They still don't have an idea that it was the same person. Zeke kept me entertained. I think he was the horniest person I've ever met in my life. Kung hindi video call ay magsesend ito sa akin ng voice message na umuungol siya. He would also keep me awake at night dahil sa umaga hanggang tanghali ay tulog siya at buhay na buhay siya tuwing gabi.

Sometimes, I tried to avoid looking into their eyes even though Renee was so sweet to me. The lies I had in me were crucial, but they could not slip out. Not a single word. She would still come to my front door and give me some of her baked cakes, cookies, or whatever she did for that day. Tanggap naman ako nang tanggap dahil libre iyon at wala namang bayad. 

One day, I was in the bedroom, and I noticed someone was in their bedroom and I could see them through their open window. Pagkatayo ko ro'n ay naabutan ko si Hayden na nakahubad at bagong ligo. I gasped, and panicked by the time he caught he looking straight into him. Akala ko ay isasarado na niya ang bintana, pero namuo pa ang ngisi sa labi niya at kanyang hinawan ang pagkalalaki hangga't sa lumaki ito.

At that moment, he was jerking his cock off, and what surprised me the most was when he told me to join him. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Nakatingin ako sa kanya habang nararamdaman ko rin ang pagtigas ng pagkalalaki ko. He continued rubbing himself, he even thrust his hips to his two hands. Hindi ko na rin naman natiis na ibinaba ko ang shorts ko at sinabayan ko siya. It was something I wouldn't forget. Mabilis ang bawat tibok ng puso ko habang pinapanood ko siya. Nauna akong makapagpalabas at saglit lang din naman ay ipinutok niya iyon sa tuwalya na nakasabit sa balikat niya. Kinindatan na lamang ako nito saka siya umalis sa tapat ng bintana upang magbihis.

I looked down to the floor and see what the mess I made. Napahugot ako nang malalim na hininga saka ako kumuha ng wipes at tissue para linisin ito. 

I thought jerking off with him by the window would only happen once, I was wrong. Whenever his wife went to work, he would text me to stand by the window and let me watch him jerk his cock off. Sinasabayan ko rin naman siya. Sometimes, he would shoot himself to the underwear and tease me into throwing them in my window's bedroom. Sabik na sabik ako sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung anong klaseng obsession ang namumuo sa dibdib ko, pero hindi nabubuo ang araw ko kapag hindi ko nakikitang hubo't hubad si Hayden.

On weekends, it was like our days off, nasa bahay ang asawa niya kaya hindi namin magawa ang bagay na 'yon. We were scared that Renee might just barged into their bedroom and caught him in the act. Sometimes, I stood by the window completely naked. . . And sometimes, I showed him my asshole and I let him watch how I fingered myself. I wasn't even touching myself when I was fingering myself. The pleasure was immense. What would it be like if he was inside me? The pleasure will surely be out of this world.

When Monday came, just when noon hit the clock, I received a message from Hayden to stand by the window so I could watch him. I was in the living room kaya nagmadali akong tumungo sa kwarto nang mabasa ko ang message niya. I was right when I found him by their window bedroom. Nginitian ko naman siya nang makita ko siya and he was looking at me so intently, I knew where this would end up.

He was wearing a dinosaur onesie and my eyes quickly stared down at his crotch where I noticed he wasn't wearing any underwear underneath his clothes. Napalunok ako ng laway lalo ng nang hawakan niya ang kanyang crotch at kanyang inihulma ang haba ng pagkalalaki nito. He started rubbing himself over these clothes, and I also started touching myself. I put my hand inside my shorts while I was watching him.

There was an intense feeling coming and I don't know if it was just because I was scared that some people might catch us. Pero parang wala lang kay Hayden iyon. Sinimula nitong ibaba ang kanyang zipper ng kanyang onesie. As he pulled them down, his hairy chest come into sight then his abs, and his happy trail until I could see his pubic hair and the shaft of his cock. As he sprung his cock out and dropped his clothes down to the floor, he spit on his hand and rubbed it on his cock. 

Nag-iinit na rin ako kaya hinubad ko ang t-shirt ko at maging ang short. We were both naked, jerking off together while we were watching each other. It was a different kind of pleasure for me. It was different from watching porn on my phone. This was real. A live-action. No webcams. No private viewing. It was just meant for me.

I came prepared this time. I grabbed the dildo inside the drawer. Put a lube on it and my asshole. I turned around and slightly leaned myself down so he could see what I would do. I slowly directed the dildo in my asshole and as soon as I felt the tip entered my hole, I knew I had to put it all inside me. I turned back around and put one of my feet on the window sill so I could still enter the dildo in my ass while I could watch him.

It didn't even take me too long when I reached my climax. Hindi ko inalis ang dildo sa asshole ko at hinayaan ko lamang iyon sa loob ko. I kept doing it so Hayden could watch me and imagine himself that it was his cock that was on me. Saglit lang din naman ay may kinuha siya sa tabi at nang makita ko kung ano iyon, I was shock to find chocolate cupcakes on his hand and he shoot his cum all over them. Napasinghal na lamang ako at hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko. Napakagat labi na lamang ako habang iniisip ko kung anong sunod niyang gagawin.

The next thing he did, he picked up his phone and texted me.

Meet me at your front door.

Mabilis naman akong nag-ayos ng sarili ko nang mabihis din siya at umalis ng kwarto. Naghintay naman ako sa tapat ng pinto at saglit lamang ay may kumatok. Malaki ang ngiti sa labi ko sa pagbukas ko ng pinto dahil tumambad sa akin harapan ko si Hayden. What we did by the window was still in my mind at ngayon na kaharap ko siya ay hndi ko mapigilan ang nararamdaman ko. I think I could go for another round.

"Here's your cupcakes," anito saka inabot ang chocolate cupcakes na kanina lamang ay pinutukan niya ng katas nito. Napalunok ako ng laway dahil naglalawa ang ibabaw ng mga ito. Tila ba'y ipinang-toppings niya. "Renee did these cupcakes last night so she could give it her officemates, but she forgot to give you some. . . And here they are, and I put some extra toppings on top of it, and I hope you would like it."

"I already tasted this topping before, I've missed it," aniko sabay kagat sa ibabang labi.

Napangisi naman ito at hinawakan ako sa balikat saka pinisil. "Until next time, Chel. . ." Kindat pa nito sa akin at saka umalis ng porch ng bahay ko at saka bumalik sa bahay nila.

Mabilis ko namang isinarado ang pinto at dinilaan ang toppings ng cupcake. Umikot ang mata ko nang malasahan ko muli siya. He really taste so different. Hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip niya at nagawa niya 'yon, but this was a blessing for me. Hindi ko na nakain ang buong cupcake dahil sa toppings pa lang nito ay busog na busog na ako. I think I could live with it forever. Ang swerte nga ni Renee. She doesn't need to buy for it, dream for it, wish for it, makukuha niya kaagad iyon sa ilang himas lamang.

I continued licking the cupcake even though there was nothing left anymore, just so I could taste him and remember how he tasted like, I would do it. But a second later, may kumatok sa pinto at kumaripas ako ng takbo para pagbuksan ng pinto kung sino man iyon. I was slightly disappointed that it wasn't Hayden that I saw.

"Nay Kla. . ." pagbati ko nang nakangiti. "I haven't seen you in a long time! Kumusta ka na?"

"I just got back, Mitchel. Ikaw talaga, na-miss mo nga ba talaga ako?"

I giggled and nodded my head. "Of course naman! Kailan pa kayo nakabalik?"

"Kanina lang. . . Dadalawin nga sana agad kita kasi may chocolates akong pasalubong for you. I know how important your are for me. . ."

"Aww. . . Thank you so much Nay Kla. . ." Inabot niya sa akin ang isang balot ng chocolates at malugod ko namang tinanggap iyon.

Mayamaya lamang ay napansin naming may lumabas sa kabilang na nagmamadali. Napatingin kami kay Hayden na nakabihis pang-alis na ngayon. Hindi ito napabaling sa direksyon namin dahil dire-diretsyo itong tumungo sa sasakyan at nagmaneho paalis. Nagtaka naman ako kung bakit siya nagmamadali at kung saan siya pupunta?

"Sino iyon? Did someone just move in next to your house?" tanong ni Nay Kla.

Tumango naman ako. "Yup. They moved in a few weeks ago. . . Mag-one month na rin sila. Ay, halos one month ka rin palang nagbakasyon, ano? Super enjoy mo siguro ang bonding with your family. . . Anyway, only two of them moved in. Mag-asawa sila. . . Who you've seen earlier, si Hayden iyon. Renee naman ang pangalan ng asawa niya. They were nice and kind."

"I see. . . I see. . . I hope I could talk to them as well. . ."

"You should! They're lovely human beings. . . Why don't you come inside muna Nay Kla?"

Umiling naman ito sa akin. "No, but thank you. . . I have to get back to my house and see where have left things off there. . . See you later, Mitch. . ."

Niyakap pa ako nito saka siya umalis at tumungo sa kabilang street kung nasaan ang bahay nito. Isinarado ko naman ang pinto. Kinuha ko ang phone ko sa living room at tiningnan kung may message si Hayden sa akin, pero wala. Nang puntahan ko naman ang bedroom ay wala rin namang ganap. What did just happen to him?

I hope nothing bad happened.

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