I kept covering my eyes when the female performers got on the stage, and Zeke couldn't stop himself, but laugh at me. I wouldn't get hard in watching them, but all the guys who were watching them cheered and heated their sexual desires. I wasn't surprised when these men started throwing money to the stage and when the female performers got closer to their space, they would tuck some cash on their thongs or bras, or whatever would keep the money stuck to them.

Zeke told me that one of the performers a few weeks ago received a ten thousand tip from one of the clients and I was so jealous that she could earn that kind of money by dancing. But I knew that wasn't an easy job. It would take a lot of things to put yourself up there and sell your body for lustful men.

Was I lustful? I mean, yes, but not for women.

After the performances, I watched how some male customers took female performers upstairs into the private rooms. Zeke just told me na mangyayari na ang dapat mangyari at lahat nang mangyayari sa loob ng club na 'to ay hindi dapat makakalabas. I don't know any of these people so their secrets were safe with me. Because just like what Zeke said, some of these customers were married men.

Tumungo naman kaming dalawa ni Zeke papunta sa dressing room kung saan naabutan namin ang ilang performer na nag-ayos na ng sarili nila. Wala akong ideya kung bakit sila nandito at hindi katulad ng iba na nasa private room na. Some of them are packing their bags already while some women are counting the tips they earned for the night. Zeke said what they earned on their tips would be a-hundred-percent straight to their pockets and the club doesn't have to share with it because what the clients paid was enough to keep the business rolling.

"So, how's the night, Matilda?" 

The woman he called Matilda looked at us, a growing grin forming on her face. "It was a good night, Boss."

"You're not going to take home some extra tips?" Zeke asked.

Matilda quickly shook her head, she went back in putting her attention in front of the mirror as she was removing her makeup. "No, I can't tonight. I don't think I could go to work tomorrow, but don't you worry, I'm not going anywhere."

Zeke smirked. "You do what you gotta do."

"Yes, Boss. What about you? Who brought you here with us?" Nilingon naman ako ni Matilda at kinindatan niya ako. Muntik na akong kilabutan sa buo kong katawan, pero nanatili lamang akong nakangiti kahit nangingisay na ang buo kong katawan, hindi dahil sa pandidiri, hindi ko lang kaya kapag may lumalandi sa aking babae. "New client? Is that why you're here?"

Napangisi naman si Zeke at bahagyang natawa. "No, no. This is my friend, Mitchel. He's not a client."

"Oh, I see. . ." she said, still smiling at me. "I'm Matilda."

"I'm Mitchel, and I'm gay. . ." pagpapakilala ko at wala nang patumpiktumpik pa. Sa pagsabi ko no'n ay nakita kong naliwanagan ang mukha niya. She might really thought I came here for her. Jusko, hindi ako kumakain ng talaba. "I could be a client if Zeke was introducing me to a guy."

Natawa naman ito. "Oh, you're so real. You know what, I knew some clients in this club who swing both ways. Do you want me to give them their contact? You would love them. . . They pay. . ." she said as she scratched her fingers as if she was talking about a huge amount of money. Napangiwi na lamang ako dahil hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot sa kanya. "Well, if you have a plan, you know where to find me."

"Alright. . . Thanks!"

"So, Matilda, you mentioned you might not be able to come to work tomorrow, just let me know if you can so we can still find someone to cover your spot, alright?"

Tumango naman si Matilda. "Understood, Boss. Thanks!"

Hindi na rin naman kami nagtagal ni Zeke sa loob ng backstage at bumalik na lamang kami sa kanyang office. He was office most of the time, he was getting calls and all. While he was at work, I excused myself to go to the restroom. I went out of his office and found my way to where the restroom was.

When a staff member told me it was downstairs, I looked for it. It didn't take me too long to find it so I went inside the men's room. There were a few men inside and some even gave me a sticky look, but I looked away and entered one of the cubicles, just on the far one so no one would try barging in.

I pulled my zipper down and let my dick out so I can piss. While I was in the middle of peeing, I heard someone come into the cubicle next to mine. Nang matapos na ako ay isinara ko na ang zipper ng pantalon ko, pero nagulat na lamang ako ng biglang may lumulusot sa bilog na butas sa kaliwa at halos lumuwa ang mata ko sa nakita ko.

Napalunok ako ng laway dahil maugat at malaki-laki ang pagkalalaki nito. Nag-aalangan pa ako kung pagtutuunan ko ba ng pansin. Hindi ko kilala kung sino ang lalaking ito, pero hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapatingin sa naghuhumindig nitong pagkalalaki.

"Fuck it," bulong ko. 

Umupo ako sa mya cubicle upang makuha ko ang pwesto ko, hindi na ako lumuhod dahil hidi gaanong kalinisan ang sahig. I slowly get a hold of his dick and it was throbbing as I hold it. Napalibot ko ang kamay ko sa pagkalalaki nito at sunod ko namang iginalaw ang kamay ko. As I jerked him off, I could hear the soft moans behind this wall. As I kept doing it, I knew what I had to do next that was to put it in my mouth. I pointed his dick in my mouth and opened it then sucked it. I heard him grunt as he felt the warmth of my mouth covering his sensitive tool. I kept sucking him, and later on, he was thrusting so he was fucking my mouth. 

I slowly forget everything and put my attention to the dick in my mouth. It was tasty and he was leaking precum already. Whoever this is, the girl or guy who he ends up with would be lucky. He was very girthy. I was surprised it fit right into the hole.

I wasn't sure how long it has been since I was sucking him off, but to my surprise, he just burst his cum in my mouth without any caution. His cock was throbbing as he released himself. I could taste him very salty, but good. I didn't swallow them and spit them in the toilet bowl. He quickly retrieved his cock from the hole and just a second, I heard the next door open and then someone just left the fucking restroom.

Lumabas na rin naman ako cubicle at wala ng tao. Dumiretsyo naman kaagad ako sa lababo at nagmumog. Inayos ko ang sarili ko at nagmadali na lumabas ng restroom. Pagkabalik ko naman sa itaas sa office ni Zeke ay busy pa rin ito at hindi naman niya tinanong kung saan ako nagpunta. He knew I went to the restroom, and I'm glad he didn't ask what happened there.

I spent my time in the club until Zeke clocked out. Kahit pa naman tapos ang trabaho niya kanina ay tinatanong na niya ako kung gusto ko na bang umuwi. That was four in the morning, but I told him I could wait, so I just went to the bar counter and ordered some drinks to keep myself awake.

Most of the customers I've seen left the club around five in the morning and some of them went to private sessions with the performers. Half of them didn't mind showing off the ring on their fingers coming out of those lustful doors. It looked like they were so proud they'd cheated on their partners. I feel like I couldn't do it. I don't think I can do it. I've only done it with married and in-a-relationship men because they lied to me before we fucked, and just told me the truth once they would go. It was fucked up.

Zeke and I left the club. Isinakay pa rin niya ako sasakyan niya, but I was already feeling a little hazy. Dahil siguro sa mga alak na nainom ko na rin. I'm still okay, but I think I need to rest once I get back home. As on our way to my place, Zeke suggested we should go to a coffee shop so we passed by the drive-thru the teller ended up saying to pick up our order inside the store as it may take a while. We were pissed because we were in a drive-thru and thought it was accessible to get our drinks faster than walking in.

Ako na ang nagpresenta na lumabas ng sasakyan habang naghihintay si Zeke sa parking lot. As I walked in and headed towards the claiming counter, someone called my name which to surprised, I didn't expect to see Renee at this hour.

Napatingin ako sa orasan at six-thirty pa lamang ng umaga. Lumapit naman ito sa akin at napansin ko na mukhang papasok siya sa trabaho niya.

"Ang aga mo, Mitch! Hindi kita napansin na umalis ng bahay mo kanina, ha?" tanong pa ni Renee.

Tumawa naman ako ng pilit. "Well, I didn't stay at my place last night. I was out with my friends and I was just getting some coffee pero pauwi na rin naman ako."

"Oh, I see. . ."

"Ikaw ba? Papasok ka?"

Tumango naman ito. "Yes, I'm heading to work. Kailangan ko maagang pumasok today dahil may kailangang ayusin sa office. It was hectic, but you know what, I'm loving everything."

"Oh, I'm happy for you, Renee. . ."

"Two Coffees for Zeke!" tawag ng bartender.

"That's mine!" pagtaas ko pa ng kamay. Kinuha ko naman sa counter ang kape at pagkaharap ko naman kay Renee ay doon ko lang na-realize na binanggit nito ang pangalan ni Zeke and she knew Zeke because it was husband's best friend.

"You're with Zeke?" she asked. Kumunot pa ang noo nito.

Umiling naman ako na may kasamang ngiti. "Pareho kayong dalawa ni Hayden. Akala niyo si Ezekiel ang Zeke na tinutukoy ko, pero that was my friend as well."

"Oh, he was the one you were talking about na nag-stay ka overnight?" pagtatanong pa nito. Feeling ko may pagka-marites din si Renee. I don't think she needed to ask for further details about it, but if she wanted to clear her head about it, I'd give it to her.

Tumango naman ako. "Yup, that's time. Don't get confused about it, alright?" Tawa ko pa, pero hindi ko sigurado kung nahahalata na ba niya. "I think I called your friend Ezekiel because that's how I met him during your housewarming party. I know you call him Zeke. . . I think we just got some Zeke's in our lives."

Natawa naman siya. "Yes, you're right. Don't worry, I was just asking because I just don't want you to get involved in—"

"Miss Renee!" pagtawag naman ng bartender sa kanya at sinunod nito sa pag anunsyo ang mga hinihintay niyang order. She claimed a box there and a coffee.

Bumalik din naman siya sa akin at nagpaalam na rin siya dahil nagmamadali ito. She was about to say something regarding Zeke, pero hindi niya natuloy. That thought stuck in my head until I walked out of the shop and headed back to Zeke's car, handing him over his coffee. As he started the car, we went straight back to my place. He parked a few blocks away because Hayden might see us. Before I jumped out of his car, we both kissed.

As I walked back to my place and as I stood on the porch, I watched Zeke's car pass by my house. Before I went inside, I looked over at the house next to mine. It was quiet, and I wasn't sure if Hayden was there. . . But I needed some rest. I went straight to my bed, and without changing my clothes, I lay down and felt so knocked out.

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