is this how it feels?

in my world,
you'll never get old
i'll never feel tired with you
you'll always be the one
no matter what
and i'll love you as much
as you don't know me
i'll always feel attracted to you
may it be your looks,
your personality,
or anything you have yourself
of course i don't actually mean
i want to be with you
i just have this feeling of euphoria
whenever i see you
and your smile
if your sad,
i'll be here to comfort you
even if you can't hear it
i still say it
even if you can't read it
i still write
even if you can't see it
i still show it
even if you don't know me
i still try
and do my best
every single day

i might look like a psycho
or an addict
but this is who i am

not like you care
or you'll ever know this

afterall,
this is a onesided love

still
thank you

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