Date Written: December 20, 2016; 01:22

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we were so happy. we were so in love. but why did we ended up like this? when everything was gone in just a blink of an eye. no good byes, no last words, no closure.

maybe i'm a massochist for  reading our old conversations again. or maybe i was so familiar with the pain that i couldn't feel it anymore. but why did my chest feels heavy everytime i saw your messages of how much you love me? my eyes still betrays me and so does my heart.