In one of my earlier TART books, I wrote about this guy that was sorta our teacher in one of our classes because we were using computers, and he saw my Re:Zero phone case and asked if it was mine, I said yeah, he asked if I knew who they were, I said yeah, and then he said "I think we're gonna be good friends" and walked away

(He wasn't a teacher, he just worked with computers and stuff at our school)

And it was kinda funny so after that, every time I passed him at school, I would wave and say "hi, friend!", and we kept having him in that one class because of this computer project/assignment, and he walked over and started talking with my friends and I because he also loved anime, and my friends and I all thought he was cool lol

I got a message on wattpad one day and we just had some normal conversation at first, but then he said something like "to be honest, I know you in real life but haven't really had the chance to talk with you", and he wouldn't say who he was at first, but I figured it out a few weeks later.

I had told my friends about it so during that class, they had blurted it out and asked if he was AadieB (which was his username), and he denied it, so I started to wonder if it really was him. I pulled out my phone and sent AadieB a message asking if it really was him, and he sent back "look up", so I looked up at him, and he smiled at me.

But the creepy part was that he had literally searched for me on google and found my wattpad user ._.

So he sorta became friends with Mal and I (which was honestly wrong from the start, since he's in his early twenties and we're 14), and we ran into each other downtown a lot because we would tell him whenever we were at the mall so he could meet us.

One of the teachers had saw that he was hanging out with us so he (the pedophile) got a warning from the commune that had told his boss, and the only time he was allowed to talk to us was in class if it had to do with computers, and he wasn't allowed to be with us outside of school or he'd get fired

But we kept talking online, and I even ended up having video chats with him for hours because we'd talk about anime and stuff. He gave off major creep vibes from the start though, he would joke about things like kidnapping us, and would pat my head and call me cute .-.

One time, he joked about building a cabin in the woods and kidnapping Mal and I and keeping us there...

And one time, I was at Mal's house while her family was gone and we were gonna pull an all-nighter but we wanted energy drinks lol, so we asked the guy to buy some for us and drive over. And he actually did, but the price was for me to sit in his car....

Earlier, I had mentioned that Mal and I shouldn't fully trust him because we have no idea what kind of person he really is, so to prove that he wasn't dangerous, he wanted me to sit in his car (while he was in it).

Mal told me afterwards that she debated to pull me out because it was longer than planned lol. And then he forced us to have a group hug XD

So yeah, he was really creepy from the start, but we stopped talking over summer vacation. He sent me a message again a little after school started back up, and it said "hey,  I want to tell you something personal but if I'm gonna tell, I want you to keep this between you and me, can you promise to do that?"

So of course I said yeah, and it took around a week of convincing but he eventually wrote * **** ***

And it's pretty obvious what he meant, but I really wanted to be wrong, so I kinda joked around the topic and wrote things like "I want pie?" but he eventually confessed...

He wrote "Okay, yes I like you like like you like you, I think you're an amazing person, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable in any way so I'm really sorry if I'm doing that, I just wanted you to know, hope this doesn't ruin anything"

Like, WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO SAY BACK?? "No, I don't wanna talk with you anymore because I'm majorly creeped out and you're a pedophile for having feelings for me"??

So I lied and said it was ok, and he was like "as I said I don't want you to feel bad so if you don't want to I won't talk about it ever again, even if you don't feel amazing you are for me"

And I remember I had that terrible clump in my chest for a few days after that, because he kept asking me if it was only between us and kept making sure I wasn't blabbering to anyone, but I broke and told Mal a week later because the whole ordeal was making me feel terrible and I needed to tell someone...

My Virgo friend that had moved away (I think I called her T lol) was in town over the weekend and Mal and I was with her, and since she doesn't go to my school anymore, I thought it would be ok to tell her about it.

She suggested that I tell someone about it right away, like a teacher or the police or something. And I knew that if I told a grown up about it, his life would be destroyed because I've got proof, he'd be fired, and he'd probably be arrested.

But I kept telling her that I didn't wanna tell anyone about him until he's actually done something bad, and T said something like "isn't it better to tell someone BEFORE he does something?"

And I started thinking... That's when I asked you guys about the muting people thing...

Earlier today I had sent him a message on Messenger, asking him if he read my books anymore (to see if it was safe to write about him lol), and he said that he hadn't been into wattpad for months. I told him that we had been talking on wattpad, and he said that it wasn't him...

I was freaked out and sent AadieB a message, but it wouldn't send, so I went to his user and it said it had been deleted.

I went back on Messenger and told him about it, and he said that he had logged in right then and deleted it since the username had been changed and stuff. As kind of a test, I asked him if I should tell anyone about this, and he said that it was probably best if I didn't...

So I'm really just thinking that he got cold feet and regretted telling me, and is trying to cover his footprints and get rid of the evidence...

Now I just feel like an idiot because all my friends warned me, my ex warned me, and I should've listened...

And now I'm just shaking and I don't know what to do anymore and I think I should tell the teachers or something about this tomorrow...

I told you guys it was a long story :p