I can say really f**ked up things with a completely straight face like it's completely normal, and people have confirmed that my eyes get darker when I do my psycho grin and go into crazy mode, I think such disturbing thoughts and say such disturbing things that I honestly scare myself a little

Like, earlier today, I tried to cover my friend's mouth to stop her from saying something and ended up strangling her a bit, and she looked at me afterwards and was like, "you could've killed me!" and I literally grinned back and said, "good"

I don't think people realize how much of a psychopath I actually am lol