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Ok so..I might tell me little life, my sad life, some life, so so life

So, when I got this phone(yes,I'm using a phone) and I was enjoying it but kinda not really attention to work and cleaning. It happened like 3 or 2 or 1 year ago

A few months later on that kinda of year(not this year), my mom noticed that I was talking to people and she took my phone away and I was really sad and started to hate her(that's why I don't celebrate mothers day)

When that happened, I decided I wanted to cut myself, when I went to the kitchen and gotten a knife, I was almost going to cut myself until one of my family members stopped me.

A few days, or weeks or months, I went to a police station so my mom can tell the police why an I acting like this and a minute later, then he took me to a hospital(that can help me or something) and I was stayed there for 3 days until I came back and tell them what happened while I was gone and why are they here is that my mom Questioned why did I went there.
(She was mad tho btw)(and it wasn't so bad and I saw someone I know from school too until his day is gone and left the place and I met others that have probloms too)
I still didn't get my phone that day still until I finally got it by sneaking and my mom doesn't care sense she forgets sometimes.

I finally got my phone back and try not to let her know that I'm talking to you guys and I am trying to lie to her and it worked.

A year for now on, I go some places that mom can take me to help me sense she just wants to let me to get some help like therapy and I did have it while in summer and in school days.

I was done with therapy and go one with life until I have some probloms about my thoughts and feelings and it's gone worst and my family is just still the worst.

When these things happen, I started to meet you guys but I was to scared to say something.

And few years or months for now on like this year, I started to get a hang of it until I met and get use to discord until I was dating someone from amino and then discord but not anymore and I noticed that it's a person that is no good so I rather just forget about him until I still remember but I get rid of him and rather not talk to him.

Then I got someone else and we were dating for months until he, or should I say she, was now treating me like a daughter than a lover and dating someone so I decided to break up with her and go find someone else and I did already before that happened. (until she just started to say that KivaEspeon is jist using me and I don't believe it and she was saying that she won't stay single and about the 2 girlfriend thing and I feel stupid but I deleted it and it was from my server discord)(when we were start talking again something happened and something weird happen and I still hate her but I love my(and hers but no) daughter from Instagram.

It was someone I help and i became an alpha to her and for weeks or months, she told her feelings about to me until I loved her back and we are lovers (and she was KivaEspeon )(not in real life but in here)

I have a good time around but still have a bad day.

I help people feel better but sometimes, it may not work and I feel useless and not good enough to help others but I try not to listen to it but I started to listen to it and it made me feel terrible.

I heard someone that needed help and I was there person that makes them happy (and it's springfoxyki123 )

She is having a hard time with her family and her life time and I was trying to help her and understand but it just kinda never works and it still happens to her.
I was feeling sad and terrible for her and I want you guys to support her amd follow her.

I try to help storm when the part of the can't fix what's already broken and I tried to help her and it never works and I was feeling stupid and an idiot and she doesn't believe that and I rather not listen and just keep saying these things

And I try to help others but a little and I kept trying until I give up easily and feel like I'm not better, like when I try to make them happy, it never works but works on others and it's unfair and stupid.....

I just wanted to be happy but thank you all for reading all of this, if you did read it all of this.

I send the picture because it was from storm and wanted to post it here to give some help so that I can feel useful for now.

Thank you all for this, I appreciate it now goodbye and have a good day.