Okay...so

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I'm not leaving...

But I have news..

I just need some time and I don't want to be upset and I don't want my lovers to be upset also. When it's my fault or say it's my fault, it's my fault... Even something happened that I didnt do anything and blame me but no one else.

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I'll take it as something that it means really mean.

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And I just wanted to have a good time. With friends. With my 2 lovers.. and my family..but it will never happen..

..This is my suffering now...caused by me...

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Not leaving but see ya...