id like to bring it to ur atenchen that i am infact autsisick and therfore strugle with lots of things

autistick children get treated like trash

i am sik of seeing my people getting abused for who they are

pls share this with woever you can

becose iv had enogh

my shcool treats me like im a toy like they can expect me to do things i cant they pile presshuer up on me then after they have piled up enogh i express my pain at home my family have been ataked by me in the past becose of how my shcool treests me

but they dont even realise they do it

my family try there best to understand but they just cant

and i dont want to hurt them but its out of my controll i hold it back all day evry day then take it out on them

and i feer that if it contiunes this way somones gonna get hurt badly

no one will understand this so just listen

my hole life i have suffered beocse i was refused the help i needed

my hole life i have been bloked from beeng a human

they treat me like im not even there

there are things we need to survive

and its not our fault we need them

we get piked on and we then take evry blow twice as hard as a 'normall' person

iv foght dislexya with no help from my shcool ony help from my family

iv foght hiper acuses with ony help from my freinds

iv foght dqd on my own

thos three no longer bother me as mutch

but autusum cant go away it is who i am

and its mind controling

last year i was in my bed crying after a hard day

and i sat up and i jeunely planned on oing to the kitchen for a knife

BECOSE OF SHCOOL

i dont want to get to that pain agen

joing whattpad and meeting all of you has realy helped with my mental heath

but the thig is i hide

no one in real life knows i allmost did that

and i can only imagen what theyd thinck to see me on the floor knife in hand blood on my neck

no one in real life knowes that i cry myself to sleep at night

but they also dont know that the joy i have been experancing from talking to yall makes them seem like ignorent little brats

however that joy is what i live on so thanck you <3

i get realy triggerd by intrupsopns they case me pain

but that dosent stop my dad from inteupting me

he doent even try to understand

and alloth my mum dus she just cant

my brother facses simeler problems and somehow they understand his needs more then mine

depite the fact they have only knowen about his disabilaty (ADHD) for a month and its not even confurmed yet

what im saying is it suks to be autistik

so if you ever meet an autiskik person dont expect them to know what they need

give them coices make it seem clare theat you arent going to hurt them and make it claer that they are aloud to talck

and lots of people use a baby voice to talck to us

dont

its painfull allright

we are just as develpoed as you we just act slightly difrent ok

even people on the high end of the spectrum

i hope you listen to my advice and stop hurting autistik people without realising it

and i hope my story has helped you see from our perspective