You know what I don't understand about drawing? How when I want to draw something it turns out looking like this trash:

But when I don't feel like drawing it looks like this:

Like what the quiznack! Do you see that detail? How does that even work? I want to draw and all the details and shading disappear. Then BAM! the details and shading show up when I don't even try.

Anyone else had the same thing happen to them?