Give Me A Chance
Hanging down the bridge holding its reeling, striving to live as much as she wanted to die.
Yn : " HELP! PLEASE SAVE ME!!"
Screaming at top of her lungs wanting someone to save her. Her grip around the reeling started loosening. Soon enough a couple passing by Han river, enjoying their date hear someone screaming and run to that area. Seeing a girl hanging down the guy instantly lean down holding her hand and pulls her up.
Boy : "be careful"
He carefully pulled her up holding her tightly where as the girl put her jacket around her, as yn seemed to be shaking badly while her body was turning blue and tears started to dry on her cheeks.
The girl instantly pulled her in a hug where as her boyfriend seemed to run away somewhere to bring his car.
Girl : " why?.... Why were you doing that!? You are not supposed to take your life like this."
Yn just kept crying not believing a stranger was this worried for her.
Girl : "hey hey, it's alright hmm. Everything is fine. As long as you live, everything will be fine."
She helped her get up and takes her to car which his boyfriend brought and they both helped her sit in and get warm.
Girl : " why did you do that?"
Yn :" you both look so happy, are you in relation? "
Girl :" yess, he is my boyfriend"
Yn : " how...... Long has it been?"
Girl : " 5 years, we are getting married next week....... Why... Do you ask?"
Both were quite confused. This girl was going to die some moments ago and now she was smiling while closing her eyes and some tears stream down her cheeks.
Girl : " hey hey.... What is it? Tell us.... We will hear it. You are not alone hmm "
She looked at both of them almost not believing in any of this. How can a stranger be this good to her where as a person who she knew for 20 years did that to her.
Yn :" why, why do you care?, when the guy who broke my 20 year trust than why do you care. You don't even know me"
They both looked at each other by the mention of 20 years. Surely it was quite shocking plus they realized why she was this hurt. Broken trust is the hardest to get over.
Yn chuckled sarcastically seeing their reaction but the guy took her hand and smiled cheerfully.
Guy : "yoo you look like in your early 20's right? Cmon you are talking like you are an old women who won't get someone again."
Yn : " I don't want someone else. I want... I want...."
Guy : " him?...... Look at me and say once you want him back who broke your trust "
Yn :" ......"
Guy :" Exactly. I don't know the reason. But you know I can tell one thing, after breaking you he won't live in peace either. How about instead of showing him that he really broke you, you find someone else.... Someone who you really deserve and become the happiest person ever to exist"
Girl : " He is right. Prove him wrong. Prove him you can live without him. Prove him someone else can keep you happier than him."
Yn : " He...... He left me cause he engaged someone richer than me. "
Guy :" then you should know better what you should be doing to satisfy yourself. Just don't torture yourself for someone who don't deserve it. "
He smiled sincerely when he felt her getting calmed and sequeesed her hand gently where as she brought her in to a hug again comforting her telling her she is never alone and that was when she realized, life never comes to an end. Still good people exist in this world. Everyone just needs to go on with time and it will take your pain away with it. Clouds will float and sun will give you its warmth again.
Yn : " you both must know one thing. No matter what happens in life,dont let go of each other. You two are angels."
Girl : chuckles * " thanks I may say?"
Yn : " what are your names?"
Namjoon : " I am Kim Namjoon and she is Sana"
Sana : "and you are invited on our wedding and I better see you all happy and lively."
Yn : "I am park Yn and surely I will come."
They both continued their talking and yn felt much better. Staying in positive company make you feel positive and lively. People should think hundreds of times before choosing their company. Instead of feeling scared, if the company is bad it's better they leave before things go worst.
They all had coffee where as yn felt bad that she ruined their date but they told her, their date became more better after saving someone's life.
*****
Sitting under the shield of stars, they seemed to be shining brightly. Freezing cold wind of the winter sending goosebumps across her body. Glooming alone under the deep footsteps, she stared at the bright moon. That shining white light seemed to be a frozen sun, just like the people on earth. Everything turned colourless just like the winter itself. Her eyes roamed around the cold sky that was hovering above her, finding answers but she could get none. Just like she held a blank book before the day of exam.
Spring..... It seemed so far away. All she could hear was her sighs that came out in the shape of frozen tears. Her castle of dreams that fell apart, she could see it ended in tears. Abondoned dreams, she could see them all scattered on the occen and waves floating them far away within them.
She was lost and searched for a reason. If it's really the start of the winter then where is the end. Where is the spring she craves for. She is in need of?
She remembered each and everything that couple told her. She felt so warm and protected knowing good people still exist and this world just need to treasure those gems.
The only reason she didn't jumped off the bridge was The second she was going to jump she remembered the words said by her ex's fiance
"you see, my fiance is not interested in low class people like you, how about you go and find yourself someone if your status"
She started laughing, not knowing what was happening to her she laughed out loud.Broken trust yeah?.... Yeah, right.... That's how it feels like. When you put your whole trust in one person then you deserve to feel the shittiest and that's what she was feeling at the moment.
Remembering each and every promise made by her EX, remembering each and every beautiful moment spent with her Ex. It all seemed so funny to her yet so painful. How can someone change over a night. Can money make you this blind to erase your whole past? How much you can go greedy over money.
Crying and laughing at the same time she called herself crazy. Crazy for putting her whole life around one person. No matter how much precious a person is to you, you can never promise when life decides to play, in other words when it decides to fix things for you. The thing you were supposed to do but you failed so life does it on your part.
She stopped when she heard some steps getting near her and in a flash of light she was in someone's warm and protected embrace. Slowly her laughs changed in to low sobs knowing it's the only person who have keys to her apartment.
Tae : " stay"
Closing her eyes she knew she is safe now. You are not alone anymore, This world have shown enough colors, now let me show you the real colors. Why did I met you....here....in this winter day? I was created by the blood you shed this harsh winter. I was created for a reason and it's my time to finally take my position. Let me take you to another side of this cold hovering. Let me bring you to the warm spring that was once like you.
Pulling back looking in his eyes finding the warmth still there that was always there for her.
Tae : " let me hold you. Let me take care of you. Let me show you what you deserve"
Tae : "Give me a chance"
Her eyes teared up again and without thinking anything she threw herself on him and kissed him where as he kissed her back holding her protected in his warm embrace.
Yess I am hurting, I am hurting inside.I am so scared to love someone again. I fear trusting once again. But I won't reject your love anymore. Remembering a week ago when she read his diary, she felt her heart ripping inside by the amount of pain she gave him. Life is so fair, she reject one's love and today life rejected her own lover on her..... Wrong, life showed her whom she truly deserve. Some people decide to blame and some take it as a lesson and move on. After all it's in your hands how much smart you are.
Tae : " promises are meant to be broken and I am never promising you anything. I am just writing a letter with my blood that if there has to come one day when I decide to be cold towards you, I must die a day before that"
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I know it's short but I really worked hard on the last part. Please understand. Thank you - AUTHOR NIM
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