[taejoon] [angst] [2.4k words]

— where taehyung just wants to be happy with his boyfriend, namjoon —

warnings : short taehyung, curse words

LOST - PART 1

kim namjoon.

what can i say, an extra ordinary boy with such a big future ahead of him.
he could go a long way with happiness and love in his life.
only if he followed his heart.

just at the tender age of five, everyone adored and envied the young mind.
brilliance and only brilliance escapes his lips.
he was never loud or outspoken, only polite and very friendly.

going on to the age of twelve, the boy had already won a kid genius award.
the world knew about this young boy from korea with an outstanding mind.
his parents were just so utterly proud and so was he, at least that's what he thinks.

into the age of twenty one, where all parents believed that kids at that age should be let out into the world and to roam free.
well, not namjoon's parents, they made him stay with him.
the latter obeyed and studied harder and got into the prestigious seoul university.

he worked his butt off and he graduated at the top of his class as a world renowned psychologist.
as the valedictorian, he gave a beautifully inspirational speech that captivated the hearts and minds of many.
soon, his parents had told him to have a clinic, to help others.

and so he did.

at the age of twenty two, namjoon had successfully opened his own clinic.
many come to visit, from all over the world, believing in the genius.

never has namjoon gone against his parents words.
the most obedient child there could be.

namjoon was happy, his parents were and nothing could break that bond.

except for one thing, his boyfriend.

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the adorable fluffy ball, that manages to capture the heart of the genius.
clearly the opposite of namjoon but still very intelligent.
a complete extrovert, the boy is very outspoken and loud.

but still very kind and would always put others before him.
kim taehyung, oh how beautiful his name was to namjoon.
his cute blush and short height that namjoon just loved.

just one problem, his parents are fucking homophobes.
they despise people who like the same gender.
the couple had been dating for about six months in secret.

"there's a visitor for you sir." namjoon's assistant says as she knocks on his door.

"send them in." namjoon sighs, just wanting the day to be over so he could meet his beloved boyfriend.

just as the thought came, he came in too.
the ball of sunshine in namjoon's stressful life emerged with a bright smile.
jumping on namjoon's lap, tae pecks namjoon's soft lips.

"hi joonie." tae smiles.

"hey princess. how was work?" namjoon asks as he runs his fingers through tae's soft hair.

"it was absolutely fantastic. we had so many customers today!" tae exclaimed.

tae, who loved people, opened a cafe of his own.
doing so well, he even opened up two more branches.
namjoon was super proud of him.

"that's great." namjoon smiles.

a knock at the door brings the couple out of their own little world.
namjoon sighs heavily and in annoyance.
tae smiles and shakes his head, he pecks namjoon softly before getting out of his lap.

"come in."

"sir, your six o'clock appointment is here." his assistant, ms liana, informs the purple haired, stressed up male.

"right, i'll be right there liana. thank you." he manages to give liana a small smile before she closed the door.

namjoon sighs heavily and sinks into his chair.
this worried tae, a lot.
the pink haired male walks over and cups his boyfriend's cheeks.

"what's wrong joonie?" tae asks.

"just tired baby." namjoon replies.

"i'll leave you to finish up. i love you joonie. see you tomorrow." tae kisses namjoon's lips one last time before skipping class it the door.

namjoon smiles a little and walks towards the door.
he welcomes his client and they immediately start to converse.

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"just in time for dinner, change and come have dinner honey." namjoon's mother says as she hugs her precious son.

"yes mother."

changing out of his stuffie clothes, namjoon puts on some grey sweatpants and a simple light blue shirt.
felling much more comfortable, the latter returns to the dining area.
silence engulfs the family of three as they have their dinner.

"joon?" his father breaks the silence.

"yes father?"

"it's time you bring home a special someone." his father says, a little smile plays on his lips.

namjoon's mother laughs softly as namjoon smiles.

"and someone, i mean a beautiful girl."

"right." namjoon's face immediately falls.

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namjoon groans when he hears his phone making noises indicating that he's being texted.
waking up, he grabs his phone and immediately smiles.

idiots to the max 💙

gguk
good morning hyungs!

jiminie
morning (:

jinnie hyung
morning my babies 💖

hopie
GOOD MORNING
THE SUN IS SO BEAUTIFUL :D

yoongs
shut the fuck up.
let me sleep.

me
morning guys

my princess 💓
good morning my favourite humans (:

jiminie
aw tae, i knew i was your fav

jinnie hyung
no, it's me, right tae baby?

yoongs
obvi it's me 🙄

hopie
ITS ME

gguk
nah me

me
it's me

my princess 💓
you guys are so cute!
anyways, do you guys wanna meet up?

gguk
yea sure, where?

my princess 💓
um the ice cream parlour?

yoongs
*groans*
it's always there!
and fuck, you always eat the most
ice cream but never gain weight.
how the fuck does that work?

jinnie hyung
LANGUAGE!
there are innocent babies here!

hopie
gotta agree with yoongs on the
not gaining weight thing
tae is like unable to gain weight
or something.

me
true

hopie
MAYBE HE IS A WARLOCK

my princess 💓
oml you guys are hilarious 😂
so...ice cream parlour?
at 11?

yoongs
yea sure

gguk
kay

jiminie
alright

hopie
IM EXCITED MR WARLOCK

jinnie hyung
sure

me
okay

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"mother, father, i'm going out with some friends." namjoon informs his parents.

they nod and namjoon leaves quietly, not forgetting to drop by his boyfriend's apartment.
the smaller latter skips into the car wearing namjoon's sweater and some skinny jeans.
reading the parlour, they find all their friends already there.

"hey guys!" tae smiles brightly.

everyone coos at the adorable human that is tae.
namjoon chuckles and waves at the boys.
a waiter arrives at the table and begins to take down their orders.

"strawberry swirl please." tae smiles sweetly.

"one vanilla." yoongi says.

"make that two." jin adds

"one chocolate." jeongguk smiles.

"one mint chocolate."namjoon says.

"cotton candy." jimin points to the menu.

"cotton candy, with sprinkles and chocolate sauce." hoseok claps his hands.

the waiter nods and scurries off to get their orders.
in the meantime, the group begins to talk about the most random things ever.

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after their nice get together, namjoon and tae decide to take a simple stroll around the street.
hands tightly intertwined, the walk with each other in happiness.

"tae?"

"yes joonie?" tae replies.

"i w-would l-like you to m-meet my p-parents." namjoon stutters.

tae gasps and stops walking.
he stares at namjoon in the eyes and smiles.

"really hyung?"

"yeah, i've decided." namjoon says.

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the day where namjoon introduces tae to his parents arrives.
and, holy fuck, he is nervous.
he doesn't know how is going to go, he's so nervous but is going to do his best.

a knock at the door brings namjoon out of his world.
he scurried to the door and smiles at the person.
tae shows off his beautiful boxy smile.

"hi joonie." tae smiles.

"hi tae, come it." namjoon had to suppress the urge to kiss tae's plumpy lips.

he leads his lover to the dining table where dinner had already been served.
namjoon's mother and father smiles at tae.

"why hello there. who might you be darling?" namjoon's mother asks.

tae smiles as he feels so comfortable with namjoon's mother.
her soft, calming motherly tone brings tae back to his childhood.
his father was no different, he wore a welcoming smile.

"hello mr and mrs kim. i'm kim taehyung." tae giggles as they have the same surname.

"how precious." namjoon's mother smiles.

"please, have a seat." namjoon's father inputs and the family, along with tae, sit down around the beautiful dining table.

tae scans the food on the table and my was his mouth watering.
korean fried chicken, bibimbap, bulgogi and so much more.
the pink haired male's eyes sparkles with delight.

he serves himself a little of each dish.
sipping some water, he picks up his fork and starts to dig in.

"so taehyung, how old are you?" namjoon's father asks.

tae swallows and locks eyes with mr kim.

"i'm twenty two sir."

"no need to be so formal taehyung. any friend of namjoon is a family of ours." namjoon's mother smiles and tae freezes.

'friend'

tae composes himself and continues to eat silently.
he begins to feel uncomfortable but he soon finishes his meal.
so does everyone and they were just having a simple conversation at the table.

"what did you study taehyung?"

"business. i love business so much. and i've opened a cafe of my own." tae smiles.

namjoon's mother and father exchange looks of judgement.
tae gulps and looks down, fiddling with his fingers.
namjoon notices this and places his hand on tae's small hands.

"so joon honey, when are you bringing home you special one?" namjoon's father wiggles his eyes brows.

namjoon's laughs nervously and rubs the nape of his neck.
tae's eyes still fixated on his lap, negative thoughts running through his mind.

"actually mother, father, i wanted to talk to you about that. i already have someone, for six months actually." namjoon's says.

his parents gasp and big smiles stain their faces.
tae, having no confidence, still looks down.

"what's her name joon?"

"actually mother, father, it's a he. and his name is taehyung." namjoon's voices out.

his parents face immediately turns to one of disgust.
mr kim's face was bright red with anger and his wife's was no different.
he stands up furiously and walks to the living room.

tears begin to escape tae's eyes, already feeling afraid as ever.
namjoon, tae and mrs kim walk over to the living room to find mr kim standing there with a scowl on his face.

"i did not raise my son to date a fucking faggot." mr kim spits out.

everyone in the room gasps.
mr kim has never cursed before, he is a very calm mane, never mad.
but now, namjoon is so terrified, never once had he seen his father this mad.
but he was also boiling in anger.
his father had just called his princess and fucking faggot.

"he is not a faggot. i love him, why can't you see that." namjoon shouts, a few tears leak out.

mrs kim scoffs in annoyance and anger.

"that...thing...taught you to love?" mrs kim rolls her eyes.

tae was just breaking, his mind was racing with negativity.
his heart breaking at all the words and he believes in everything.
the small male notices how namjoon's parents were looking at him is disgust and that namjoon was doing his best to defend him.

"i'm not worth it." tae thinks.

a loud slap followed by a thud brings tae back to reality.
he gasps in shock when he sees namjoon on the floor with a red mark on his left cheek.
the latter looks up to mr kim, who had his hand out, looking at namjoon in annoyance.

"joon, pick, us and a comfortable life or that faggot and not our son anymore." his father spits out as he glares at tae making him feel smaller than he already is.

it's like time stopped for the entire house, everyone's gaze was on namjoon.
namjoon on the other hand was weeping inside, he didn't want to choose.
he knows that if he picks his parents, tae will not be his anymore.
but if he picks tae, his parents will disown him and make his life a living hell.

and so he picks.

"i p-pick you g-guys." namjoon stutters.

tae's heart shatters into pieces, he bites back a sob as tears seem to endlessly flow down his cheeks.
his eyes already red from all the crying and the voices in his mind crackling at him.
the small male nods in pain and swiftly walks out the door leaving namjoon's broken heart and his fucking proud parents.

tae runs home, his legs wobbly and his lips letting out loud sobs.
soon, he has no energy to run, the young pinkette falls to his knees.
he cries his heart out on the sidewalk, ignoring his surroundings and that the sun had set.

soon, he settles down, and he scans where he was.
he walks when he doesn't recognise anything.
shakily grabbing his phone, tae scrolls through his contacts.

he presses on one of the contacts and waits for the reply.
tae does his best to stop himself from sobbing.

hey tae!

m-mi-m-minnie

tae stutters horribly as his heart breaks even more remembering the events.
jimin knows that there's something wrong, tae never stutters, nor does he ever cry.
just as he was about to ask, tae let's out horrible heartbreaking sobs.

o-oh my, tae?
what's wrong?
where are you?

i-i-i d-d-do-don't k-know
n-near j-j-jo-joonie' h-h-house
t-take m-me h-h-home minnie
p-please.

jimin gaps as he hears tae crying and his voice straining.

i'm coming tae
i'll be there in five minutes
stay where you are

he puts the phone down and jimin rushes to his car.
he speeds off into the direction of namjoon's house.
he continues down the road until he sees a small figure on the sidewalk, crying.

he parks his car and runs to the small figure.
jimin engulfs his best friend in a warm hug and allows tae to cry in his chest.
tae let's it all out, all his cries and wails.

🙈🙉🙊

hey lovelies!
thank you so much for reading!
please don't kill me, this is the first part.
i'll be posting the second part, soon.
kay bye my angels ~ ❤️

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