[taekook] [angst] [2.7k words]

— where taehyung and his boyfriend, jeongguk, breaks up —

warnings : maknae taehyung, taller jeongguk, curse words, SLIGHT smut, cross dressing

BROKEN UP - PART 1

the petite blond haired male could feel tears roll down his soft, tan cheeks.
his eyes already misty but still focused on whatever it was he's looking at.

delicate tears runs down his face as he feels thumbs wiping away the salty liquid in his cheeks.

"don't cry baby, he's not worth your tears." jimin whispers, gently caressing the younger's soft cheeks that's now stained with tears.

hoseok nods, pushing tae's hair away from his his eyes, the soft blond locks falling beautifully, caging his amazingly sculpted face.

tae's gaze changes to his thin, tiny fingers that's covered with an oversized sweater that practically drapes over him like a blanket.
his fingers fiddling on his lap, refusing to touch his salad that he had brought for lunch.

[a/n : the black framed ones ^]

"eat baby, taebear please?" the red head pleads, clutching the boy's shaky hands lightly.

it's currently lunch and the best friend trio we're currently under a large oak tree in the courtyard of the university.

after experiencing a break up two days ago, his heart broke into pieces as his mind now doesn't know what to do to cope with heartbreak because this was his first love.

but i guess not for jeongguk.
just metres away from the trio, tae spotted his ex boyfriend, sporting a simple white shirt with a varsity jacket and some skinny jeans.

the boy still had his raven hair that's parted to the side, tae loved the look on him.
[a/n : like in fake love era]
eyes still a warm yet piercing deep brown with his lips full and looks glossed up.

the blond wanted to cry, run into his warm, safe arms and snuggle into his neck to bask in the magnificent scent of pine and a specific expensive cologne that only the popular jock loves.

but right now, he can't do that.
the tall ravenette was conversing with a pretty girl, about tae's height with soft auburn hair.

to tae it seemed like flirting because the way jeongguk places his hand on her waist and how she leans into his touch whilst blushing was a big hint.

unknowingly, a tear makes its way down his soft cheek as he eyes the duo.
it's seems as though jeongguk could feel his gaze on him because he looks over, locking eyes with the younger blond.

it's as if time froze as the duo stared at each other for quite some time.
jeongguk studying the younger's teary chocolate orbs along with his puffy eyes hiding behind those pretty glasses, rosy cheeks and pouting lips.

tae looks into jeongguk eyes that seem to bore into his own, piercing into his delicate soul.
the latter then smirks at tae, his eyes now holding a hit of playfulness before turning back to the girl, park chaeyoung and pecking her cheek gently.

"that fucker." jimin mutters angrily, watching the silent yet infuriating exchange between tae and jeongguk.

he immediately stands up, stomping over to jeongguk with fury in his eyes.

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"yah! jeon fucking jeongguk!" jimin, the popular orange haired jock shouts.

the entire courtyard stares at jimin as he approaches a smirking jeongguk and a blushing yet confused chaeyoung.

"if you wanna move on, then fucking go away from my taehyung. quit oogling at chaeyoung and then smirk at my baby. fuck off and stay away." jimin growls, everyone was surprised at how angry the boy was.

jimin is known to be a sweetheart, kind, and the eye-smile that captivates everyone's attention making them smile.

jeongguk rolls his eyes, glancing behind jimin at the small blond head who looked so broken.
his could feel a pang in his heart as he actually, carefully stares at the beautiful boy.

"stop looking! ugh! i'm so done with you. fucking jackass." jimin mutters, loudly on purpose before walking back to the tree.

jeongguk silently watches how delicately jimin and hoseok bring tae up to his feet.
they then walk back into the building, with tae in the middle of the taller duo.
the boy's flowy white skirt making him look like he was floating.

[a/n : rosè younger than jeongguk]

the ravenette didn't know what he was feeling at this moment, confusion fills him.
he could've sworn that he fell out of love for the beautiful younger a few weeks before he officially broke up with him.

"oppa!" a voice shouts in annoyance.

"what?" jeongguk snaps.

"pay attention to me ~" chaeyoung whines, pouting her lips and stomping her feet.

but for some unknown reason, jeongguk found it utterly hideous, comparing her action to one which tae had done many, many times.
[a/n : no offence to rosè >///< love her]

the only thing playing in his mind was the memories of tae wearing his shirts that were way too big for the younger and shorts whilst pouting and stomping his small feet.

the fond memories of the blond brings a smile onto jeongguk's face which then turns into a frown due to him being confused.

"so...saturday?" chaeyoung licks her lips, staring up into jeongguk's eyes.

"no." the male answers coldly before leaving the girl shocked and walking into the building for his next class.

his next class was maths, so was tae's.

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he's been staring at the blond in the oversized sweater who has not taken his eyes off the board and the teacher.

the advantage of sitting a the back of the class is that you can just look around, unless...

"attention over here mr jeon, not at taehyung." the teacher, mr park, says sternly.

tae gets the shock of his life, straightening up in his seat, still not turning around but his cheeks now red and his mouth parted.

'why would stare at me?' tae thinks.

the entire class wore puzzled faces.
why would jeongguk, the popular jock, stare at tae, the ethereal nerd and his ex.

the ravenette grunts in annoyance that the teacher had actually called him out in front of the entire class, especially tae.

"class dismissed. remember, there's a test tomorrow." mr park warns before chasing the students out for dismissal.

jeongguk stands up and shoves his books into his backpack, slinging it behind him.
the class was already empty leaving just him and the small framed blond.

"aren't you gonna leave?" jeongguk asks, voice coming out so concerned that tae could feel his cheeks turning a bright red.

tae looks up from his notebook, that's filled with messy notes and workings, to come face to face with the beautifully sculpted jeongguk.
he adjusts his glasses that sits on the bright of his nose, pushing it into the proper place.

"u-um y-y-yes. i j-just need t-to f-finish up my n-notes." tae squeaks, hating that he loves how jeongguk has spoken to him.

a small smile carves itself onto jeongguk's lips, his heart melting at the adorable stuttering of the younger.

"you're fine, let's go." jeongguk says, confusion filling him up to the brim as to why he's being so casual with his pretty ex.

"y-you can g-go first. don't w-worry a-about me." the blond stutters in nervousness.

jeongguk sighs, huffing loudly as his heart beats sadly in rejection which is something that he's confused with so so much.

he knows he fell out of love for the younger, he knows he didn't look at the pretty blond the same way as he did when they first started dating, he knows his heart.

but right now, he doesn't.

"you're s-still here?" a soft, sweet voice brings him out of his thoughts when he finally notices that tae was standing in front of him as he was seated on a chair in the class.

"e-erm yea. l-let's go." jeongguk curses himself for stuttering and blushing lightly.

'why am i like this?' the boy wonders.

tae pulls his hoodie up, covering his soft blond locks as he walks in, awkward, silence beside the taller ravenette who just happens to be his ex who broke his heart.

the boy fiddles with his sweater paws feeling all sorts of nervousness and unsureness.
not knowing what to say that boy just decides to scan the beautiful surroundings as the duo walk towards the dorms.

jeongguk looks over to the shorter who's beside him, a small smile present on his lips.
being deep in thought, he still isn't sure if he was lying to himself before about falling out or love or if he's falling in love with tae again.

the ravenette could smell the lovely smell of strawberries and lavender, two of tae's favourite scents fills his surroundings.
he also loved how tae likes to mix his two favourite scents with a hint of charcoal.

a mystic smell of you ask him.

"looks l-like y-you have a v-visitor." tae whispers, his voice infused with pain and his heart twisting in the feeling of hurt.

jeongguk snaps out of his thoughts and looks up to his dorm room doors find her.
park chaeyoung, a pretty auburn haired female with an innocent face and a sweet voice.

before jeongguk could process anything, tae had already left his side and slipped into his own dorm that's right beside jeongguk's.

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"i c-can't help i-it!" tae screams in frustration, his hands tugging at his lushes locks harshly.

changed into a simple shirt with really short shorts, his best friends had decided to come over since tae shares a room with some purple haired male named namjoon.

he's always in the library or with his boyfriend canoodling somewhere but yet he's one of the top students along with tae.

"well you need to! he's toxic for you and clearly he doesn't care about you if he did that jerk move at lunch earlier." jimin growls lowly.

the orange head was clearly annoyed at the fact that tae had spoke to jeongguk, but the worst is that he still loves he ravenette.

"baby, i don't know what his intentions are but if you wanna be friends with him, it's fine. just be careful please taebear." hoseok says, more held together than jimin.

"o-o-okay. t-t-thank you h-hobi. and y-you too minnie." tae giggles softly.

"get out! my heart already belongs to someone else." a voice could be heard, strong and annoyed but with a hint of consideration.

"fine! but don't come crawling back to me when you little lover doesn't reciprocate your  stupid puppy love." a voice, of a girl, screams loudly in annoyance.

the trio in tae's room had gotten quiet, listening to the fight going on in the room next door, jeongguk's room.

the loud sound of the door opening and slamming close, heels going pass tae's door before going quiet again.

"wow." hoseok breaths out.

"i wonder who he likes." jimin whispers, noticing tae's face that goes blank.

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stepping out of his dorm, the blond ruffles his hair and closes the door softly.
wearing a pair of shorts, he pairs it with a large white shirt that belongs to jeongguk.
the top going down to this thighs, almost covering his shorts.

loving the scent of the shirt, the boy's eyes begin to get teary but he quickly wipes them.
the sun was setting, beautiful orange and yellow with hues of pink fills the sky.

tae makes his way over to the back of the university where there's a lake with large trees surrounding the area finishing off with a cute gazebo and a boardwalk towards the lake.

a small smile fills his face when he arrives at his comfort place, well, his and jeongguk's.
the boy walks over to the gazebo, sitting down with his feet dangling over the edge.

the calm waters of the lake sends feelings of tranquility and peace through his body.
feeing completely at ease, the boy's mind travels to a certain ravenette.

he closes his eyes, leaning his left side onto a pillar of the gazebo as memories of him and jeongguk's dating times play in his mind.

"tae?" he flutter his doe eyes open before whipping his head to the back, heart beating fast in anticipation of who might come.

"o-oh h-hi." tae whispers, looking away and out into the open lake before him.

jeongguk sighs softly, feeling a pang of hurt in his chest from getting ignored by his love.

'my love?' jeongguk questions.

the duo sit in comfortable yet uncomfortable silence, not knowing what to say to each other after not talking since their break up.

"h-how are you tae?" jeongguk curses himself for staring a conversation with such a stupid question.

the blond shrugs, still not looking.
he looks up and stands up, jeongguk smiles a little when he sees that tae's wearing one of his casual white shirts.

"i'll g-get g-going." tae stutters.

"no, stay. please." jeongguk takes ahold of tae's fragile wrist, pleading for him to stay.

"w-why?" tae questions, confused as to why jeongguk would want him to stay.

"we need to talk. we haven't spoken about anything since, well, we b-broke up." jeongguk says softly, feeling the need to pull tae into his chest and hug him tightly, to pepper him with kisses and to beg for forgiveness.

"what's t-there to talk about? y-you broken up w-with me because y-you fell out o-of love." tae explains, his heart clenching at his words and his eyes becoming glossy with tears.

"i k-know but i-i've been missing you lately. i really w-want to hug you tightly and k-kiss you. c-cuddle and have p-pillow fights. i m-miss you tae. i s-swear i don't k-know why o-or how i could f-fall out of l-love with such a beautiful creature like y-you." jeongguk stands up, cupping tae's soft cheeks.

stray tears escape jeongguk's eyes as he actually wants to knock his head against a wall wondering why he even broke up with the kind hearted, perfect human in front of him.

tears stream down tae's cheeks as he finds himself closing his eyes to absorb the words that had left jeongguk's lips.

"i-i d-don't know w-wh-what to say." tae whispers, opening his eyes to stare into jeongguk's that are surprisingly filled with love.

"give me another chance tae, please. i-i'll treat you s-so much better, i p-promise." jeongguk pleads, wiping tae's tears away with the pads of his thumbs gently.

tae lets out a soft whimper, his eyes filled with love for the older but at the same time filled with fear and unsureness.

"m-m'scared g-ggukie." tae answers honestly. "what a-about chaeyoung, w-what if you d-do break u-up with me and l-leave, what if-"

"i won't, i promise. chaeyoung just wants to sleep with m-me i swear tae. i won't make the same s-stupid mistake, i promise." jeongguk cuts the younger off, begging tae.

tae closes his eyes and sighs, he lifts up his hands and placed them on jeongguk's biggest ones that are cupping his cheeks.

the blond pulls jeongguk's hands away from his own cheeks, holding onto them tightly.
he intertwines their fingers together, a perfect fit, they smile looking down at their hands.

"p-promise?" tae looks up, his doe eyes behind his rounded glasses sparkling beautifully, his cheeks a flushed pink and his blond locks flowing excitedly with the rhythm of the wind.

with the pretty sky behind him paired with the calm lake and the surroundings, jeongguk's breath hitched at the breathtaking sight of the gorgeous younger and the scenery.

"i promise baby." jeongguk whispers, pulling tae closer to him.

the boy lets out soft giggles before pecking jeongguk's nose lightly, pulling away.
he smiles cheekily.

"you've got to redeem yourself gguk. m'not gonna take you back until i feel like you deserve me." tae crosses his arms and giggles escape his soft, luscious lips.

"of course my love. how?" jeongguk smiles, amused by the younger's actions.

"prove and show your love for me."

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m'so sorry for not updating ):
i've been really busy ;-;

i hope you like this.
second part will be coming soon.

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