She went straight back home and he didn’t stop her either. He had nothing to stop her for either. No excuse even if he wanted to, plus he thought it would be better if she rests a bit. While he himself went back to where he would go once in a while waiting for someone to come. Waiting for someone to come back to him but she won’t . As always he would just wait and wait till the sun will start rising again. A strong itching rose inside him to smoke a bit and relieve his stress but he didn’t .He just couldn’t. Not here where he killed his late lover. The one who mattered his world to him. He couldn’t do anything here which she never approved of . He felt sinful.  This was the only place where he would come and be in his real form. The person he was when he had her yet as soon as he steps foot out of the boundary he had gone back to the Kim Taehyung world knows, world fears.

He stayed there till the sun started rising again and turned around on the back of his heel to leave the place. It’s been three days he didn’t have any sleep but there was no sign of it taking over his body either. His body might be tired and felt like it would break apart any second but he was there...the most stubborn ever. The one who had never shown his weakness.

Taehyung:” Get out.” As he got in the car ordering it to his driver who didn’t take a second before moving out of the car leaving him alone. He felt his Trauma about to take over him. He knew the feeling. It started blurring his vision making his head feel like it was about to burst. He took out his medicine with a shaky hand biting on it, ignoring the shitty bitter taste before swallowing it down so it would work it’s way faster. He breathed heavily trying to keep his vision stable but he couldn’t. All the flashbacks of her started appearing in front of him from the very first day till the day he killed her.

Tae:” Mina…. Make It Stop!” A growl escaped his lips as he held his hair tightly in his fists. Each cell of his body was making him want to scream out so badly but he didn’t not when there were people outside the car and his weakness could be known. He might not be in clear senses at the moment but he has gone through this a lot to at least know that he is not supposed to be screaming.

Taehyung:” Mia…” HE took several minutes to calm himself down when the medicine started it’s work. His head stopped throbbing and he threw his head back on the seat breathing heavily. His whole body flushed red with veins popping out from almost every part of body, his temples, neck, arms, hands. Swallowing a harsh lump down his throat he realized how he called out for Mia instead of his late lover.

What are you doing to me?

…..

He called back his driver asking him to drive off. He was getting back in his senses to realize everything that happened back when they were on a mission. The person died itself, the lazer, the bomb, most of the gates opening itself. He knew who was behind it and this time he was not going to sit back like this anymore.

******

As she went back to her home she went straight to her room shutting the door behind her sliding against it. The burst out of emotions was too much for her to handle. She was tired of faking herself in front of others. She was tired of having to put a straight face. She was tired of having to hide her emotions. She wanted to cry and scream out so she did. Cried and screamed out all she could till she had no tear left to cry. Till she had no voice left to scream.

She held her necklace in her hand looking at her feeling sudden numbness taking over her after all the out burst of emotions. Why couldn’t the ground open and burry her within itself. Why couldn’t she take a moment to breathe in peace.Why there lives had to be so fucking messed up to make themm reach a point where they didn’t even know themselves anymore.

******

Taehyung entered back in the rotten old building remembering each part of it being here for a lot of times before. As composed as he looked, he was not. A storm was rising within him. Before he could process why he was feeling this angry he found himself in the room facing Jimin who was as always sitting on his chair.

Jimin had no fear or nervousness on his face yet Taehyung was far away then what he thought. He thought Tae might come to him and tell him how proud he is of him but the complete opposite of his imaginations somehow made a shiver of fear run down his spine but he knew Taehyung more than he was supposed to. At least he could tell there was nothing to be scared of… or maybe he thought.

Jimin:” No Hellos? “He said as he faced him back to his neutral playful expressions. The coldness long gone. He had to act cold before Taehyung otherwise he knew he wouldn’t be able to lie. “By the way I removed the wall You can hit me or even shoot me however you want.”

He said ever so simply as if he was not talking about his own death instead of asking Taehyung to bring him his favourite toy. Just as he said that Taehyung raised his gun directed straight at Jimin’s head. “ Give me one nice reason I shouldn’t pull the trigger”

Jimin:” can’t say about one. There are many reasons why you must pull the trigger.” And the biggest one was how much he made Taehyung suffer. That was true, if here, we are talking about Jimin he could have made a way and sent a message to taehyung that he was on his side but he didn’t. He made him believe he betrayed him knowing how much Taehyung hates that .

Taehyung :” Exactly” He pulled the safety ready to shoot. His eyes never once directed away from Jimin’s. The fire in his eyes was burning him way too much . Was it because of Jimin? Was it because Jimin made him believe he betrayed him? Was It because JImin lied ot him? Was it because of all the mess that happened few yesterday? Was it because he didn’t sleep for three nights and now he couldn’t think straight? Or was it because of Mia? If Jimin made a way to tell him the truth secretly he could focus more on Her problem? Or maybe he thought he could. He didn’t know he was going to regret it right? He did right as he was supposed to do for his business.

Jimin:” But there is something you won’t regret leaving me alive for.” There was a flash of seriousness lying behind his voice plus If He said it then there must be it and Taehyung knew it yet it was not enough for him to pull his gun down. His grip on the gun tightened when Jimin squealed in his chair and got up instantly walking up to Taehyung and hugged him like a koala ignoring the gun in his hand.

Jimin:’ Oh god you idiot you know how hard it was to act in front of you back then. Now put that gun down that is scarier than your face.”

Taehyung :” What the fuck.”He laughed and pulled back looking at him.” What your whole Empire couldn’t do anything in front of me. Now your ego is too high to praise me, that's another thing.” He snickered teasingly, enjoying the whole situation especially the fact Taehyung really seemed triggered.

Taehyung;” Is that an insult?”

Jimin:” I am just praising myself which you didn’t. Oh by the way did you really think that Yoongi whoever he is will break my laser wall.”

Taehyung:” He would have if he could.” He put his gun back in his pocket roughly pushing JImin’s hand off him who just laughed in response. Taehyung was never really a touchy person. Jimin also knew he was the only one who ever cling on to him and he doesn't say a word about it yet his annoyed expressions are something Jimin enjoys a lot.

They were not living a normal life. Here JImin couldn’t act mad or upset asking taehyung he should have had believed him. There was no place for such thing or emotion. The world they were living in and where they grew, it never had to start with having depths of trust on someone.

JImin:” you should’ve gone to sleep but if you are here let me tell you everything plus the news you left me alive for. You won’t find it pleasant though but you can't ignore it either.”