Okay, so I kinda might have gotten in trouble with my mom, so now she's taken my phone... oopsie.

Luckily, it has a password, so that's amazing... until she makes me tell her it...

But I can change it! Besides, it's got that cool little fingerprint dealy thing so no matter how odd and forgetful my password is, if I sneak onto my phone and make it random stuff, she can't get into it!

I love my genious plans sometimes

Anywho, just wanting to tell you... I won't be on for... probably a while. She says she's keeping it for a week...

I'm honestly REALLY scared you guys

If she discovers wattpad and every other thing I probably shouldn't have, I will literally be grounded for my entire life.

LIFE

ENTIRE LIFE

I also think she hates me.

We we're having dinner and I said something that I thought she'd try to help me with, but she literally just said, "Do you need someone to talk to?" And I had said no, right? Because I'm definintly not going crazy and talking to myself because nobody acknowledges my existence, right?

She just moved on talking with my little sister.

I'd obviously needed someone to talk to, but I don't think she cared one little bit.

I'm seriously thinking about seeing my school counselor...

And I know what your all gonna say: You think you've got it hard Ro, I have to talk with my school counselor because blah blah blah

But I honestly think I need some help.

I legit don't eat like I should, I talk to myself in a british accent, and I can not cry. No matter how hard I try, no matter what memories I try to remember, no tears ever fall.

Today was the closest I'd come to crying in months, and even then, it was only just watery eyes.

I know some of you are thinking that's not bad, but it's really bad for me.

So, to be completely honest, I'm not even myself here on wattpad.

If I were, I'd be constantly updating about how crappy my life is and how I ponder my own existence in the world.

Yeah, I'd be that person.

Not that that person is bad, I just really don't want to be seen like that is all...

I'm sorry for making you all read this and being super selfish and all...

I just need someone to talk to since nobody in my real life will actually pay me any attention

Yeah Blu, I'm looking at you.

You don't give a freaking frick about me when Kida's around.

Even when she's not around, your either going on about her and how much you absolutely adore her or how much you wish she adored you just as much as you do her

I'm honestly growing really tired of it.

How much you wanna bet she never reads this?

I am so so so so so so so sorry you guys, I shouldn't be burdening you all with my life problems...

Anywho, I love you all so much for reading this all (If you did...)

Again, I won't be on for a while possibly... 

By for now guys

}<3{~RM 

P.S. I couldn't do my normal heart since I'm on my computer...