•My Inspiration•

My inspiration..

If i had to be honest,

I'd say i dont exactly know who my inspiration is.

I say things out of manner.

Out of my head.

I just come up with random words and make them into a masterpiece.

Just like how i come up with songs.

But my inspiration could still be that specific someone.

But i want to doubt it.

But i can't.

He actually was my inspiration.

The one who guided me through the dark.

My lamp.

The shining first star i used to look up to.

Its his fault i was like this.

And i still blame my heart for choosing so randomly.

But at least it aint someone who i fall for just looks.

I fell for personallities.

And the same reason why i lost interest in him.

My inspiration could be from social media's.

Some books,

Different music,

Or like i said,

A specific someone.

Could be an artist,

A model,

An author,

Or.. your friends.

I dont care if he did this to me,

Not to be cocky but i think I deserve better in life.

As long as i have idea what to do then it's fine with me.

Because i have my inspiration,

He's my inspiration.