I keep wondering,
Does everyone feel as shitty as I do?
As swiftly as it could be,
I started to hate myself.
Hate myself for who I am,
for who I've become
and every single thing of mine.
You may think,
I'm just a crazy psycho
who just think deep into
mere petty things.
But for me...
those so - called petty things
keep scratching on my tender heart,
leaving me with self - dispute.
I just hope
I finally come across a day
when I can be satisfied with myself.