Vent thingy. I just really need to get this out because it's been making my heard swivel up in ways that just never go away. New wounds making me miss things I've never thought much about(I post solely on Ao3 nowadays, it's just that that website is fanfic-specific. Wattpad is more miscellaneous. And also it's one of the only things I can come back to and pretend that nothing's changed. :,] )…
I'm gonna take screenshots of when it's 14:14 (2:14 PM) on the 14th of a month for no reason and sometimes give it a description just because…
GUYS! THIS IS A FANFIC FROM 2019/2020. IT'S MOST RECENT UPDATE BEFORE I MADE AN END WAS MARCH 2020! I'm not proud of how this is written. But I'm proud of the end. I honestly think you could read just the end of this.JUST MAKING SURE YALL KNOW BEFORE PROGRESSING. BECAUSE THE CHAPTERS BEFORE END ARE NOT WELL WRITTENHigh School AUinspired off of me, a clueless 7th grader-Most of the time, I take the events from my life and put them into hereI write this in school, then put it over to Wattpad, all the chapters take me super long since I'm lazy as heck⚠️Warnings⚠️• Self harm• Self hatred• Depressive thoughts (isn't that self hatred?-)• Maybe suicidal thoughtsbtw I'm not doing anything about this story rn and writing oneshots instead so since I've changed a lot overtime this will probably have a massive timeskipHEYY UPDATE ON THE DESCRIPTION AFTER 18 MONTHS- I AM NOT FINISHING THIS ANYTIME SOON IT SUCKS DICK…
On the 4th of February, our musical group is going on a country wide medieval music contest.Most of the group doesn't talk to me, probably because of my mood swings, so I'll be talking about stuff related to it here.We arrive on Tuesday and come back on Sunday.7-9 hours in a train to the city, 7-9 hours in a train back-Everyday (Wednesday - Sunday) we have breakfast at 7 AM (I think, I barely remember the last year).Then, freetime, which means our instructor will probably plan something ;-;The lunch is around 1 PM and the dinner is around 6:30 PM.On Sunday, we get a breakfast, a small lunch for the travel and then we're out of there.Oh damn this description is long…
TW: possibly self harm ?, intrusive thoughs, depressive thoughs, generally stuff around that topicThis fic doesn't have a specific direction. As I am currently writing this thing, it is 5:15 AM on a saturday night (or sunday?) so I decided if I have any think-worthy thoughs, I might as well use them for something ^^ apologies if this gets messy…
I try to draw people but fail so I draw animals and dragonsthe only successful dragon drawings are night and light furies along with nightlights so prepare to see poorly made art here…
i post too much here…
a lot of swearing because most of these will definitely be written around 3-6 AM until the winter break (or another break if i continue) ends and i dont even re-read it before postingthis is just gonna be a bunch of rants either about probably being my pan ass and sitting here like 'hey gays we should probably stop doing this to get accepted more haha oh also i love women'also if i start abt anatomy it will be so longi dont mean to offend anyone in this and im sorry if it does…
random things that happen on my singleplayer server(-s)I also might post buildings here…