lower case intended//i always believed that my world was crashing and burning down, and i kept on staring until everything shattered to the ground. i always believed that i couldn't talk to anyone about what was going on my head.but, i am here now. this is what i feel; these are my emotions - open for the world to see.…
#1 in Teen Fiction Blaze Ryder is everything Alaska feared. He is eyes and embraces and fallings stars, chocolate and marshmallows, the fizz on soda on the tongue. He is wind and hands and lips on your hair; he is a hundred kisses to hide the bruises, the flowers of summer blooming together. Ink and paper, the smell of old books and cornered nooks. The teens standing together, so close that their shadows merge into one, and the blood dripping from her hands to the concrete floor. It's a chaotic love story, really.* * * "And you know, some people are good at love, and some of them are good at being in love. They are two different things. Being in love is the romantic part, sex all the time, midday naps in the sheets, the jokes, the laughs, the long conversations with no pauses, overwhelming thoughts, separation, and anxiety - just the best sides of two people.But love? Love begins when the excitement starts to fade away; the stress in life sets in, the sex becomes a chore; the tears, the sadness, the arguments come into the picture. The worst sides of these two people are shown. But you know, after all that, I would still want you in my life, and I know you would want me too. So I love you, and I'm not afraid of loving you," Alaska says into the phone, pouring her heart out.…
When Elissa was crumbling- tearing apart, Ashton never bothered to slow down. She was submerged in him, drowning and she was engulfed in all of him until she was nothing. Ashton broke her, without even realising it.Years later, he realised what he'd done; how much harm he'd caused. Now, he wanted to make amends. He loved her, he loved her, he loved her and now, he wanted her back although both of them had destroyed each other.Nothing better than going old school, right?So Ashton wrote Elissa letters. Reminding her of what they had and what they can be.…
(lower case intended)a place without you is an abandoned home i keep running from.…
When Caiden meets Fayth in an on-campus cafe at midnight for the first time, he is fascinated. He spends the night with her, walking around the city, going to places he never would have at that time of the night (and if they break and enter, nobody has to know). They face a common nemesis, and trouble ensues. When they part ways in the morning, they do so with the promise of meeting each other again.Let's see where this goes, yeah?…
(lower case intended)a mix of poems including sadness and heartbreak.started: 12th october, 2016.#144 in Poetry…
Completed ✔︎ (UNEDITED)"I'm Ashton," he spoke up with a slight tremble in his voice, trying to keep his emotions at the bay."I'm Calum," he continued, his lower lip trembling, as he bit on it and walked over to where Ash was, interlinking their fingers together."Michael," he whimpered, not being able to speak more than a word at a time. His eyes watered but he tried so hard to blink back his tears and joined Cal, holding his hand."And I'm Luke," I mimicked Mikey and walked over to where all three of them stood, and without my consent, I let the tears fall. I clutched on to Mikey's hand for dear life as if he would disappear any second."And we were 5 Seconds of Summer," we spoke up and bowed in unison, our last concert coming to a final end.Although, on the inside, I couldn't help but think this isn't the way it's supposed to be.+ + + + +But what happens next is unexpected. On the way home, Luke gets in a car accident and the flames swallow him and his screams as a whole. What is left behind are his mere ashes.But when he wakes up, he's a ghost now and his dreams are on fire.…