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to my love
this is for my first big love,my one and only,my life.even though you'll never love me as much as i do,you are my one and only.yes, i loved him with allmy heart, my pores. i loved him for who he was.now he's found someonewho he loves senselessly. and i've found someone, too.i still adore him and wouldgo back to him if he asked me,but i figured out how to accept what happened, moveon and live.i am the kind of person whowould like to be friends withtheir ex, and i want him tobe happy.we're acting kind of weird,but even if we won't be ableto be normal with each otheragain, i'll be able to live withhim not looking at me the way he used to.i know that i will probably never forget him, but it's okay.this book is nowno longer needed. i won't finish it though,because there still isthe possibility ofme wanting to writehim something. it just no longer isa book to my first big love.…
letters to p.
dinge, die mich verletzen. erinnerungen. gedanken. wünsche. nur für dich weil ich dich liebe.friendshipˈfrɛn(d)ʃɪpnounthe emotions or conduct of friends; the state of being friends.…