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She's in me, and she won't leave. Every time I look at myself in the mirror, it's not me that's staring back. She may have the same face, the same hair, the same body, the same freckles, the same burns and scars, but my lord her eyes. Her eyes were chilling, scarring, psychotic and crazed. They stared at you like she knew your every secret, like she knew all your fears and weaknesses. You may not believe it, but she really does know every aspect of your life and who you areTake it from me.*****•*****After her mother dies from a long battle with Parkinson's disease, Clara decides that she needs to get away from the growing stress of her mourning. Her good friend, Natasha, suggests that they go to her parents' vacation home during the summer to unwind. Clara was grateful for the offer, and the two girls, along with a few other friends, pack up a few of their belongings as they head off for a vacation by the lake. However, their fun times are soon diminished to rubble when they discover that something vicious in the water is preying on the now motherless Clara..||. WARNING: Contains gore, explicit content, mentions of severe mental illness, and more. If you think that you may be sensitive to some of these topics, then I suggest you don't read this book.||.…

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My mind is full of wandering thoughts and my body is sleep deprived. Add those two things together, you get what is written in here. The things I write may seem complex. They may seem like complicated babble that have deeper meaning than what they really are. But in the end, it's just as the title would suggest. It's all just little thoughts drawn way out of proportion.…

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This is really just a book for me to practice my descriptive writing. I think of noun (person, place or thing) and I make up a scenario about it in my head, and then try to describe it the best that I can with vivid adjectives and adverbs. In each entry I will have to include the 5 senses (touch, hear, see, smell, taste). Hope you read these little 'stories'!…

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I try to be an all around good person, but sometimes I just can't contain my sass. It's both a curse, and a blessing. :)))))…

heyimreallyawkwrd

"You know stuff about cars?" The blond asked.The brunet gave a tiny smile, making small dimples appear in his cheeks. "Yeah, a little."The blond looked a bit skeptical, but he couldn't really be picky right now. There's no way in hell he was gonna get his car towed, and right now it seemed like the brunet was his only hope."Well, c-could you take a look at it? Also, heads up, it's an old car." The blond warned, and the brunet smiled wider."Old cars are my favourite."~~~~~~~~~Alex Guilbert is overcoming a tragic passed of bullying and being misunderstood. He self-medicates with cannabis, music, old cars, and midnight walks in the city. His life just doesn't seem to be going for him; his father's abusive, he's prone to relapse and has body image issues, even though he may not seem like he's physically suffering with body distortion.After meeting an equally lonely blond named Ran one faithful night when his car breaks down, the two boys quickly befriend each other over common interests.But when Alex's daddy issues get out of hand, and the cops end up being called to the house, Ran soon finds out that there is more than meets the eye when it comes to Alex.---------------------------------------------------------------------------Updating Schedule: A new chapter is published every monday, unless something has come up to prevent it. If something does happen, I'll probably post about it on my message board. Have a good day, guys.…

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|.Hoboism: when a person wanders aimlessly from place to place without a permanent home or means of livelihood.|Riley and Samantha are the black sheep of their small town. They're dark, brutal, obnoxious, have a fucked sense of style and an obsession with graffiti and small bookstores. After living in this town for such a long time, the two teenagers grow tired of their small town, and decide to take the only public bus that comes to their town and travel over the course of one day. Their parents don't know their plans, they haven't talked to any of their friends in days, and are going to be forced to spend the day surrounded by obnoxious strangers. Over their adventures from town to town and then finally to the city in their ridiculously tiny bus, they discover troubled yet amazing and hilarious people, creepy places, uneven sides of town, and what it really means to call a place 'home.'…

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heyimreallyawkwrd

A collection of poems and lyrics written by me, that I wish to always be remembered in my name.…