futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED-- trigger warnings in first chapter"Let's get to my house, we need to get you warm," he says. I look at him, and he's soaking wet. He's only wearing a short sleeve shirt with skinny jeans, since he gave me the sweatshirt he was wearing. I felt bad for him, but at the same time, he looked so perfect. The way the rain was dripping off his hair and chin, the way his wet shirt clung to his body, the way he was looking at me- all of it. Every part of me is aching to kiss him, just once, but I know I can't. He's perfect, but he's as straight as can be.===Ex best friends. That's what they were. Everything changed once Alex came out as gay to Jack, pushing them from best friends to strangers with memories. But, when Alex goes to extreme measures to end his pain, will Jack come back into his life? And even if he does... will they be able to be around each other without their world crumbling around them?-=+=-I've sprinkled quite a few All Time Low song references not only in the titles, but in the text heheheStarted: Nov. 13, 2019Finished: Dec. 1, 2019…

futureyoungrenegade

Just fluff, plus some sad ones. Enjoy :)…

futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED-Jack Barakat ended his own life eight years ago at the young age of nineteen. Or... that was the common belief, anyway. Alex Gaskarth was left to deal with the heartbreak that was destined to haunt him every time winter came around, every time he heard a guitar, and, truthfully, with every breath that entered his lungs. Jack was painted on everything in Alex's mind. His hands felt cold without Jack's fingers intertwined with his; his lips felt useless without Jack's pressed against them; his heart felt empty without Jack's love there to fill it.Until, given some time and some good friends, everything changes.==+==POV switches between multiple people.Inspired by "Ghost Of You" by 5 Seconds Of Summer.The only trigger warning is the mention that Jack has committed suicide in the past. Otherwise, this will be a safe fanfiction with the exception of cussing.Started: December 9, 2019.Finished: December 16, 2019.…

futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED-I wasn't wanted or needed by anyone, and I knew that far too well by now. There was nothing left for me in the cruel wrath of life until I found everything in the deep brown eyes that belonged to a tall, sensitive boy by the name of Jack Barakat. The night that I thought would be another boring, sad chapter of my story ended up being the beginning of a whole new one.He kept me safe when not even my own house could.==+==Told in Alex's POV.Trigger warnings: anxiety, abuse (verbal/physical), cussing.Disclaimer: This is partnered with "You Keep Me Sane" (which is not completed), but you do not need to read the other one before this one, or the other way around. It's the exact same story in another perspective.Started: Dec. 18, 2019Finished: May 26, 2021…

futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED-Jack has been depressed for quite a few years. The reason? The pressure from his parents to be the perfect son.Alex is new to school and catches Jack's eye, and he immediately tries to become friends with Alex. Jack finds himself faking happiness and acting like everything is fine in order to make Alex want to hang out with him more. It works, and soon enough, Alex and Jack are best friends, and they might even fall in love along the way.But, when Jack is slowly getting worse and worse mentally, it's only a matter of time before Alex discovers the real Jack Barakat...==+==Told in Jack's perspective only.Short story. I'm not good at writing filler scenes, I just like writing the juicy stuff.Trigger Warnings: Self-harm, depression, anxiety, suicide, verbal abuse/cussing.Started: December 3, 2019.Finished: December 7, 2019.…