Love, Lust, and Longing for the Past- Clayton Wilder thought he'd lost it all the moment he'd killed a boy with his car. He thought he'd hit rock bottom; but, boy, was he wrong! He had so much more to lose: for example, his relationship with Eve. She was his life. Literally. And when life's not there to help, you rely on 'them'. And they - those alluring, addicting girls - were his drugs. Literally. - They - All of them - Mingled with my senses, tingled with my thoughts, and singled out my heart. Made it vulnerable. Made me vulnerable. I was oblivious - to the destruction they brought together with their presence, their smiles, and their deadly addiction - until my close ones and I reunited... or forever parted...…
WINNER OF: The Sarang Awards 2017 AND Wonders Writing Contest 2017!!(Rewritten with more mature eyes - packed with more drama and action, more romance and more murders)Robert Faulkner, a charismatic charmer and misunderstood artist, thought he had it all, yet it all came crumbling down with the suicide of his high school sweetheart. Unable to write and take care of his and Nora's child, Noah, he descended into chaos. A misunderstood artist. A misunderstood killer. The I.N.I.T.I.A.L.S Killer. Noah Faulkner found himself in foster care when his father was charged with murder. He simply wanted closure, forget his father, and find the love of his life. Yet with all attempts, it seemed he was cursed by his father's past.Then, one day, his friend comes up with a plan: tattoo the first letters of the three girls he's loved (but lost), and use the name their initials form, L-E-A, to find the love of his life. Like his father. To break the curse. To honour the memory of the women he's lost and use it as a map to find his true soulmate. LEA. Yet Noah is reluctant because he's not the first in his family to have used tattooed initials to find a woman. He's scared. His friend says it's the only way, but can Noah count on that? He won't end up like his father, he'll do the exact opposite. He'll change the history between his family and tattooed initials. So what will Noah do when he meets Leah Chance? Will he pursue her? And will she be repelled that he liked her initially because of some initials, or will she stay long enough to find the reason behind them?…
