- Chapter 12 :

Sohee stiffened as the name 'Tinuta' was mentioned. Her hands kept rubbing up and down Suga's body but her mind was else where as her eyes clouded in confusion. She needed to know why Suga was talking about, what Tinuta meant to him.

"Who was T-Tinuta?" Sohee questioned while trembling, not wanting to press farther than she should. Suga sniffed before collapsing into Sohee's touch. The girl could tell he'd been bottling up his feelings for far too long and was finally spilling.

"She was Hobi's girlfriend, but she was a great friend and sister to the rest of us..." He trailed off, wiping his nose with his sleeve. Sohee digested this and nodded, rubbing his back in circles to calm him. "We were an awesome family, and her group was so popular as well..." He continued, whimpering almost.

Sohee felt his heart clench in pain for the man as she tried her best not to cry, knowing where this story was leading to. "But about a year or two ago, she left us forever.....she.....she committed suicide.." He wailed, burying his head into Sohee's shoulder.

Sohee's eyes were wide in fear as she felt pity and fear. Memories flooded back to her of Tinuta and Sohee couldn't stop a whimper from escaping her mouth. Instead, she once more locked her emotions into an endless pit and hugged Suga, her mind working in ways it shouldn't.

She knew she cold get in serious trouble, hell even get killed. But seeing Suga in this state broke her more than anything. She knew she had to tell him otherwise from what it seemed, Suga wasn't going down the right path. Sohee prayed that Jihyun wouldn't find anything about this as she lifted Suga's head to hers, staring into his watering eyes.

She carefully thumbed a few tears away before speaking, "Suga, do I remind you of someone you know?" She asked, her voice shaking and her fear only grew when Suga's eyes widened, his mind calculating, his mouth parted. Sohee was starting to regret her decision, but it was starting to get hard holding everything in after all this time.

She only wanted a friend, someone she could trust. And she trusted Suga, she always did, right now...and when she was Tinuta.

"No way..." Suga breathed, his eyes watering now in recognition. "There's no way..." "I am her." Sohee interrupted, smiling gently. Suga's eyes were red now, but Sohee could see the joy in them. Suga remembered her. "You can't tell anyone Suga...I cannot explain anything right now..but I will later.." She trailed off and Suga nodded his head eagerly, a smile on his face as he still processed what was happening.

"Of course...........Tinuta."

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Hoseok glanced up as Sohee and Suga came lumbering in from the corridor. The boys were still debating on why there were no screams of growls coming from the room.

And now that the two actually were present, they both looked different. Sohee looked embarrassed but nervous and Suga was.....smiling.

His eyes were clear and he smiled directly at Hobi, winking at the man. Hoseok was taken back at the grandpa's sudden change in behavior, but didn't say a word.

"We can go now." Suga commented, walking to grab some water as the rest of the members started filing out through the doors of the dorm. Sohee exited last, and Hoseok made sure to exit right next to her, staring at her features.

She was a pretty lady and that was no lie, but Hoseok couldn't move past Tinuta, his first and last love. Hoseok wanted so bad to avoid Sohee, for he always saw Tinuta in her and it brought a severe pain to his heart, but at the same time he wanted to be near her to remind himself of Tinuta and how she looked.

Hobi didn't know how much longer until he broke in front of everyone and had a mental breakdown. It was starting to become too much, but other than Namjoon and himself, everyone seemed to adore Sohee. Truth be told, if she wasn't like Tinuta in features, he too would've enjoyed her presence too, but he knew that she knew something.

"Yo, J-Hope?" A hand waived through his face and Hoseok blinked before he saw the members staring at him concerned. Suga had waived the hand and was staring at Sohee who kept the glance. Hobi felt his heart pain and he knew that Suga knew something he didn't and simply wasn't telling anyone.

"Hehe sorry, I was day dreaming." Hobi awkwardly answered, scratching the back of his neck. Jin and Namjoon gave him weird stares before nodding and trotting off to the bottom of the dorm where the managers usually got their food. 

"Where exactly are we going?" Sohee asked curiously, her big eyes peeking up at Namjoon. Hoseok watched her carefully and could only wonder why she was asking Namjoon, the man who was being suspicious towards her. Namjoon evaluated her before answering sharply, "We are simply going out to eat." And then he shut her out.

The other members shared weird glances but Suga moved to Sohee and whispered something to her. She pursed her lips and said something back. Hobi could only watch as they both had a secret conversation, something Suga would never do. 

Hobi looked up to see that they had reached the food place, which was in walking distance to the dorm, making sneaking convenient. Of course they'd booked a room in the restaurant, but paparazzi were sure to come. Sohee had already been introduced as the choreographer to public, but the members could only feel depressed that they couldn't save her from the hate.

Then again Sohee seemed used to it, to hate, she wasn't familiar to show of love, she was so comfortable with the members and had a different look in her eyes when she stared at Hobi. Now she was with Suga, and Hoseok could only feel even more lost as he wished that someone would answer his questions.

Sorry for the crappy chapter, I am trying to write through writer's block. Also I will be double updating today :)
-lunar1029